I want to tell everyone I'm pregnant, and that it's twins. I've told quite a few close friends, but non of our family, and I have NO idea why!? I have this fear that if I tell our families, and something goes wrong, I'll be disappointing them, and I'll feel like a failure...Again. What the hell is wrong with my thinking!? Why does this anxiety never leave me the f**k alone!?
We've also told friends but not family so I get it. For me it's that our parents are so excited about grandchildren and, selfishly, if something happened, I don't know if I'd be able to deal with their disappointment in addition to my own. Friends just have a different stake in the game. So don't beat yourself up over it. It makes sense to me
*Loss mentioned* @bnsmith85 thank you so much for making me feel not so alone. I know my mother in law is dyyyying for grandkids, and I just don't want to see that disappointed look on her face. I know that wasn't what she was trying to convey to me, but I could still see it. She hates seeing us go through everything like fertility treatments and our loss in July. I just want this first trimester to be over, so I can start relaxing, and celebrating. My next ultrasound is the second, and I'm terrified. I think I'll be scared till the day they're born.
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@bnsmith85 thank you so much for making me feel not so alone. I know my mother in law is dyyyying for grandkids, and I just don't want to see that disappointed look on her face. I know that wasn't what she was trying to convey to me, but I could still see it. She hates seeing us go through everything like fertility treatments and our loss in July. I just want this first trimester to be over, so I can start relaxing, and celebrating. My next ultrasound is the second, and I'm terrified. I think I'll be scared till the day they're born.
IUI #7 Follistim + Ganirelix + Ovidrel + Prometrium + Baby Aspirin - BFP! PLEASE STICK!!!
1/25 Beta #1: 389, #2: 940! IT'S TWINS!
TEAM DOUBLE PINK!!!!