Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
ambmama
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Bad day
ambmama
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I'm having such a bad day. It's odd - I've felt oddly calm and almost disconnected since my miscarriage. I'm happy the physical part is over and I thought I was doing well. But tonight another Facebook friend announced she was due in October (I was due 10/25). That has to be at least the 5th announcement I've seen since I found out about our loss. I just completely broke down because her announcement was similar to what I had planned. Instead, I have a big brother shirt folded in my closet that I can't even handle looking at. Ugh - just needed to vent. I didn't realize that every announcement I see is going to break my heart.
Eta: spelling
I'm having such a bad day. It's odd - I've felt oddly calm and almost disconnected since my miscarriage. I'm happy the physical part is over and I thought I was doing well. But tonight another Facebook friend announced she was due in October (I was due 10/25). That has to be at least the 5th announcement I've seen since I found out about our loss. I just completely broke down because her announcement was similar to what I had planned. Instead, I have a big brother shirt folded in my closet that I can't even handle looking at. Ugh - just needed to vent. I didn't realize that every announcement I see is going to break my heart.
Eta: spelling
BFP #1: 05/2012 DS born 12/30/12
BFP #2: 02/2014 Natural M/C 03/2014 @ 7 weeks
BFP #3: 06/2014 EDD: 02/17/2015 M/C @ 7w2d, D&E 7/15/14
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Re: Bad day
PG#1 - 3rd cycle BFP. Team Green. HELLP syndrome @ 34 weeks.
Later diagnosed with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, possible link to HELLP.
PG#2 M/C 3/14 - Surprise BFP 2/13. Beta's doubled every 52 hours from 3w5d-5w5d
Viable pregnancy scan at 5w5d; 2nd u/s showed 2 days of growth in 7 but a HB of 120
3rd u/s on 3/10/14 had no HB and baby had only grown 7 days over 14
D&C 3/17/14 - complications - DX Retroflexed uterus, multiple tears to cervix
All Welcome
Chart
Pregnancy #2 Natural Miscarriage at 6 weeks 03/2014 Due date 11/9/2014
Pregnancy #3 DS 02.23.2015
Pregnancy #4 Missed Miscarriage at 11 weeks 11/2018 Due date 5/22/2019
Pregnancy #5 Positive test 12/11/2019 Due Date 8/17/2020
Thanks everyone. Such a long road.
@stephy1221 I had done so much laundry while I was waiting for my results, and that shirt was thrown in. Folding that shirt is one of the hardest things I've dealt with. A few days later was when I was going to have DS wear it to announce to my parents. Sucks! It's a 2T and he's 15 months, so I seriously doubt it will still fit when we ttc again. I just couldn't throw it away.
BFP #1: 05/2012 DS born 12/30/12
BFP #2: 02/2014 Natural M/C 03/2014 @ 7 weeks
BFP #3: 06/2014 EDD: 02/17/2015 M/C @ 7w2d, D&E 7/15/14