Tomorrow my husband is going to attempt to go back to work. I'm scared to really be alone all day. We just moved so I don't know many people in the area. I'm not really close to the people I do know. Since we just moved here, I don't have a job yet. I've become so dependent on my husband's presence that I'm nervous about him not being with me. He works at the hospital where I delivered and his boss is completely aware and sensitive to our situation, but I just want him with me. This is such a change because I have never been a clinging person (I'm only clingy with him). I coming to terms with the fact that I may spend the day crying and that's ok. I know I have to stand on my own at some point, it just feels soon.