Well today's my birthday and I just want to crawl into my bed with a fort of junk food around me and watching DVDs.
I'm not at all handling today good. Everyone is wishing me a happy birthday and to have an amazing day (I know they are just being nice) but how the hell can I have a happy day when my life has been torn apart? My husband is trying to be really sweet trying to hug me and kiss me but I just don't want to be touched at all and I think he's upset because he's doing it with the right intentions but it's doing my head in. And to kick it all off I'm on my way to good old work.
I can't wait for today to be over but tomorrow is going to suck even worse because I would of been 12 weeks and I think I'm going to go to the doctors because I'm just to dangerously depressed.
Sorry for the rant, it's just helps me to write when I'm in a shitty mood.