I'm so sorry to hear this.... The strength you've had through this whole ordeal has been incredible and I admire you for it... I'm also so sorry to hear about the unnecessary s**t someone is putting you through, although I really haven't been keeping up with a lot of posts due to constantly working I know how good of a person you are and how special you are to this board, you don't deserve it. You don't deserve any of this. May god bless you with his love and comfort through these hard time. You and your sweet little boy have been and will continue to be in my prayers...
Telling Emma Claire my 6 yr old. Fuckin horrible. She cried herself to sleep. We've decided that butterflies will be Brody telling us hi. And he's ok. She kissed my belly and told he baby she's very sorry he could not come play with her. I told her he is always with us, and will forever be our angel.
This sweet little girl will be my strength, I hope I can be hers. She said she wishes that kali could talk (my special needs daughter) so they could talk about the baby together.
I've called my job. Not sure when and if I'll go back.
I have peace knowing the diagnosis. This is equally as traumatic as when we found out our sweet kali was sick.
Girls just love your baby's. Appreciate everything that happens.
I'm not going anywhere, I'm gonna keep rockin on with you crazy bitches. Y'all can just call me granny, I'm hanging up my uterus. While y'all get swollen and pee every 10 minutes, I'm gonna rock that bikini and enjoy my jäger
I'm so so sorry Lisa. Especially for Emma- my kids, (especially my youngest) had a really difficult time when I had my loss. It hurts even more because you see them hurting.
That brought tears to my eyes...poor Emma. I would have lost my cookies hearing her say that. You are such a strong person Lisa. I would seriously hug you if I could reach you. Then I would cry with you...just because I wouldn't be able to keep from crying.
Nov. '14 January Siggy : Work Sucks!
Me 32-DH 38
Married July 14, 2007 ----- TTC # 1 October 1, 2013 BFP March 7, 2014 ----- EDD November 17, 2014 ---- Baby boy born November 16, 2014
I'm so sorry, Lisa. My heart hurts for you and your sweet baby boy and your family. I cannot fathom what you are going through, but I have so much admiration for you and your strength. What an amazing mother you are. Thank you.
I'm so sorry Lisa. So much love to you and your sweet little boy, and to your family. I'm SO glad you'll be sticking around, it wouldn't be the same without you!'
Your little Emma sounds so sweet. I'm so sorry to hear this latest news, but glad that you finally have some answers. Lots of love and hugs to you, your DH, your kids and sweet little Brody.
I haven't been posting much lately but you've been in my thoughts. I'm so sorry you're going through this. Your sweet Brody is loved by so many. I'll be keeping you and your family in my prayers. ((hugs))
Oh I am so sorry I missed this earlier. You have given him such a wonderful name. As others have said, you and Brody are very loved by this board. I'm glad you'll be sticking around. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
oh lisa i am so sorry to hear this. emma and kali and your boys are so lucky to have you, you are such an incredible woman and mother. you and brody and your family will continue to be in my thought and prayers.
and i'm so glad you're sticking around. what would us whore knights do without our beloved mod?!?!?
TW*** Child and loss mentioned Married 10/12 DS 11/14 Ectopic 2/16 PCOS/Ovulation Dysfunction 11/16 IUI x 3- BFN Laparoscopy 3/17 Endo and tubal damage IVF- 4/17- 40 eggs retrieved, 10 blasts, 7 pgs tested embryos FET- 6/17- BFP! Due Feb 15, 2017
So very sorry to read this news you are such a strong woman, though, and have given a wonderful name to your sweet son. Hopefully you will be allowed at least a little time with him outside in the world, but no matter what it's clear that he is adored....and he knows Prayers for you and your family.
****************************** October Challenge: How I feel about the 3rd trimester:
Throwback: Hubby and I on our first date (Nov 2007), and then again on our wedding day (Nov 2012)
OMG Lisa, I'm so incredibly sorry, I've been hoping and praying this would turn out better for you. My thoughts are with you and your beautiful family, you are the strongest woman I know...reading about your daughter Emma Claires reaction made me cry. I am so so sorry.
Oh Lisa, I am so very sorry to hear this! There are no words to describe how heartbreaking this situation is. You are so strong and to echo again what pp's have said you and Brody are so loved and you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. So glad you will be sticking around!!!! Big hugs!
I'm so sorry to hear this. You and Brody are so loved by so many. I'll be keeping an eye out for butterflies over here so your sweet Emma always knows her brother is okay.
I'm so glad you'll be staying here with us. If there's anything we can do for you, please let us know!
Mama to sweet baby girl, Emerson Rose, born November 7th, 2014
Thanks girls. I feel ok this morning. No crying. Yay me. I was in the process of designing a new tattoo before I got pregnant so I'm going to incorporate Brody's name somehow in it and get it done ASAP. That's my therapy.
I really think everything will be ok. I'm at peace, I really do not want him to suffer. I plan on getting back into my fitness, and drinking my chai from Starbucks again!
Telling Emma Claire my 6 yr old. Fuckin horrible. She cried herself to sleep. We've decided that butterflies will be Brody telling us hi. And he's ok. She kissed my belly and told he baby she's very sorry he could not come play with her. I told her he is always with us, and will forever be our angel.
This sweet little girl will be my strength, I hope I can be hers. She said she wishes that kali could talk (my special needs daughter) so they could talk about the baby together.
I've called my job. Not sure when and if I'll go back.
I have peace knowing the diagnosis. This is equally as traumatic as when we found out our sweet kali was sick.
Girls just love your baby's. Appreciate everything that happens.
I'm not going anywhere, I'm gonna keep rockin on with you crazy bitches. Y'all can just call me granny, I'm hanging up my uterus. While y'all get swollen and pee every 10 minutes, I'm gonna rock that bikini and enjoy my jäger
I fuckin love you.
This breaks my heart.. Your poor baby girl. Kids are so amazing. I'm still praying for you and your family! Little Man is lucky he had you for his mommy and his big sisters!! Also prayers for Kali in her own little way!!
I am so sorry, prayers for you and your family. I just read your update about telling your daughter and I am sitting at my desk in tears right now. Life isn't fair. I hope you can find peace.
Re: Harmony results are in- update: being admitted to hospital
We've decided that butterflies will be Brody telling us hi. And he's ok. She kissed my belly and told he baby she's very sorry he could not come play with her.
I told her he is always with us, and will forever be our angel.
This sweet little girl will be my strength, I hope I can be hers. She said she wishes that kali could talk (my special needs daughter) so they could talk about the baby together.
I've called my job. Not sure when and if I'll go back.
I have peace knowing the diagnosis. This is equally as traumatic as when we found out our sweet kali was sick.
Girls just love your baby's. Appreciate everything that happens.
I'm not going anywhere, I'm gonna keep rockin on with you crazy bitches. Y'all can just call me granny, I'm hanging up my uterus. While y'all get swollen and pee every 10 minutes, I'm gonna rock that bikini and enjoy my jäger
I fuckin love you.
You and your family are always in my prayers.
Dx: PCOS
DS1 born 11/2014
DS2 born 11/2018
3 previous losses
Rainbow baby due 12/2021 - Team Green
N14 Nov. Siggy: CELEBRATION!
Nov. '14 January Siggy : Work Sucks!
Me 32-DH 38
Married July 14, 2007 ----- TTC # 1 October 1, 2013
BFP March 7, 2014 ----- EDD November 17, 2014 ---- Baby boy born November 16, 2014
Formerly Aaren91011
Brody Calvin is a great name!
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Married 10/12
DS 11/14
Ectopic 2/16
PCOS/Ovulation Dysfunction 11/16
IUI x 3- BFN
Laparoscopy 3/17 Endo and tubal damage
IVF- 4/17- 40 eggs retrieved, 10 blasts, 7 pgs tested embryos
FET- 6/17- BFP!
Due Feb 15, 2017
October Challenge: How I feel about the 3rd trimester:
Throwback: Hubby and I on our first date (Nov 2007), and then again on our wedding day (Nov 2012)
N14 November Siggy Challenge - Celebration
I'm so glad you'll be staying here with us. If there's anything we can do for you, please let us know!
Mama to sweet baby girl, Emerson Rose, born November 7th, 2014
**TW Living Child**
BFP 2/2014 - DS - 10/2014
I was in the process of designing a new tattoo before I got pregnant so I'm going to incorporate Brody's name somehow in it and get it done ASAP. That's my therapy.
I really think everything will be ok. I'm at peace, I really do not want him to suffer. I plan on getting back into my fitness, and drinking my chai from Starbucks again!
xo
Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing