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R/R: y’all, I’m so sick of school shootings. I’m sick of reading comments about teachers not keeping track of kids, kids so mentally sick that they shoot up schools… I’m just sick. That’s all.
WAYDTGKU: Starting clomid tonight, US next Friday, Trigger, progesterone, pnv, coq10, baby aspirin
R/R: I'm having a hard time focusing at work. A lot of horrible thoughts in my head. Why are we trying to bring a baby into this fucked up world of ours? those poor poor babies and their families. I feel like I wasn't really processing what happened yesterday. and now I can't stop thinking about it.
CS/Q:
TTC History:
Me: 36 H: 40 Married 2015. Together since 2010. TTC: Sept 2016-Oct 2017 BFP Oct 2017. DD born July 2018. TTC: March 2020. BFP March 2020 Due date was Nov 2020 DS born Sept 2020. DS passed away Nov 2020 due to prematurity and birth trauma. TTC: March 2021 IUI #1 Nov 2021, BFN IUI #2 Dec 2021 BFP. MC Jan 2022 IUI #3 Aug 2022 BFN IUI #4 Sept 2022 BFN AMH test came back at .081. Was going to move on to IVF with DE, but have decided not to. Will be leaving it up to the universe now.
Re: WTO Wednesday 5/25
Month/Cycle: 5/1AL
CD: 12
WAYDTGKU: nothing currently… NTNP
R/R: y’all, I’m so sick of school shootings. I’m sick of reading comments about teachers not keeping track of kids, kids so mentally sick that they shoot up schools… I’m just sick. That’s all.
CS/Q:
CD: 3
WAYDTGKU: Starting clomid tonight, US next Friday, Trigger, progesterone, pnv, coq10, baby aspirin
R/R: I'm having a hard time focusing at work. A lot of horrible thoughts in my head. Why are we trying to bring a baby into this fucked up world of ours? those poor poor babies and their families. I feel like I wasn't really processing what happened yesterday. and now I can't stop thinking about it.
CS/Q:
TTC: Sept 2016-Oct 2017
BFP Oct 2017. DD born July 2018.
TTC: March 2020. BFP March 2020
Due date was Nov 2020
DS born Sept 2020. DS passed away Nov 2020 due to prematurity and birth trauma.
TTC: March 2021
IUI #1 Nov 2021, BFN
IUI #2 Dec 2021 BFP. MC Jan 2022
IUI #3 Aug 2022 BFN
IUI #4 Sept 2022 BFN
AMH test came back at .081. Was going to move on to IVF with DE, but have decided not to. Will be leaving it up to the universe now.
@ejoseph16 same.
@bearmomma1 I have a lot of these same thoughts RE brining a child into this world. I was kind of a mess last night, its so hard to process.
Month/Cycle: 5/4
CD: 14
WAYDTGKU: CM, OPKs, PNVs, HIO
R/R: I'm on a two-day roll of getting up early to workout! Bad news is I think I'm getting a cold.
CS/Q: Nope
Month/Cycle: 9/9
CD: 9 (all the nines!)
WAYDTGKU: OPK, PNV, BBT
R/R: Just trying to get through it. I might live in the UK but the USA is still my homeland and my heart is just broken.
CS/Q: My chart literally looks like Charlie Brown's t-shirt. Zig, zag, ziggety, zag.