Today marks three weeks since we lost our precious son. I'm really struggling to keep it together for my daughter today. I should be thirty weeks pregnant, not getting started on weight watchers. Last night my brother and my four month old nephew were over for dinner. While I love them both and don't want to miss out on time with my nephew, it hurts so much to watch my daughter play with him. I know I have baby toys easily accessible but I couldn't bring myself to get them out. They were saved for my kids and my son didn't get to use them. Gosh this sucks. Thanks for listening.