I'm having such a bad day. It's odd - I've felt oddly calm and almost disconnected since my miscarriage. I'm happy the physical part is over and I thought I was doing well. But tonight another Facebook friend announced she was due in October (I was due 10/25). That has to be at least the 5th announcement I've seen since I found out about our loss. I just completely broke down because her announcement was similar to what I had planned. Instead, I have a big brother shirt folded in my closet that I can't even handle looking at. Ugh - just needed to vent. I didn't realize that every announcement I see is going to break my heart.