Welcome to TTCAL CheckIn!
I hope I can find
you all well and positive this week! Please don't be shy in asking the
PGAL/PAL ladies questions if you have them.
BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
**All AL Welcome**
@shandorfml2- hope your results come back soon!
where are you in your ttcal journey? cd40!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! took my last provera pill this morning...hoping AF shows next week.
any relevant appts upcoming? cd3 ultrasound whenever that comes...
QOTW: def during the 2ww but my crazy can show up anytime!!!
Open Topic: Just wondering how much farther down this road we are going to have to travel. Just ready for some good news. Just at a loss as to why things keep not going right. trying to have a good attitude and be thankful for what we do have.
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
Where are you in your TTCAL journey? Cycle 4 CD9Do you have any relevant appointments upcoming? Not for now.QOTW: Do you find it harder to remain sane during the wait to O or two week wait? Sometimes I feel like it is hard to feel sane at all, between missing my son and longing to be pregnant... Don't think there is specific timing to it.
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week? I'm feeling kind of unmotivated right now about everything. Even about TTC. I was so disappointed last month. I guess maybe I'm just worn out and not excited about the possibility of another disappointment.
Where are you in your TTCAL journey? cycle 2, cd 28Do you have any relevant appointments upcoming? None
QOTW: Do you find it harder to remain sane during the wait to O or two week wait? Two week wait for sure! I'm a crazy person.
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week? Annoyed and confused by my cycle this month. Since I've been tracking my cycles have been at most 26 days, from before Lincoln to when my cycles started again after he was born. So to suddenly be on cd 28 is annoying. I took a FRER yesterday morning and it was negative so I am relatively sure I'm not pregnant, so just frustrated that AF hasn't arrived so we can get trying again.
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
Where are you in your TTCAL journey? cd 14
Do you have any relevant appointments upcoming? Sound like a broken record, but still need to make an appt
w/ my MFM and still avoiding it.
QOTW: Do you find it harder to remain sane during the wait to
O or two week wait? The whole thing drives me nuts. Which means I’m a
total joy to live with. My body is so out of whack, I never know when/if
I o. Lame.
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week? Just a
hormonal/grieving mess these days. Bringing a friend who is having a nightmare
pregnancy dinner tonight and I’m actually jealous. Just wish I knew if it was
even possible for me to get pregnant again. That is something no RE/OBGYN can
tell me. I just hear “we don’t know” over and over. I feel so pessimistic.