DS will be 7 months old next week, and I'm almost 16 weeks pregnant with baby 2. I will have a c section 1 yr and 4 days after DS was born. It was a huge shock, definitely not something I planned. I am so focused on DS, I kind of feel very disconnected from this pregnancy. With DS, I journaled everything about my pregnancy and took bump pictures, and had names very early. I woke up every day thinking about him, and I was so anxious. It is completely opposite with this pregnancy- I haven't had time to get a pregnancy journal, and I've only taken 1 bump pic. Some days I completely forget I'm pregnant. Not in a "lets go on a sushi binge and drink a bottle of vodka" way, it's just not on my mind constantly like DS was. I'm worried I won't have the same bond with 2 as I do with DS. Maybe it will get better when I get bigger and feel baby moving... I hope. I am happy about another baby, but sort of terrified about having a 1 year old and a newborn. Did anyone else feel similar or am I a total heartless freak?