@beckynsean11 thank you so much for all of your support, it means so much.
I feel very lucky to be at this hospital. I had the option to stay with my regular OB who delivers at a smaller hospital near by. When we learned it was twins, I just had a felling, I needed to be at INova Fairfax, so I switched OBs. I can't describe the feeling, but I just knew something was going to go wrong. I hate saying that out loud.
Not to be a creepy internet stranger, but I have been reading through your blog posts from last spring. There is something very comforting about them for me. I know it was probably hard to write it all out, but I hope you know it's touching and meaningful to people facing a potentially similar outcome. You are such a strong women.
I think about you often, and hope you holding up.
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Last night, around 10, I had contractions for about an hour. I felt them starting around 9:30, but told myself I was imagining them, until I couldn't lie anymore. I told R, and he made me call the nurse. They hooked me up to the monitor, and sure enough, I was contracting about every 3 minutes. They were barely picking up on the monitor, since my uterus is so small, but my marks were lining up to "agitation" on the monitor. I kept asking R to see if things were lining up, and he kept telling me to just drink the water, watch the movie. I don't think he wanted me to get even more worked up. I was convinced things were going to progress last night.
After about an hour, one of the residents came in and checked me, my cervix was closed, and I wasn't leaking any fluid. Thank God. They decided the best thing to do was just drink drink drink, and try to sleep, so I did. I didn't have any over night, and so far, nothing this morning. They had done an exam about 2 hours before they started, and said that maybe could have made my uterus angry, and started the contractions. Either way, I'm just glad they stopped.
R left this morning around 9 for his business trip. It took him like 5 attempts to leave the room, he just kept trying to walk away and then coming back to say he loved me and he was sorry, and then trying to walk away. It was a mess, we were both crying. I've only seen him cry 2 or 3 times. I hate that he isn't here.
I'm going to try to get some work done today, I have to figure out how the things I normally do are going to get done, and it will be a good distraction, so I'm looking forward to it.
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Still praying for you and your family! I definitely come on here to check on you every day. I've been witness to miracles before; I believe we will all witness yours. Strength and love to you!
Still thinking about you and your boys. You're DH's departure sounds wrenching and I'm sorry you'll be apart for so long. However, I'm glad you're in a hospital in which you have confidence and your OB, that goes a long way. Stay in there boys!
Oh goodness what a long night! Im glad that your cervix is semi cooperating and that the contractions stopped. You know our board will be a source of entertainment for you while H is gone.
I'm so glad those contractions stopped! That sucks that your hubby had to leave but it sounds like you are in a great hospital with a lot of support. Lots of continued T&P and good vibes and internet hugs sent your way!!
So sorry R had to leave. Hoping you get to see DD at some point soon! So glad to hear your angry uterus calmed down, and huzzah for a strong cervix! Many, many positive thoughts your way!
Keep those babies cooking mama! You can do this! I'm so glad things are stable now, and fx they stay that way. Sending thoughts and prayers for you, your H and LOs! :x
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Please continue to keep us posted. I am so sorry your husband had to leave. I can't imagine how hard that would be. I'm sure he is thinking of you and the boys every single second. Please stay strong and positive!! We are all in your corner, rooting and praying for you ...creepy Internet hugs!!
I'm so glad to hear that the contractions stopped! When your work stops distracting you, @staciecoffey is right, the board is here for entertainment and support. Sending you and you family good thoughts, keep getting stronger little ones!
I'm so glad the contractions stopped and there are some other good signs (cervix closed, no leaking fluid), but so sad your DH had to leave. Continuing to send you positive thoughts from Arlington! You're definitely at the right hospital
I got scared when you mentioned contractions. Thank goodness that turned out all right! We keep praying for you. I'm glad you have something consuming to work on. Here's hoping your separation from R will seem short and pass easily as it can
So sorry for such a rough night! Thrilled that things are still good with your boys, and you're past your 48/72 hour time frame now, right? Yay! You got this. Hope your work is distracting today and you can sneak in a good nap. Still keeping you in my thoughts!
I am seriously just coming on here now to search for updates on you. So glad your contractions stopped! I was so scared for you when I read that! Praying so hard for you and your hubs and those precious babies!!! Sending you tons of good happy vibes!!!
I'm glad the contractions stopped and all is looking good. I'm praying for you guys. Hang in there- you're doing great. I'm sorry your husband is out of town how difficult.
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So thankful for such positive & optermistic updates from you. I have been thinking of you all weekend. By the time your DH returns you might be well enough to go home together to your own bed. I wish there was something I could do to help!!! Sending more love & hugs x x x
Thank you for the update! So glad the contractions stopped. I came on especially to see how you were doing. Praying for you and your precious boys. I hope the time goes quickly that your husband is away. I know this must be so difficult. Continuing to pray for you!
Sorry you had a rough night, but you made it! High five! Wishing you an uneventful few days till R returns, and continued good vibes and prayers coming your way!
Woke up to your update...its a step in the right direction. So glad the contractions stopped. I can't believe the strength you must be mustering to get through this, but it sounds like its working. Keep strong and keep those beautiful boys cooking! Thoughts as always...
You and your babies are strong troopers! I am hoping and praying things get better and you get to take your two boys home! Keep the updates coming, sending creepy Internet hugs to you!!
I'm so sorry for the scare last night, and for having to say goodbye to your husband for several days. Thank goodness the contractions stopped! Hopefully the week will fly by and your DH will be back by your side soon. Do you have any ultrasounds coming up to check on the fluid? I have everything crossed that the leaking has stopped for good and it will be smooth sailing from here on out!
@brennazesquire thank you, I love the success stories!
@beckynsean11 thank you so much for all of your support, it means so much.
I feel very lucky to be at this hospital. I had the option to stay with my regular OB who delivers at a smaller hospital near by. When we learned it was twins, I just had a felling, I needed to be at INova Fairfax, so I switched OBs. I can't describe the feeling, but I just knew something was going to go wrong. I hate saying that out loud.
Not to be a creepy internet stranger, but I have been reading through your blog posts from last spring. There is something very comforting about them for me. I know it was probably hard to write it all out, but I hope you know it's touching and meaningful to people facing a potentially similar outcome. You are such a strong women.
I think about you often, and hope you holding up.
@GirlPipey Sometimes you just have a gut instinct, it's always best to follow them. Sometimes you just know deep down that it's not going to be an easy road. It was hard to write everything out last time, but it was also very cathartic. I'm glad to hear that it provides any level of comfort for you. Blogging in general was very helpful for me, although I haven't touched it in 9 months now . Since you're going to have time, it might be something helpful for you. I'd also suggest seeing if there is a therapist or counselor in the hospital that you can talk to, especially with your husband having to leave. I wish someone had pushed me to talk to someone sooner.
I'm glad that things settles back down last night, that must have been so scary. I hope someone will be able to spend a lot of time with you this week. My husband travels weekly & I know one of the scariest parts of looking at a long hospital stay was thinking about him being gone & me being alone. You are so strong! You can & will get through this. Please don't hesitate to PM me, I think about you frequently.
I'm just chugging along right now. It's so hard to get up each day, but it'll get easier at some point. I have a phone consult with a doc in Chicago in a few weeks to discuss a pre-pregnancy transabdominal cerclage. Hopefully we can get that taken care of in the next few months.
Good luck, I've been thinking about you and your babies, but haven't been able to reply for a bit. I'm glad to see a positive update. Continued thoughts and prayers!
@honeybunches101 I was supposed to have a scan today, but they are waiting until tomorrow, so my regular MFM can do it. She has the weekend off.
When she left on Friday, she told me she hoped more than anything to see me in this bed on Monday. I am so excited to show her I'm still here! I can't wait to see the boys and see how Miles is doing.
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@beckynsean11 I have considered starting a blog soon. I love writing, so I think it will be beneficial.
Thank you for the tip on the therapy. I see a therapist weekly normally, but she doesn't have privileges at this hospital. I'm going to call her on Monday and see if she recommends someone. If not, I'll check with the hospital.
I am glad you are hanging in there. I can't imagine what you are feeling and going through. I'm sure getting up is hard, I hope you have a great support network surrounding you.
I'm glad that you are going to see a new specialist, I and really hope that the transabdominal cerclage is the answer. I want so badly for your dreams to come true.
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Mom to P (12/7/10) Step-Mom-to-be to H (05/29/13) BFP 10/13/14 TWINS! 20 week loss of both twins, Scott Feivel and Miles Conrad BFP 06/19/2015 16 week loss, Penny June 2015 Working with RI; Diagnosed with thrombopheiia and celiacs BFP 03/12/16 TWINS AGAIN! PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOWS
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@beckynsean11 thank you so much for all of your support, it means so much.
I feel very lucky to be at this hospital. I had the option to stay with my regular OB who delivers at a smaller hospital near by. When we learned it was twins, I just had a felling, I needed to be at INova Fairfax, so I switched OBs. I can't describe the feeling, but I just knew something was going to go wrong. I hate saying that out loud.
Not to be a creepy internet stranger, but I have been reading through your blog posts from last spring. There is something very comforting about them for me. I know it was probably hard to write it all out, but I hope you know it's touching and meaningful to people facing a potentially similar outcome. You are such a strong women.
I think about you often, and hope you holding up.
Mom to P (12/7/10) Step-Mom-to-be to H (05/29/13)
BFP 10/13/14 TWINS! 20 week loss of both twins, Scott Feivel and Miles Conrad
BFP 06/19/2015 16 week loss, Penny June
2015 Working with RI; Diagnosed with thrombopheiia and celiacs
BFP 03/12/16 TWINS AGAIN! PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOWS
Last night, around 10, I had contractions for about an hour. I felt them starting around 9:30, but told myself I was imagining them, until I couldn't lie anymore. I told R, and he made me call the nurse. They hooked me up to the monitor, and sure enough, I was contracting about every 3 minutes. They were barely picking up on the monitor, since my uterus is so small, but my marks were lining up to "agitation" on the monitor. I kept asking R to see if things were lining up, and he kept telling me to just drink the water, watch the movie. I don't think he wanted me to get even more worked up. I was convinced things were going to progress last night.
After about an hour, one of the residents came in and checked me, my cervix was closed, and I wasn't leaking any fluid. Thank God. They decided the best thing to do was just drink drink drink, and try to sleep, so I did. I didn't have any over night, and so far, nothing this morning. They had done an exam about 2 hours before they started, and said that maybe could have made my uterus angry, and started the contractions. Either way, I'm just glad they stopped.
R left this morning around 9 for his business trip. It took him like 5 attempts to leave the room, he just kept trying to walk away and then coming back to say he loved me and he was sorry, and then trying to walk away. It was a mess, we were both crying. I've only seen him cry 2 or 3 times. I hate that he isn't here.
I'm going to try to get some work done today, I have to figure out how the things I normally do are going to get done, and it will be a good distraction, so I'm looking forward to it.
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BFP 06/19/2015 16 week loss, Penny June
2015 Working with RI; Diagnosed with thrombopheiia and celiacs
BFP 03/12/16 TWINS AGAIN! PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOWS
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When she left on Friday, she told me she hoped more than anything to see me in this bed on Monday. I am so excited to show her I'm still here! I can't wait to see the boys and see how Miles is doing.
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BFP 06/19/2015 16 week loss, Penny June
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Thank you for the tip on the therapy. I see a therapist weekly normally, but she doesn't have privileges at this hospital. I'm going to call her on Monday and see if she recommends someone. If not, I'll check with the hospital.
I am glad you are hanging in there. I can't imagine what you are feeling and going through. I'm sure getting up is hard, I hope you have a great support network surrounding you.
I'm glad that you are going to see a new specialist, I and really hope that the transabdominal cerclage is the answer. I want so badly for your dreams to come true.
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Mom to P (12/7/10) Step-Mom-to-be to H (05/29/13)
BFP 10/13/14 TWINS! 20 week loss of both twins, Scott Feivel and Miles Conrad
BFP 06/19/2015 16 week loss, Penny June
2015 Working with RI; Diagnosed with thrombopheiia and celiacs
BFP 03/12/16 TWINS AGAIN! PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOWS