We had two companies come out this week to quote our bathroom remodel and I was sad to hear it's a bigger project than we anticipated but we really want it done before baby comes, so we will likely just eat the cost and suck it up. On the bright side, we will be almost done with the interior of our house by time baby comes. It's a really really good feeling.
@hitcj4687 that's so great you're getting all of the house updates finished up! We're literally just starting on a few projects. Just getting estimates for flooring and hoping at least that part will be done by June. It really does feel great to get big projects like that done. It's like the ultimate nesting!
Insane. It will fly until the last 2 weeks! Those always seem to drag for me.
Here's to finishing projects before we get too pregnant. We ordered beds and thrifted some really great furniture this week. I'm so excited to revamp a few items and get the rooms all set. Once that is done I have about 500 to spend on baby stuff and we are set for the 1st year of life. I looked up buying everything new for the rooms and it was going to be about $5,000. We will have it all done for $1,700 and some elbow grease. And a spa day or 2 thrown in.
@sunny_native14 it is sooo rewarding to have it done! When we had our floors put in, it was like a whole new house. We bought the house 5 years ago and have done most of the work ourselves. We knew we needed to hire out for the bathroom because plumbing isn't something we mess with. But it'll be really nice to have a project someone else does for us for once 😂 good luck with your floors!!
@thoseboysmama yay!! How exciting! Thats got to be a great feeling. I've been forcing myself not to buy things until after the baby shower and it's so hard to do.
I want to preface this by saying, I feel deeply empathetic to everyone who's complications won't resolve in a neat little bow and they have to wrestle with all the emotions of their plans for their birth not being what they wanted 🩶 I wish that never had to be the reality for anyone. The anxiety and disappointment is so heavy, so I understand if anyone still going through that wants to skip the rest of this post.
I'm happy to report that my peace-of-mind scan showed that my placenta is actually basically fundal now, according to the tech! For a bit, I didn't even want to go because I knew we'd be keeping our ultrasound appt for the end of the month regardless, and I was worried that mentally and emotionally I wouldn't be able to handle the "bad news" if we didn't see the changes we needed to yet. But it turned out to be a huge relief and I'm so happy I went. She's been a veeeery sleepy baby every time we've had an ultrasound before, but yesterday she spent the entire time kicking away while the tech was trying to get her measurements! We also got a wonderful picture of her sweet baby face/features and she looks so much like DS2 🥺 the instant I saw her nose, it looked just like his! And she was opening and closing her mouth and smacking her lips in a way he did allll the time as a newborn. It was so sweet to see those little similarities. I didn't realize how heavy the weight of my worries had truly been on my shoulders until we walked out and within 30 minutes of leaving I was tired to my core. Even good news was so emotional taxing/draining.
@hitcj4687 I really love cheesecake and am pretty well practiced at making fancy-sounding ones. I always sign myself up to make cheesecakes for things. Cheesecake is one of the most time intensive desserts to make ever 🤦♀️ literally like 2-3 hours actively (this is not a no-bake cheesecake house). Always regret lol. What did you get yourself into?
@hitcj4687 OMG....I signed up to be on the fundraising committee for my daughter's preschool dinner/ auction fundraising event. Like what in the shit did I get myself into!? 😳 I've never done anything like that and I just really thought It would be a good way to meet other parents, cultivate more community, etc. Good lord has it turned into a lot of work and mental energy....I'm almost more excited for the date of the event to pass than I am about going on maternity leave! Lol 😂
Last weekend I signed up to make pasta salad and a dessert for a scouts event. It's not like it was hard... but I chose to do some intricate lemon muffins. Now tomorrow I signed up for a dessert and a savory treat for "goodies with grownups" at school. I forgot about it up until 4pm this evening and quick had to put something together so I just opted for m&m blondies for the dessert and I made seasoned pretzels for the savory. I went as easy as possible, but I always do this to myself 😂 if there is ever a sign up to bring anything, I'm the first one on it.
@thescarletmom I would literally never in my life sign myself up for cheesecake 😂😂😂😂 you are brave!
@sunny_native14 honestly good for you though! It is an important job! I don't sign up to do those kinds of things but if someone needs food made for it, I'll happily volunteer myself 😂😂😂😂
@hitcj4687 it starts as an excuse to make cheesecake and eat the leftovers, but it always ends in regret. But looooool scouts. The epitome of my "sign up and regret it later" decisions. The leadership committee meetings I have to go to every month, we all bring an item for a group meal (like we had tacos last time, I brought grilled chicken and tortillas, others bring sour cream, cheese, etc). I literally always sign myself up for the thing that actually takes work to bring? Why can't I be the mom who signs up to bring salad dressing lol. And of course I guess I make good grilled chicken so I was voluntold by the committee chair to bring chicken for our salad bar at the meeting tomorrow. It's all my own fault and I don't regret any of it in the big scheme of things (I do love being involved and active in my kids life and school, I have to remind myself I used to dream of being a PTA mom when I was a kid) but man do I still have to panic-make whatever it is Every. Single. Time.
@sunny_native14 at the last PTA meeting they were talking about elections for next year and how our current secretary just quit and our treasurer can't serve any more terms according to our by-laws and I had the audacity to raise my hand and say I would "run" for something 🤦♀️ my husband was sitting right next to me and I got the "you're insane" eyes. Not like we don't have enough going on for next school year between three kids, being a scouts den leader and that entails, going back to school after my break this semester 🙃 why do we do this? Haha
Scored a 130 on my one hour GD test. Pretty sure 129 is passing. I failed by a super small margin on the one hour with my son as well. I am disgusted. Hoping my doctor uses a 135 or 140 threshold as I read that some do but most seem to use 130. Waiting for him to call with the bad news. If not, I see him Wednesday so I will see then. I am not even going to bring it up unless he does haha. I really don't want to have to take time off of work for the three hour.
TTC History:
Started dating DH 2006 . Married 2015
TTC July 2015-November 2015
BFP November 2015 Baby boy born August 2016
Oops BFP February 2021 MMC March 2021
Back on BC for a year to decide what we want to do.
I'm trying to catch up with everyone here! It was so nice to be able to actually sit down and look at my phone today, I'm so glad this little corner is still here, I had a nightmare last night you all moved to Tumblr and left me here alone 😂 @thescarletmom I swear I knew your placenta must have moved because all of a sudden I was thinking about it constantly, so many congratulations and I'm relieved for you! I'm biased but I love fundal placentas so much!
@ReadyForaB my last birth center had a super low threshold for failing the 1 hour, it was like 115 and I was so annoyed and stressed out because of it, I really hope you passed at 130 and you don't have to take the 3 hour 🤞🏻
@hitcj4687 that sounds exhausting! I can see myself doing the exact same thing and panic whipping something together at the last minute lol. I'm sure everything was so good though, everyone talking about making food on this thread is making me hungry. And also I'm so glad your remodeling projects are going to be over by the time the baby is here, that's got to be a good feeling!
@kalesix3 I left a comment asking about the move again, before reading your response to me asking in the other thread 😂😂 so now im editing to say, so glad your move was successful!!! How were the in laws through the whole thing? Did your plants make the trip smoothly? I hope you enjoy making your home, home!
@hitcj4687 the only plants that made it were the 20ish baby African violets I took in the car with me, all my plants in the moving truck were killed. Tbh I'm not really handling it well. I guess I didn't expect the in laws to care for them very well, and I guess I didn't expect them all to make it in perfect condition but I didn't expect to lose everything either.. most of them I have had for years and the most precious ones were plants people rallied around and gave me after my daughter died so moving out of the state and having everything die has been really really tough. I'm trying to rehabilitate the roots of some of them and hoping I can get them to regrow but I don't know, they were all terribly frostbitten. There have been only a few things the in laws have done that weren't great but aside from killing my plants it hasn't been as terrible as some of the other visits we've had. Unpacking and moving things into a different layout with less storage as our old place has been really challenging but I'm looking forward to having it finished and behind me so I can focus on nesting 🥰 trying to focus on lots of positives but I'm definitely feeling really depressed, I also know it could have gone worse but the trip was rough and moving in was rough and losing plants was rough and the weather here is rough too, lots of ups and downs!
@kalesix3 I'm really sorry. I completely understand how losing plants can be truly upsetting, especially when they have meaning. I've killed a few plants that were really special to me so I can definitely relate. I'm so sorry you're feeling depressed. I really hope you can find some peace and process all the feelings. Thinking of you
How annoying to walk into a clinic with a client and hear the nurses telling me "oh you're ready to pop! You must be almost done" like no.. 14 weeks assholes. Sorry my belly is bigger than you think it should be.
@hitcj4687 thank you ❤️🩹❤️🩹 also what the heck, why are medical professionals of all people being so insensitive!? As a nurse you should know not to say things like that you'd think 🤦🏻♀️ I'm sorry 😔 your belly is the perfect size, everyone carries differently and all bellies are valid and worth respecting no matter which end of the spectrum you fall.
@hitcj4687 🥺 that is so terrible. I don't even understand why people say stuff like that, even when I *have* been "about to pop" I don't want to hear that I look like that? My mom for no reason my entire pregnancy so far keeps talking about how small my bump is and it's been really hurting my feelings/making me anxious about IUGR. I really wish everybody could all get on the same page that commenting on someone's body doesn't feel good like 99% of the time, even if you think it's a compliment or harmless. Neither are basically ever true.
@kalesix3 good to see you!!! My midwife went over my report with me on Sunday afternoon (angel) and told me she's going to do an ultrasound herself at my next appointment because if my placenta truly is fundal, she's big mad at the original clinic for not noting that in their report. If my placenta is attached to the top of my uterus, there is a zero percent change it will still be too close to my cervix by labor 🙄 the context would have been really helpful and saved me weeks of intense anxiety. I'm fascinated by having a fundal placenta though! I'm interested to see if I notice any difference in labor with my placenta completely out of baby's way. Also, I'm both happy and so sad for you about your move. I'm grateful it's not as bad as you feared, but I wish your plants hadn't been a casualty 🩶 moving always stirs up complex emotions and doing it pregnant is certainly a feat of endurance. Sending you my love that things settle soon.
@ReadyForaB fingers crossed your OB just ignores it, a single point would feel like the most useless reason ever to take the 3-hour. I'd rather take a glucose monitor home and rest myself if were really a big deal.
@thescarletmom right? In zero context is that helpful to hear! Like read the room people, especially when the end of pregnancy already stirs up some anxiety, imagine walking in at 42 weeks feeling completely drained and defeated only to hear the pregnancy equivalent of "why don't you smile more"?!! %100 not helpful and not okay and we all deserve better. Also I hope your clinic didn't mess up that bad about your placenta location because yes, you spent so many weeks feeling AWFUL and that should have been avoided. Yeah moving during pregnancy is the worst, especially big cross country moves, this is the last time I swear, I'm not cut out for the stress or the emotional upheaval, I spent all day yesterday crying, I know it's just pregnancy emotions times 50 but it's hard. Plus I'm not one of those people who can just roll with a lot of change and be okay, my anxiety has a field day with it 🥴
Also is anyone else counting 27 weeks as third trimester? I know they've changed it to 28 weeks but it was 27 with my last two so I'm sticking with it 😅😅 My partner is getting cold feet about the birth center 40 minutes away, he wants me to try to just go to the local hospital even though two separate people have said don't do it, it's awful. Sigh, that's one more stressful thing. He has such a simplistic view of a bad labor and delivery experience because in his mind it's only a bad short time and then you're fine which is hard because he knows I wasn't fine after my last bad experience and that wasn't even at a hospital. Idk I don't want a car baby with my complicated history either but I also don't want to go to a bad hospital out of fear and traumatize myself even more than I already am. We got spoiled by the hospitals in Colorado because they were all so good, but I have years of hearing and seeing firsthand what some hospitals l&d floors are really like. Ugh. I don't know what to do.
@kalesix3 I'm in favor of the 40 min drive to the birth center. I think you'll be happiest there. Obviously just listen to your body and go in when you can to avoid that car baby! I'm driving an hour to give birth and God forbid I go into labor at work, cuz then its over an hour! And yes, I am considering myself in my 3rd trimester at 27. Lol who's gonna tell me no?
@kalesix3 would he be more comfortable if you laid out a contingency plan, since you know your body and your labor patterns? Plan A being the birth center, and Plan Z being the hospital only if your labor feels unusually fast?
@kalesix3@hitcj4687 I agree with 27 weeks = 3rd trimester. That's 13 weeks left and 1st/2nd would be 14/13 weeks. 28 weeks would be 12 weeks left and 1st/2nd would be 14/14 weeks -- why? We're right haha
Also, as someone who now lives 90min away from the nearest hospital equipped for labor and delivery and a history of quick labours, 40min really doesn't sound too bad 😆 I do get where your partners coming from though. We were 5min from a hospital for our first two (planned homebirths though) so I'm not exactly excited about this situation but it is what it is. I'm glad the timing worked out so we shouldn't need to worry about road conditions at least but the unknowns of labor/delivery and even due dates make planning for these things SO complicated!
@hitcj4687 haha right? Nobody will tell us we can't count ourselves as third trimester so we're sticking with it 🤣 Yeah I mean that's the thing, I would be happiest, especially because there's already a good chance he won't be there with me unless we find good care in the next two months that I feel safe leaving my son with which I don't want to count on and not plan for the other way which is my husband doesn't go and my doula does labor with me instead. But doing a hospital birth without him sounds way more horrible than a birth center and especially since I'm much more at ease in a birth center 🥺 I remember now that you said it was an hour's drive to the hospital for you, I'm so sorry! I hope this labor gives you lots of warning so you make it in the early stages no problem!
@peyts228 I mean that's the thing though, I don't know 🥺 my first labor was a few days long, my last was 3 hours, I had my son an hour and a half (I think) after I got to the birth center, it may have been closer to an hour, I can't remember in this moment, but I know generally my last midwife practice said if you had a short spontaneous labor once, the chances that next time will be faster are pretty great and I think that's the mental block he's struggling with, in his mind if we had an hour and a half last time, this time we probably only have 30 minutes and he's scared we're going to have a stillbirth situation in the car on the highway, and I mean I get it because it's not like I'm not having a lot of anxiety either but I do think a contingency plan is probably the best way to approach it, if it's early labor or if I think it's a false alarm we go to the birth center and if it's imminent we just go to the hospital and hope we don't get terribly traumatized. The hospital in town is our only option that's closer than 35-40 minutes away but there is another hospital on the way to the birth center we can make an emergency stop at. I don't know, it's hard not knowing what my body will do this time and what to plan on because I have both long and short labors to go off of.
@potato3000 gosh I am nervous for you with a 90 minute drive but hopefully you won't need to make it, hopefully everything goes well and smoothly, I really hate how much you have to consider birthing options wherever you move to and you're right it's so much more stressful trying to plan for something but factoring in literally all the unknowns hoping you're making the right choice. It's hard to tell if my intuition is telling me 40 minutes isn't too long or if I'm just hyping myself up for that because I don't want to do the hospital in town. Sigh. I really don't know. I'm going to be keeping those of you all with longer drives than me in my thoughts and I hope all our labors are kind this time and give us ample time but not too much time 😂
@hitcj4687 I just had 2 experiences similar. And the shame on their faces when I tell them... well I'm not even in my 3rd trimester is priceless. I rode a train once when I was about 3 weeks from delivering. The attendant was soo happy I made it off. She said "lawd when I seen you, I prayed I wouldn't be meeting your baby on this train!" Haha atleast she was funny about it. I thought I was going into labor on that ride. Every bump I thought, here we go, what a story this will be. Anyway, I hope you know many of us get that comment. Your belly is perfect small, big, round, frumpy, whatever it may be... it's a vessel of life.
@kalesix3 honestly, I would not let my husband's cold feet get in the way of the birth where I'm most comfortable, especially if the likelihood is that I'll have to go it "alone" (without him - speaking of, I'm so sorry you'll have to make that decision because of lack of childcare 🥺). Not saying at all that that's what you're doing!! More just the perspective that I believe what you want for your labor is more important than anyone else by miles. If you're more comfortable at the birth center, that's Plan A. The emergency plan isn't Plan A!! Also, in my experience personally and with talking to other people who have had precipitous labor, subsequent labors don't usually make that significant of jumps. My last was 3 hours too, and while it does definitely increase your chance of having another, it definitely doesn't guarantee you're going to be straight chillin' and suddenly have a baby before you see the next hour on the clock. My suggestion would be to make sure your car is packed and ready at 36w, and just be prepared to walk out the door the second you feel like it might be time. If you're wrong and you have to come back home once or twice, oh well! But I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you that baby doesn't try to pull any punches and you get to where you need to be with plenty of time.
@thescarletmom@kalesix3@hitcj4687 thanks ladies. I was supposed to have an appointment today but it was rescheduled (as per usual) to three weeks from now and they didn't mention the test results when they called. I am not going to say a word about it lol.
TTC History:
Started dating DH 2006 . Married 2015
TTC July 2015-November 2015
BFP November 2015 Baby boy born August 2016
Oops BFP February 2021 MMC March 2021
Back on BC for a year to decide what we want to do.
@ReadyForaB ugh, hate clinics that reschedule and shuffle you all the time! Was your appointment today supposed to just be to review your results or was it a regular prenatal appointment? If they didn't bring it up I wouldn't either 👀
@kalesix3 I am in the same boat with this birth. My cousin is gettin married. A BIG shindig and ofcourse it's a tropical location. Planned way before I was pregnant. So everyone in the family and close friends are going. My husband may even be out of town because of a work commitment. He may flake though. I am encouraging him not to. Us women were made for this. My Mom is in the wedding so she feels torn and I've told her to go and I'll be fine. So me and the boys will be having a very interesting time. I am hoping he comes right on his due date or before. Then atleast it's not me having a baby with kids intow. If it were at my usual birthing center I'd be happy because of the guest ensuite that has a divider, bathroom and sleeping area with a TV. I am hoping for a home birth so atleast I know they are corralled and safe inside. I'm surprisingly not anxious about it, but I bet a week or 2 before I may be. My last 2 births were really smooth (luckily) and I was in complete control of my mind. So I'm hoping that will be the same with this one. If not... probably not the one to lose my head in. 😬 I would definitely do what you feel most comfortable with. Birthing centers cater so much to mom and baby they are the best choice if available IMO.
@thescarletmom I appreciate the solidarity! It's definitely harder because he doesn't really have many fears or strong feelings about wherever or however I want to have my babies, so I don't have to lay down the law lol but I don't want either of us traumatized. On Friday we're going to take a tour and just see how bad the drive is and try to reassess, I feel really confident I can make it right now, we'll see what happens closer to go time. I only know one woman who's labors get shorter and shorter every time, she's had five babies and her last labor was 10 minutes from the time she realized she was in labor to having the baby but she even says herself she's in denial constantly so that definitely plays a part. Idk I was in mega denial last time but now that I know it's possible for my body to handle it in three hours I feel way more intentional. I'm pretty at peace right now with planning on the birth center but being fully willing to to go to the hospital if we're SURE we aren't going to make it. We'll see if I have weeks of prodromal labor this time, if I don't there's a fair chance it won't be a super fast labor again but truly nobody knows.
@kalesix3 I understand! My husband thankfully knew from the beginning that I had strong feelings about what I wanted my births to look like and keeps anything to himself if its not a genuine concern he has for me or baby's safety. It definitely demands more gentle consideration than just brushing it off. I think the walk-through and seeing what your drive will be truly like is a great idea and hopefully will help everyone feel good and confident! I'm happy you'll have a doula with you in the event Plan B/a hospital birth is necessary or what you guys decide is best. But I'll keep my fingers crossed that Plan A at the birth center is doable! It's always okay to shift plans if something new or different feels right 🩶 Man, literally every single woman I know/have talked to about our precipitous labor experiences was in denial about being in labor! What gives! Feels like we should be the most confident ones since we don't have time to mess around 😂 my labors were ~6hrs and then 3hrs. I don't expect my time to halve again, but I also am prepared for that possibility. I had prodromal labor for a full week before DS1s birth. DS2, I remember having a lot of contractions the last week but I don't *think* they were on the level of prodromal labor...? It's stressful spending those last few weeks on high alert to every contraction because of the short length, so I don't blame you for feeling uncertain until you get there.
This morning has been a shit show. I'm off work for an appt with my midwife today. The appt was at 1020 and the school called at 5am that they were having a 2 hour delay of school per the random snow storm we got yesterday night. So instead of his bus picking him up at 718, it would be there at 9:18. My appt is an hr and 5 minute drive. Which paired with the road conditions being a little yucky from the snow, would make me late. I called to ask if I could be a little late and explained the circumstances and they told me no... so I had to call my brother and ask him to come over at 9 to get my kiddo on the bus so I could leave on time. Which he did, but it was just such a messy morning! I did make it, only to find out I'm not actually scheduled for the gestational diabetes test today and that I have to call over the the secondary clinic for that. I'm so livid. I didn't know they didn't do it here and was under the impression that's what my appt was for today. Now I'll have to schedule it for a different day, take off work and make the hour drive back our here for it!
@hitcj4687 ugh the worst!! I do not do well with unexpected schedule changes like that, it always stresses me out way too much. And of course the poor communication about your actual appointment on top of that is so frustrating. Hopefully the rest of your day off can be more relaxing!
Re: March Randoms
We had two companies come out this week to quote our bathroom remodel and I was sad to hear it's a bigger project than we anticipated but we really want it done before baby comes, so we will likely just eat the cost and suck it up. On the bright side, we will be almost done with the interior of our house by time baby comes. It's a really really good feeling.
Here's to finishing projects before we get too pregnant.
We ordered beds and thrifted some really great furniture this week. I'm so excited to revamp a few items and get the rooms all set. Once that is done I have about 500 to spend on baby stuff and we are set for the 1st year of life. I looked up buying everything new for the rooms and it was going to be about $5,000. We will have it all done for $1,700 and some elbow grease. And a spa day or 2 thrown in.
@thoseboysmama yay!! How exciting! Thats got to be a great feeling. I've been forcing myself not to buy things until after the baby shower and it's so hard to do.
@sunny_native14 honestly good for you though! It is an important job! I don't sign up to do those kinds of things but if someone needs food made for it, I'll happily volunteer myself 😂😂😂😂
TTC July 2015-November 2015
Baby boy born August 2016
Oops BFP February 2021
MMC March 2021
Back on BC for a year to decide what we want to do.
TTC Since March 2022
MMC June 2022
BFP September 2022 - Due June 2023!
@ReadyForaB I'm sorry!! Wishing you the best
@thescarletmom I swear I knew your placenta must have moved because all of a sudden I was thinking about it constantly, so many congratulations and I'm relieved for you! I'm biased but I love fundal placentas so much!
@ReadyForaB my last birth center had a super low threshold for failing the 1 hour, it was like 115 and I was so annoyed and stressed out because of it, I really hope you passed at 130 and you don't have to take the 3 hour 🤞🏻
@hitcj4687 that sounds exhausting! I can see myself doing the exact same thing and panic whipping something together at the last minute lol. I'm sure everything was so good though, everyone talking about making food on this thread is making me hungry.
And also I'm so glad your remodeling projects are going to be over by the time the baby is here, that's got to be a good feeling!
Tbh I'm not really handling it well. I guess I didn't expect the in laws to care for them very well, and I guess I didn't expect them all to make it in perfect condition but I didn't expect to lose everything either.. most of them I have had for years and the most precious ones were plants people rallied around and gave me after my daughter died so moving out of the state and having everything die has been really really tough. I'm trying to rehabilitate the roots of some of them and hoping I can get them to regrow but I don't know, they were all terribly frostbitten.
There have been only a few things the in laws have done that weren't great but aside from killing my plants it hasn't been as terrible as some of the other visits we've had.
Unpacking and moving things into a different layout with less storage as our old place has been really challenging but I'm looking forward to having it finished and behind me so I can focus on nesting 🥰 trying to focus on lots of positives but I'm definitely feeling really depressed, I also know it could have gone worse but the trip was rough and moving in was rough and losing plants was rough and the weather here is rough too, lots of ups and downs!
@kalesix3 good to see you!!! My midwife went over my report with me on Sunday afternoon (angel) and told me she's going to do an ultrasound herself at my next appointment because if my placenta truly is fundal, she's big mad at the original clinic for not noting that in their report. If my placenta is attached to the top of my uterus, there is a zero percent change it will still be too close to my cervix by labor 🙄 the context would have been really helpful and saved me weeks of intense anxiety. I'm fascinated by having a fundal placenta though! I'm interested to see if I notice any difference in labor with my placenta completely out of baby's way.
Also, I'm both happy and so sad for you about your move. I'm grateful it's not as bad as you feared, but I wish your plants hadn't been a casualty 🩶 moving always stirs up complex emotions and doing it pregnant is certainly a feat of endurance. Sending you my love that things settle soon.
@ReadyForaB fingers crossed your OB just ignores it, a single point would feel like the most useless reason ever to take the 3-hour. I'd rather take a glucose monitor home and rest myself if were really a big deal.
Also I hope your clinic didn't mess up that bad about your placenta location because yes, you spent so many weeks feeling AWFUL and that should have been avoided.
Yeah moving during pregnancy is the worst, especially big cross country moves, this is the last time I swear, I'm not cut out for the stress or the emotional upheaval, I spent all day yesterday crying, I know it's just pregnancy emotions times 50 but it's hard. Plus I'm not one of those people who can just roll with a lot of change and be okay, my anxiety has a field day with it 🥴
My partner is getting cold feet about the birth center 40 minutes away, he wants me to try to just go to the local hospital even though two separate people have said don't do it, it's awful. Sigh, that's one more stressful thing. He has such a simplistic view of a bad labor and delivery experience because in his mind it's only a bad short time and then you're fine which is hard because he knows I wasn't fine after my last bad experience and that wasn't even at a hospital. Idk I don't want a car baby with my complicated history either but I also don't want to go to a bad hospital out of fear and traumatize myself even more than I already am.
We got spoiled by the hospitals in Colorado because they were all so good, but I have years of hearing and seeing firsthand what some hospitals l&d floors are really like. Ugh. I don't know what to do.
Also, as someone who now lives 90min away from the nearest hospital equipped for labor and delivery and a history of quick labours, 40min really doesn't sound too bad 😆 I do get where your partners coming from though. We were 5min from a hospital for our first two (planned homebirths though) so I'm not exactly excited about this situation but it is what it is. I'm glad the timing worked out so we shouldn't need to worry about road conditions at least but the unknowns of labor/delivery and even due dates make planning for these things SO complicated!
Yeah I mean that's the thing, I would be happiest, especially because there's already a good chance he won't be there with me unless we find good care in the next two months that I feel safe leaving my son with which I don't want to count on and not plan for the other way which is my husband doesn't go and my doula does labor with me instead. But doing a hospital birth without him sounds way more horrible than a birth center and especially since I'm much more at ease in a birth center 🥺
I remember now that you said it was an hour's drive to the hospital for you, I'm so sorry! I hope this labor gives you lots of warning so you make it in the early stages no problem!
@peyts228 I mean that's the thing though, I don't know 🥺 my first labor was a few days long, my last was 3 hours, I had my son an hour and a half (I think) after I got to the birth center, it may have been closer to an hour, I can't remember in this moment, but I know generally my last midwife practice said if you had a short spontaneous labor once, the chances that next time will be faster are pretty great and I think that's the mental block he's struggling with, in his mind if we had an hour and a half last time, this time we probably only have 30 minutes and he's scared we're going to have a stillbirth situation in the car on the highway, and I mean I get it because it's not like I'm not having a lot of anxiety either but I do think a contingency plan is probably the best way to approach it, if it's early labor or if I think it's a false alarm we go to the birth center and if it's imminent we just go to the hospital and hope we don't get terribly traumatized. The hospital in town is our only option that's closer than 35-40 minutes away but there is another hospital on the way to the birth center we can make an emergency stop at.
I don't know, it's hard not knowing what my body will do this time and what to plan on because I have both long and short labors to go off of.
@potato3000 gosh I am nervous for you with a 90 minute drive but hopefully you won't need to make it, hopefully everything goes well and smoothly, I really hate how much you have to consider birthing options wherever you move to and you're right it's so much more stressful trying to plan for something but factoring in literally all the unknowns hoping you're making the right choice.
It's hard to tell if my intuition is telling me 40 minutes isn't too long or if I'm just hyping myself up for that because I don't want to do the hospital in town. Sigh. I really don't know. I'm going to be keeping those of you all with longer drives than me in my thoughts and I hope all our labors are kind this time and give us ample time but not too much time 😂
I rode a train once when I was about 3 weeks from delivering. The attendant was soo happy I made it off. She said "lawd when I seen you, I prayed I wouldn't be meeting your baby on this train!" Haha atleast she was funny about it.
I thought I was going into labor on that ride. Every bump I thought, here we go, what a story this will be.
Anyway, I hope you know many of us get that comment. Your belly is perfect small, big, round, frumpy, whatever it may be... it's a vessel of life.
TTC July 2015-November 2015
Baby boy born August 2016
Oops BFP February 2021
MMC March 2021
Back on BC for a year to decide what we want to do.
TTC Since March 2022
MMC June 2022
BFP September 2022 - Due June 2023!
So me and the boys will be having a very interesting time. I am hoping he comes right on his due date or before. Then atleast it's not me having a baby with kids intow. If it were at my usual birthing center I'd be happy because of the guest ensuite that has a divider, bathroom and sleeping area with a TV. I am hoping for a home birth so atleast I know they are corralled and safe inside.
I'm surprisingly not anxious about it, but I bet a week or 2 before I may be. My last 2 births were really smooth (luckily) and I was in complete control of my mind. So I'm hoping that will be the same with this one. If not... probably not the one to lose my head in. 😬
I would definitely do what you feel most comfortable with. Birthing centers cater so much to mom and baby they are the best choice if available IMO.
I only know one woman who's labors get shorter and shorter every time, she's had five babies and her last labor was 10 minutes from the time she realized she was in labor to having the baby but she even says herself she's in denial constantly so that definitely plays a part. Idk I was in mega denial last time but now that I know it's possible for my body to handle it in three hours I feel way more intentional. I'm pretty at peace right now with planning on the birth center but being fully willing to to go to the hospital if we're SURE we aren't going to make it. We'll see if I have weeks of prodromal labor this time, if I don't there's a fair chance it won't be a super fast labor again but truly nobody knows.
TTC July 2015-November 2015
Baby boy born August 2016
Oops BFP February 2021
MMC March 2021
Back on BC for a year to decide what we want to do.
TTC Since March 2022
MMC June 2022
BFP September 2022 - Due June 2023!
Man, literally every single woman I know/have talked to about our precipitous labor experiences was in denial about being in labor! What gives! Feels like we should be the most confident ones since we don't have time to mess around 😂 my labors were ~6hrs and then 3hrs. I don't expect my time to halve again, but I also am prepared for that possibility. I had prodromal labor for a full week before DS1s birth. DS2, I remember having a lot of contractions the last week but I don't *think* they were on the level of prodromal labor...? It's stressful spending those last few weeks on high alert to every contraction because of the short length, so I don't blame you for feeling uncertain until you get there.