I don't know how to heal emotionally. I've been trying to ignore the fact that I had a miscarriage two months ago, trying to talk about it, just crying sometimes - nothing seems to help. I've had my first period after d&c and in two days about to have the next one. I even took a pregnancy test a day ago hoping that I might be pregnant again. I started knitting like crazy trying to take off my mind. My husband says I'm aggressive sometimes. What do I do? I can't talk to anyone about how I really feel because I end up bursting in tears. I was so excited to meet my baby and then at almost 9 weeks the heart stopped beating... How does anyone overcome something like that? It seems like the pain will never go away...
Re: I'm a wreck
“Whatever happens to you belongs to you. Make it yours. Feed it to yourself even if it feels impossible to swallow. Let it nurture you, because it will.”
DD1 born 5/24/10.
Missed M/C at 14 wks Feb 2012.
DD2 born 5/14/13.
Missed M/C at 9 wks July 2015.
BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
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Diagnoses and Treatments
PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
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BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏