My LO was born via emergency c section. For the first time today I'm angry about it. I was okay with it all along because even though I had wanted a med free birth, she came out how she needed, and is healthy.
Dh and I had always wanted kids really close together, like we only wanted to wait like six months before trying again. My doctor told me today that we have to wait at least a year before trying again. It means ill be 30 before trying again, and 31 before I have another assuming we get pregnant right away. While that's not terrible, it pushes out any other kids even further, and we want a housefull.
I'm suddenly so angry at my body's failure to progress, and my blood pressure.