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prokesh1 · September 2014

Rachaeleigh · September 2014

I'm so sorry for your losses. I understand completely what you mean. I've had 4 losses as well. Somehow, my hope always comes back. I don't know how, I guess just as time passes and I begin to heal
I just keep moving forward because as you said, I do want to have children. I still have some fight in me.
When I don't, I'll stop

mrsjg2013 · September 2014

I'm very sorry for your losses. I have had three consecutive losses, and often find myself wondering how I could handle having another. Honestly? I never thought I could handle one, then two, then three... I think we find the strength when we need it. I try not to let thoughts of "what if" into my head, but it's a constant struggle to keep them from creeping in.

I hope this board helps bring you comfort and support, as well as hope to continue on your journey towards motherhood.

ctk181 · September 2014

Welcome and I'm so sorry for your losses. I hope you find comfort and support here.

[Deleted User] · September 2014

I'm so sorry for your losses.

I think every TTCAL lady feels the hope/anxiety. Losing children takes away the blissful ignorance of pregnancy. You learn and/or experience all of the things that can go wrong, and that onsets anxiety. But you know how much you want a child and it brings hope.

Big ((hugs)). I hope you find this board helpful. Welcome!