August 2019 Moms

***TW*** Goodbye

****TW*****
I haven't posted much this past week because we've been in limbo but yesterday we received the news that our pregnancy was not viable.  We had tried to prepare ourselves after our last US didn't go well but there is not way to really prepare for this.  Now I'm waiting to hear when they scheduled my D&C.  We will take some time to heal as best as we can before we move on to IVF.

I want to thank all of you for your support and kind words.  The knowledge and advice shared here during my short time has been truly amazing and I know it will only get better as you all continue on your beautiful journey.  To all the IF and TTGP ladies I will really miss you and wish you the happiest and healthiest 7 months.

You are all amazing and I wish you all good luck!
Me:37 MH:37
TTGP since 07/2017
**TW** in spoiler
DX: PCOS, anovulatory, AMA
Femara X3: no response
Clomid X3: BFN (cyst and thin lining)
IUI (Dec '18) MMC
IVF (April '19) 9 retrieved, 7 fertilized, 2 normal PGT-A
FET 06/12/19 - BFP! EDD 02/27/20




Re: ***TW*** Goodbye

  • @celticknotfire I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I know there is nothing we can say to ease that pain, but know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of so many women here. We'll be cheering you on for the future and will be so excited for the day you get your take home baby. Take extra good care of yourself.
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  • I'm so sorry to see this <3 you are in my thoughts. 

    Me 32 <3 H 33
    TTC#1 January 2016  BFP 5/16/2016  DD Born 1/27/17

    TFAS: BFP 11/26/2018 Estimated due date: 8/2/2019


  • @celticknotfire You are right, there is no way to be prepared for this news. I'm so sorry for your loss. Words are not big enough today but you are in my thoughts. 
  • @celticknotfire I’m so sorry for your loss. Hugs. 
  • @celticknotfire I'm heartbroken for you and am so sorry for your loss. Nothing make it easier or better or makes you more prepared—it’s just unimaginably awful. I’m thinking of you and hope your take home baby is here soon :heart:
  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I had a similar experience in my first pregnancy being in limbo after the first ultrasound, and nothing makes the news any easier to process.  Take care of yourself.  
  • I am so sorry. 

    *Live, Love, Laugh, Learn*

  • @celticknotfire I'm so very sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself. 
  • I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I could offer more than words. Sending so much love <3 
  • ((hugs)) I am so sorry to hear this and after going through it 3 times I know nothing we can say will make it better. It sucks and is completely unfair. Sending lots of love and prayers, please take care of yourself ❤
    11/2010 Diagnosed with PCOS 
    10/31/11 M/C at 9 weeks
    1/12/13 DD was born
    4/9/16 DS was born 
    9/17 CP 
    6/23/18 BFP EDD 3/4/19 

  • So sorry to hear this. Take care of yourself. 
    BabyFetus Ticker
  • @celticknotfire I am so, so sorry for your loss. I went through a similar experience with my first pregnancy, and there are no words. Thinking of you. Please take care of yourself.
  • @celticknotfire my LT is a hug. I'm so, so sorry. I know there is nothing that will make it better or ease the pain, but know that you are in my thoughts.

    TTC#1 10/2016
    TTC/IF:included medicated cycles, IUIs and 2 rounds of IVF with 1 embryo each. 
    BFP finally in 12/2018

    TTC#2 06/2021
    planning FET


    "Some days are diamonds, some days are rocks,
    some doors are open, some roads are blocked" 

  • Creepy internet hugs! ❤️
    BabyFruit Ticker}
  • @celticknotfire so many hugs. This is a club no one wants to be a member of. There is no right path towards healing, do what ever you need to for you. I hope you and your DH are able to take some time together. I am so sorry for your loss. You are in our thoughts
    *TW*
    TTC 1/2012
    Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
    6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
    TTC #3 5/2016
    Restarted Fertility tx
    IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17

  • @celticknotfire Oh this is heartbreaking ❤️ I am so so sorry for your loss.
  • Celticknotfire, I don't have words good enough. Just <3 for you and your husband. Thinking of you...
    People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.

    How I feel all of the time.
    My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
    IVF
    IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
    Back on Levothyroxine
    FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
    FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
    Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 
    1st Beta on 7dpt 93
    2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!

    TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
    Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
    New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF

    IUI
    IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
    BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine 
    IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
     
  • @celticknotfire so so sorry for this heartbreaking loss. So many of us know this pain all too well and there are no words to make it better. Sending tons of love to you and your family ❤️❤️❤️
  • @celticknotfire So sorry for your loss <3

    Me: 31  DH:35
    Started TTC in June 2014
    Started seeing RE in June 2015
    HSG in July 2015 = normal, started Clomid/Ovidrel/IUI cycle in August 2015
    Cycle #3 in October afforded 1st month of mature follicles - underwent IUI
    BFP on 10/27/15 - EDD 7/8/16
    DD#1 born on 7/1/16

    TTC #2 in September 2018
    BFP on 12/2/18 - EDD 8/16/19
    Team Green!
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I am really sorry for your loss.  Please take care of yourself.  ::internet hugs::

  • @celticknotfire I’m so so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.  Sending you so many hugs 
  • I am so sorry.  As a fellow RPL mom I totally know how you feel.  Good luck with the D&C.  Hang in there
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself. 
    Rainbow baby Dean is due 2/17/17!
  • I'm so sorry. Praying for you and your family.
  • @celticknotfire I'm so sorry. Sending love your way ❤️
  • So sorry to hear this. I hope your D&C goes smoothly and the sun comes out for you again soon. 
  • I’m so sorry for your loss
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