It's Friday!
The only second workday of my week and here I sit waiting a phone call to tell me if im even needed today. It sucks because I could've slept in instead of being up at 5 am! I was to go in at 7:30 but was called and told to come in at 9:30 but to call first. So I call a few minutes ago and now im to CALL at 9:30 and go from there. It's redic.
Anywho not really a confession but share some juicy ones!
Re: ~FC~
@fishybride if it's my kids name I won't be insulted if you don't like it I know it's an unusual name and not everyone's going to like it
But I agree about one particular name on this board being awful. Its probably not the same name ( not Dagny, LOVE Dagny!) but good grief, it makes me stabby.
That was so rambly.
Agreed. I wanted to say something but truthfully I don't have the balls for that. Ignoring seemed like the best option, but really? It seemed very uncalled for. Someone needs a snickers.
I don't think she's always like that, but I've definitely side eyed her a few times.
:o3
Married: 5/21/05 **~** Emery Aylin 6/30/12
BFP#1-11/5/10- Surgery for ectopic pregnancy 11/15/10 BFP#2-11/1/11 Due 7/8/12 Born 6/30/12
Oops we did it again... BFP 03/23/14 Due 12/6/14 Nora Born 11/23/14
Samesies. Why wrap it when I'm going to be the one unwrapping it? And the grandparents went nutso, so she still got a ton of stuff.
That's not a confession really, but I had to say it to someone. I'll be smelling it until Sunday! HALLLLLLP!
However, we did have sex on days where I might have gotten pregnant, even if H pulled out (not the safest method, but it's worked for us for six years). We're not supposed to start trying for another nine months, and lately, H has been hinting that maybe he'd prefer one and done. I was nervous for a couple of days, but now I'm at the point that I'll cry when Aunt Flow shows up, because I really want a second one, and I'm scared H won't be willing when it's time to start trying again. I won't be peeing on a stick but I'm secretly keeping my hopes up. I also won't mention it again so he doesn't start worrying that our method isn't safe and insists on a safer birth control method.
Instead she's borrowed a day here and there and come over on her lunch hour sometimes. She started making me feel like she didnt even want to be here, talking about stuff she wanted to get done, like clean her house. She talks nonstop about my brother's drama (not in a gossipy way...she's worried for him). Even when I was in the hospital having N she was talking about it and couldn't let it go. She told she felt like his drama was keeping her from just being happy about N's birth.
I can do this on my own. It's hard, but certainly not impossible. I just feel like she keeps her promises to everyone but me because I try to be understanding. She runs around doing everything for everyone else, but my little family gets put on the back burner because we are quiet and don't have any drama.
I love her, I aspire to be more like her, she's amazing. I do really appreciate what she has been able to do for me. I just feel sort of abandoned when I really needed her, both during the pregnancy and after.
Married: 5/21/05 **~** Emery Aylin 6/30/12
BFP#1-11/5/10- Surgery for ectopic pregnancy 11/15/10 BFP#2-11/1/11 Due 7/8/12 Born 6/30/12
Oops we did it again... BFP 03/23/14 Due 12/6/14 Nora Born 11/23/14