I don't really know what to say as an Intro right now maybe its to soon but i really need a place where I can relate. Im 24 years old and today I should've been 8 weeks and 4 days pregnant. After a few longs weeks of limbo, my fears were confirmed, 8 days later and still no growth from my previous scan. I am now trying to prepare myself for my D&C on tuesday.
I don't know how i feel just yet, one minute I'm sad, angry, confused, numbed, bitter, and then hopeful. My mom came by today and those were the best 45 minutes not one tear. Since she left I'm just a downward spiral, DH is out with DD and I'm home alone trying to stop crying. although i wish this page didn't exist I'm glad i don't have to just leave the bump but hopefully have a place where i can be part of now.
Met 10/27/2006 & Married 6/7/2014
BFP 8/30/2104 | EDD 5/11/2015 | MS 10/3/2014 | D&C 10/7/2014
BFP 12/31/2014 | EDD 9/13/2015 PLEASE be our RAINBOW
Re: I guess this is the new place for me *** living child mentioned***
Me: 31 DH: 36
Dated Since ‘02, Married in ‘06
BFP#1 05/16/06, EDD01/16/07, MC 06/12/06 at 8 weeks
BFP #2 08/14/14, EDD 04/22/15, MC 09/17/14 at 9 weeks
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It'll get easier.