You people act as if I haven't experienced loss. I've admitted I feel selfish and crazy. I myself don't understand the emotions I'm having. But thank you for proving that there are selfish people in … (View Post)
It's healthy, and big . Whatever it is. I realize that these feelings are selfish and crazy. This baby was so wanted and not easy to conceive. It was years in the making. IVF, this child is a miracle… (View Post)
Thanks for being understanding. I really needed it. I know it does seem strange but it does feel like a loss. But a different kind of loss if that makes sense. I had named him, talked to him, bonded … (View Post)