I'm having such a bad day. It's odd - I've felt oddly calm and almost disconnected since my miscarriage. I'm happy the physical part is over and I thought I was doing well. But tonight another Facebook friend announced she was due in October (I was due 10/25). That has to be at least the 5th announcement I've seen since I found out about our loss. I just completely broke down because her announcement was similar to what I had planned. Instead, I have a big brother shirt folded in my closet that I can't even handle looking at. Ugh - just needed to vent. I didn't realize that every announcement I see is going to break my heart.
BFP #1: 05/2012 DS born 12/30/12
BFP #2: 02/2014 Natural M/C 03/2014 @ 7 weeks
BFP #3: 06/2014 EDD: 02/17/2015 M/C @ 7w2d, D&E 7/15/14