I feel like Dh and I *deserve* a BFP & sticky baby so much more than anyone we know - I seriously feel angry & robbed when someone else gets their BFP or talks about their pregnancy/kiddos around me....I know it's not right to feel that way, but after THREE losses and 1 1/2 years of trying, and being at a stage in our lives where we could provide a very nice life for a little one, I just feel like it should be happening already!
Re: Terrible Confession...
APS, hetero factor v leiden & MTHFR
bfp #1 - 12.11.07, edd 8.14.08, mm/c 1.21.08 (10w4d)
bfp #2 - 4.4.08, edd 12.3.08, mm/c 5.14.08 (11w)
bfp #3 - 8.3.08, edd 4.15.09, mm/c 9.17.08 (10w)
bfp #4 - 1.15.09, edd 9.26.09, mm/c 2.16.09 (8w2d)
bfp #5 - 6.16.09, edd 2.25.10, mm/c 7.23.09 (9w)
bfp #6 - 8.12.10, edd 4.27.11, mm/c 9.16.10 (8w1d)
one more try -> bfp #7 - 2.11, our miracle baby boy arrived 10.11
ttc again -> bfp #8 - 5.3.13, edd 1.13.14, mm/c 5.30.13 (7w3d)
Jack Emmett born on 2/2/10 after 17 cycles and a miscarriage
Calvin Wyatt born on 1/10/12. Our surprise baby!
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Um, if that makes you terrible, then I am evil. I'm still miffed that my SIL who married DH's brother in April is due Feb 24, the day after I should have been with m/c #2. They weren't supposed to be "trying" for at least a year after they got married. Driving home from their wedding, I actually said, out loud, to DH, "God help her if she gets pg before me." And then she did...
Believe me, peachy, I think we've all been there. And fwiw, I think you *deserve* a bfp too!
We're all terrible then!!! I feel the exact same way about everything from feeling like it's my turn, we could provide a nice life, we're ready, etc. etc.
Hang in there peachy... we love you!!! I'm praying for BFP for all of us!!!
You absolutely deserve it!!! We all do.
I always feel bad because as much as I wouldn't wish the pain we have been through on anyone ... I get really upset when someone gets pg without going through a hard time. It's like only someone who had a really hard time concieving, or who has suffered a loss deserves it. I hate that I feel that way, but I can't help it! I think it normal .... if not, at least we'll all go down together being horrible!
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Hang in there Peach!
Your baby is just around the corner -
Sending baby dust your way..........................