@kpearse99@photographerwife@BusinessWife@legendairymomma@fitzfizz Thank you ladies for all your heartfelt kind words and love ❤ I love you all! I appreciate your thoughts and concerns with all that I am going through. With after great consideration, prayer and reading everyone's posts and experiences etc.. I have changed my mind and have decided that I'm going to book to have the LEEP surgery done. I'm terrified and I don't want to get cancer so I want those cells removed. I don't want to die young. I will take whatever risks comes with doing the LEEP. I'm hoping I get lucky and don't have any bad effects with fertility and still get pregnant on my own with my rainbow baby after I heal. I've talked about it with my DH and he supports me in getting the surgery done and doesn't disagree with anything I’ve brought up about it. I have put in a call to the OB and once she calls me back I will tell her I want to book the LEEP. Not sure what date I'll get but at least it will be booked and I can relax a bit with my decision. I guess this is just all part of my journey unfortunately:( I just want this all to be over with so I can move forward. Here’s hoping 2021 will be a lot better for all of us.
So I was browsing reddit as one does when avoiding work and this was posted: https://medihelp.life/human-egg-emerging-from-the-ovary/ Its an actual photo taken of an ovary releasing an egg!!! I am into weird sciency things and I visualize what goes on inside my body and thought this was super cool to see.
@inthewoods23 This happens so often with my in laws too! MH has a big extended family in our area and they're always doing something. But I hate being surprised last minute, since they ALWAYS have the expectation that we're doing nothing and can pop over. God forbid if we have plans already (or just want to stay home!) So I feel you!!!!
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Its an actual photo taken of an ovary releasing an egg!!! I am into weird sciency things and I visualize what goes on inside my body and thought this was super cool to see.
**TW Living Child**
BFP 2/2014 - DS - 10/2014