My numbers went down yesterday. There's no baby in my uterus, and they don't think it's ectopic so we're gonna do blood work tomorrow to make sure it goes down more and if it does then I've had a miscarriage. I'm physically/mentally doing ok, but it's hard to talk about it out loud. Not sure what H and I are going to do next yet, but it'll be ok either way. Thanks for all your support and love! Wishing the rest of you happy sticky June babies!
I've been looking for your update all day and so sorry to read this now. Please be kind and patient with yourself and know that we are thinking of you. xo
History and blog link in spoiler
2016 - dx with super low ovarian reserve; failed cycle with clomid, failed IUI, 2017 - egg retrieval #1 - 3 eggs, 0 embryos appropriate for transfer; ER #2 2 eggs, 0 embryos on day 3; ER #3 1 egg 0 embryos moved to donor egg in summer 2017; 35 eggs retrieved; 19 fertilized; 9 total embryos Fresh transfer Dec 2017= BFP! baby boy born 8/22/18
May 2019 - surprise natural pregnancy ended in MC Nov 2019 FET; MC at 9 weeks May 2020 FET; BFN July 2020 FET; CP treated with methotrexate Oct 2020 BFP!
Oh @hillybillywife I’m so, so sorry to hear about your loss!! So many emotions to go through in the span of a couple weeks. Sending you and your family lots of love 💗
@hillbillywife so sorry for your loss. It's definitely normal to not be ready to talk about it, and to go through the process privately with your husband - take as much time as you need. Sending lots of love
@hillbillywife noooo!! Awww im so so sorry mama for your loss. I was hoping for better news from you. Sending lots of love to you and your hubby. Take all the time you need ❤
@hillbillywife I was coming here to check and see if you heard anything. I was hoping for better news. I’m really sorry for the roller coaster of emotions you have already been through and I am sure you will go through. Sending you virtual hugs and support as you and your H process this.
so hard to read, even harder to go through. Im so sorry. Take care of yourself
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Loss and IF veteran. Current mom of DS 5.5, DD 2, and sometimes DH 40. Due June 2021 with TWINS
Re: *TW* Loss
2017 - egg retrieval #1 - 3 eggs, 0 embryos appropriate for transfer; ER #2 2 eggs, 0 embryos on day 3; ER #3 1 egg 0 embryos
moved to donor egg in summer 2017; 35 eggs retrieved; 19 fertilized; 9 total embryos
Fresh transfer Dec 2017= BFP! baby boy born 8/22/18
May 2019 - surprise natural pregnancy ended in MC
Nov 2019 FET; MC at 9 weeks
May 2020 FET; BFN
July 2020 FET; CP treated with methotrexate
Oct 2020 BFP!
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Married: 8/10/13
BFP- 12/18/15, D&E- 4/8/16 @ 21w5d- confirmed Thanatophoric Dysplasia
BFP- 11/7/17, M/C- 11/18/17 @ 4w6d
BFP- 8/25/18 ~ EDD- 5/9/19 ~ DD born 5/2/20 *Lillian Hazel*
BFP- 10/9/20 ~ EDD- 6/21/21
💙 DS1- 12/2011
CP - March 2014
MMC - Sept 2014
💙DS2 - 10/2015
💙DS3 - 5/2017
💖DD due June 6, 2021
BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
BFP 12.18.12 - 12.20.12 CP
BFP 3.18.13 - CVS 5.21.13 (Girl) - EDD 12.2.13 - Born 11.24.13
BFP 6.10.14 - CVS 7.2.14 (Girl) - EDD 1.12.15 - Born sleeping 8.6.14 @ 17w5d
BFP 12.13.19 - 12.17.19 - CP
BFP 3.2.20 - 3.6.20 - CP
BFP 8.13.20 - 8.17.20 - CP
BFP 10.15.20 - 10.28.20 M/C @ 5+6
Me: 37, MH: 38; Married August 2017
TTC #1 October 2017: BFP on 12/1/2017, DD born 7/24/2018 @ 37+1 after induction due to preeclampsia
TTC #2 January 2020: AMA, dx with DOR in May 2020
IVF July 2020: 16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 12 fertilized, 3 blasts, 2 PGT-A normal
FET 10/7/20: BFP on 10/12/20!!! (EDD 6/25/21); First beta 10/16/20 (9dpt): 148; Second beta 10/19/20 (12dpt): 621; Third beta 10/26/20 (19dpt): 4732; Fourth (and final!) beta 11/2/20 (26 dpt): 22,000+
DD1 August 2011
DD2 August 2013
DD3 February 2017
Married: 10.2018
DS #1: 06.2014
Hyperemesis Gravidarum (HG), Emergency C-Section
MC: 03.2017- 5 Weeks
Rainbow DS #2: 07.2018
HG, 19w Fetal Surgery, 24w PPROM, 33w Placental Abruption, Partial Uterine Rupture, Emergency C-Section
NICU, Chronic Kidney Disease
TTC #3: Medically Cleared 12.5.2019, had a bunch of problems and wonky cycles
BFP 10.13.2020 EDD: 6.26.2021
October 2020 TTGP Signature Challenge: Pets in Costumes
*Live, Love, Laugh, Learn*
Waited a long time, tried a lot of stuff, science made me a mom.
**TW Living Child**
BFP 2/2014 - DS - 10/2014