Unfortunately I have to say goodbye to everyone... I miscarried yesterday.
I spent all day in emerg and had constant heavy bleeding, while waiting for the ultrasound I had super painful cramping and passed a large chunk of tissue (after which most of the pain subsided). The whole experience was terrible, I was there from 10am to 10pm while waiting for the ultrasound, and then for the obgyn to arrive, the "cleaning out" by the obgyn at the end was the worst, and it makes me so scared to go through this again.
I really hope I can carry to term next time, but it's all so depressing right now... are miscarriages always so painful and horrible?
I really wish everyone else the best and hope to be back to a new month board soon!