My H and I were told about our miscarriage about 3 weeks ago and as of Monday my d&c will have been two weeks ago.
I thought I was doing pretty well, had a funeral the same week so I got to be around family and cry with it judgement. We didn't really talk more than moral support. And then...because God is super funny...I threw a baby shower for me bestie the Saturday before my D&C. So I got to see my best girlfriends later over drinks and cried then.
Went back to work the week later and then left for China which is where I am now.
So I've cried a bit and got to the point where I felt I could talk about it without getting emotional. Then the spotting stopped and life felt semi normal.
Two days ago the brown spotting came and so did a wave of emotions all over again. I'm out in public with babies turning my head so I can cry. I'm watching emotional things on TV and ugly crying in my bed.
What is this?! Is this my hormones? Does this mean I haven't really processed this?
Feeling pretty alone dealing with this halfway around the world, any advice or stories would help so much!