My c-section is scheduled for one week from today and I have just been a huge ball of anxiety lately.
Has anyone else ever gotten real crazy towards the end? For some reason over the last two days I have been petrified and worrying about things like whether or not he'll be healthy and "normal." I feel like I spend my nights on the internet reading articles about anything and everything that could go wrong and it is just miserable!
I think it's stemming from being nervous about having the c-section. I came across an article saying c-sections were linked to higher autism rates (then of course read another article saying pitocin induced labors can lead to higher autism rates, and went on to read about how basically everything you do can lead to higher autism rates) and I just feel so overwhelmed.
Then I keep thinking, do I really need a c-section? Is this baby really going to be *that* much bigger than my others?
Uh. He just needs to be here you guys. I don't know how much more of this I can take!
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