I'm having a real problem accepting my loss it happened December 13th 2 days after I saw my baby's heart beat. I also find myself being happy for my friends who are pregnant but immediately I feel the deepest sorrow for my loss and I can't get past it.I feel guilty as a friend and like a bad person! I just wish I could get over it and move on with my life. I keep thinking maybe on July 22nd when my baby was due I will finally be over it and have closure but I'm not sure. I need advice. Does anybody feel the same? Like a bad friend to turn their happiness into your sorrow? My heart is so broken I feel so broken and so deeply sad..