I am so frustrated I want to cry. I'm due today. There is nothing going on down there and I've been stuck at home for two weeks not able to drive myself and I'm just tired of it. Today we are having GORGEOUS weather and I want to use our zoo membership and take DS to the zoo, get some walking done and just be gone and occupied for a couple hours. In good traffic the zoo is 35/40 mins from our house/hospital. DH and MIL are both freaked that I'll go into labor and won't make it back up to the hospital. I think it's fine and told them we can leave ASAP if I feel like somethings happening. DH is practically refusing. I cannot sit around in this house looking at baby crap waiting anymore. I need a nice prolonged activity to take me away from the house and get my mind off of going into labor. I'd much rather spend this time outside enjoying the gorgeous weather with my DS as the only child one last time then staying cooped up here all day! Ugh!
DS1 01/08/03 DD1 08/11/04 DD2 10/06/08 DS2 09/30/14
SURPRISE! Hannah May born 01/22/16
1. I really, really miss sleeping nekkid. I hate the feeling of clothes getting all twisted when I toss and turn. Stupid bleeding and giant milk boobs.
2. Why won't this baby nurse while we lay down? She acts like she's dying. It's a nipple, not a tarantula.if I have to spend another night sleeping in underwear under my shorts and a bra to hold my breast pads I'm going to scream, baby doesn't seem to like me sleeping anyway though so there's that