I am not new to ttc but new to the boards here. I signed up awhile back but got a little side tracked with my ridiculous body revolting. While it is still revolting, I'm sick and tired of hearing everyone, including my dr tell me to just relax, and since I've already had kids it'll be fine. Clearly NOT fine. my twin 9 year old girls were.....a surprise with my ex. My son with my current hubs....not so much. a full year of trying and finally he came. So we decided to try for just one more as we're not getting any younger (30&35) and last time was such a production. (I think dh wants a girl). anyway, i went off the pill a little less than 2 years ago and we have been actively trying for 14 months now. in the process of trying to figure out what my next step is at this point. Super short frustrating cycles. If i was a dr I might try and perform my hysterectomy at this point! haha! I've just had a really rough couple of days and it doesnt seem there's much of an end in sight at the moment, although i know in my head that must not be true. Rant over, pity party done....for this cycle. Check back in 13 days when the next one starts:( grrr;) thanks for listening to my giant rant.