Sadly, I'm back here again. Our sweet girl was due on Thanksgiving and after having a hard time finding her heartbeat last night and this morning, my doctor confirmed that we'd lost her. I'm 15 weeks along and checking in to the hospital tomorrow for another induction and delivery. Since this is my second 2nd tri loss, we'll be doing chromosomal testing on both my husband and I to see where any underlying issues may be in addition to all of the usual blood tests, etc. I had such fears during this pregnancy but once we got the all clear with the Panorama and were about to start our growth scans, I was finally starting to allow myself to get excited and now this.
My apology start with this. You ladies were so wonderful to me during such a terrible time but once I started TTC, I had a hard time being here. One of the saddest things about this board is that you realize just how often these horrible things happen and as I was trying to look forward, it was really hard to be here and see all of that. So I sincerely apologize for not participating and providing as much support as I could have as we were TTC and when I was PG. I hope you ladies can forgive me and that you don't mind me lurking and chiming in here and there again. I look forward to catching up.
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.