Passed by...

Our day will come

That is how I feel, like I'm being passed by, like I should be through this loss, making changes, TTC again, like I should be happy again.

Instead though I feel like I'm on this continuous loop going back over the same things.  I'm at a loss as to what I'm supposed to do - but what I know, what I feel is where I'm at now isn't right.

How can it be that less than two months ago I was pregnant - thinking nothing but wonderful thoughts about starting our family finally...and now here I am with this void not wanting to try again?

I have this promise in my heart that I know without a doubt God put there, I know it should be - will be fulfillled one day.  When will I be ready to start again?  I'm ready to be through the grief and looking towards the future.

adkhiker

I am so sorry that you are having a rough day.  Take it easy on yourself.  I am also ready to be through all of this, but it takes time.  Prayers and hugs.