Ben's heart stopped beating early this morning. We took him back to the hospital Monday morning as the doctor wanted to check it with him. We were told that he was now breathing on his own better and that there was still a small need for the machine to help him breath. So we did what the doctor told us to do and put him to bed with the breathing machine and he feel asleep. Every 2 hours Joey and I go in and feed them/check on them so this morning was no different. But Ben wasn't breathing. He was pale and when I touched him he was cold. The machine had failed us. We called 911 and did CPR but nothing happened. He was unresponsive. Benjamin Samuel passed away this morning around 2 am. I am still raw. Still numb and can't believe it. The funeral will be tomorrow and who knows how I will get through that. Thank you all so much.
Erica
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I don't even know what to say. My prayers are with you, your family and angel Benjamin.
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I am so very sorry for your lose! I cried reading your update. I can't imagine how devastated and heartbroken you and your fa
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so, so sorry erica! i was in tears when I read the news. thoughts and prayers with your family at this time.
My deepest condolences to you and your family, Erica. I will be thinking of you all during this incredibly difficult time.
My heart breaks for your family and little Ben.
RIP little man
I am so sorry for the everything you are going through. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
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Erica, my heart breaks for you. I'm sorry for your loss.
Words cannot express how deeply sad I am for you guys. I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. Thoughts and Prayers to you and your family. Please know that here you can express any emotion and hopefully you will f