I have not been doing so well with CFNBC and had a breakdown last month when I realized that there are 5 girls in their 20s in DH's family and another 4 in their teens how I'm going to have to endure multiple pregnancies for the next 2 decades plus. It will never end. I told DH I won't be able to go to family functions etc and wasn't sure how this would affect me in the long run. The first one just got engaged and that's what set me thinking on this.
So, we have decided to have a consult with RBA using frozen eggs. I need to know if it was our last crappy clinic that was the problem or if it's "us"... Just for background, the last clinic over stimmed my first donor, my 2nd donor backed out a week before the ER and the clinic then lied to us about being a 3rd recipient for our 3rd donor(we thought we were a 2nd recipient). Out of the 12 donor eggs we got from this clinic, we had one 4BC blast that I had a m/c with. That's a crazy low percentage and shocking to not have any good blasts. I need to know if a donor who was screened more thoroughly and a far superior lab can make a difference. I'm too jaded to have "hope" of it working at this point but I need to know if the same thing happens with a better clinic. I can accept CFNBC if we still can't get a good embryo. Part of me thinks I am insane to try this again so we are not telling anyone IRL this time. I don't want the blank stares. We're hoping to cycle in early January. Not looking forward to lupron. I hate that stuff the most.
TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!
K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days