Hey everyone! I am a FTM. My son was born at 32 weeks and had a 2 week NICU stay. He is healthy now for the most part just issues with GERD and milk protein allergy. I go back to work on February 3rd and I am absolutely dreading it. I have already cried and cried and cried. He will be staying with my sister Monday-Thursday and with my mom on Fridays. I work at a bank so I have set hours and don't work nights but I just hate to leave him. After the whole experience of him being early and going through the NICU I don't want him out of my sight. I just feel like as his mom I should be the one taking care of him everyday. I have this huge guilty feeling for leaving him. I'm scared he will forget me or not bond with me as well since I won't always be with him. But staying at home just isn't an option right now for me and DH. Any positive encouraging words would be greatly appreciated!