Hello, my name is James. My exgirlfriend and I found it in October 2016, when we were still together, that she was pregnant. Then December she just dropped all communication with me. Our baby is due July 1st. There's not a day that goes by that I don't pray for her and worry for her. Nazeera is a great woman and I still love her with my heart and soul. She has not responded to anything. It's like she has vanished. I am so lost. I don't even know what sex our child is. I am completely lost. I have no direction. I want to be a good father. I know most people will say I'm stupid or silly or I need to move on. But that's an impossible task when you truly love someone. So I guess I'm asking, what do I do. Can I do anything? Or am I doomed to know nothing forever? I've been following the baby's progress through the bump. I get a little sense of what's going on, but I long to know for real. She will always have my heart and I will wait forever for her. She has the biggest and most beautiful heart I have ever seen. And a soul as pure as a diamond. Hair that's black like the night sky and eyes that are brown like a fine chocolate. I'm sure I sound like a sad pathetic man, but I have nowhere to turn. I love her and our child. Thanks for letting me talk.