Well, looks like a CP. I tested again on Tue morning and it was getting lighter. OB ordered labs and at 16dpo my beta was 11. A whopping 11. I talked to them yesterday and I have to go in for repeat labs tonight. But I woke up bleeding so I guess those labs will simply confirm what I told them I suspected. She said if I am in fact having a CP, I will be scheduled to see OB and discuss next steps. I'm going to push to be tested for a clotting disorder. I was on baby aspirin for migraines when we conceived DS. I never went back on it but it's certainly seeming suspicious now. I'm devastated guys.
@prpl11butterfly I’m so sad to see you back here It is so hard to keep going through this! I hope that your OB is able to get you some answers and a plan.
I'm so sorry I really didn't want to see you back here. I hope your OB has some answers for you. Push for the tests and don't let them tell you it was just "unlucky". Hugs to you.
I'm so sorry you are back here. I've just received my lab results and my cariolipins are positive for the second test in a row, which means blood clotting is definitely a risk for me as well. You really need to push for your own health sometimes. Hoping you can find some answers.
* lurking @prpl11butterfly I was just following you to see your most recent post and I am so so sorry to see this. I hope you get some answers. Know that you're in my thoughts. Sending so many hugs your way.
Drs called back. OB doesnt see the point in repeat labs tonight but I said I want them because I need to know. I mean, I know but I need to see it writing. This nurse said they will start doing testing after 3rd loss and I said not good enough. I flat out told her I was not spending another 5m trying only for another MC. So we are meeting with OB on the 18th to discuss. I had talked to DH this morning after he got up and we both agreed that I should go on the baby aspirin again. I'll be so angry if that's what it was the whole time. I honestly dont even know what to do with myself right now. I'm so broken down and defeated.
@prpl11butterfly good for you for advocating for yourself! I also didn’t like the answers I was getting from my OB so I left and went and found a RE. It’s not for everyone but it made me feel better bc I started getting some labs done. I hope the baby aspirin does the trick for you! I completely understand how you’re feeling and our hormones are also all over the place so that doesn’t help at all!
oh no, I'm so sorry this is happening again. I'm glad you're advocating for yourself and I hope you can get some answers
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.
How I feel all of the time. My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
IVF IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI Back on Levothyroxine FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 1st Beta on 7dpt 93 2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!
TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule. Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017 New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF
IUI IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
@prpl11butterfly I’m heartbroken for you. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Great job being assertive and getting the appointment scheduled—I really hope it leads to answers for you!
Re: TW, I'm returning
***TW***
****trigger warning****
1 LC, girl 5 years old
TTC #2 Summer 2017
BFP 1/5/2018, MC (D & E) 2/23/2018
TTCAL May 2018
BFP 9/20/2018, MC (D & E) 11/16/2018
Married: 8/10/13
BFP- 12/18/15, D&E- 4/8/16 @ 21w5d- confirmed Thanatophoric Dysplasia
BFP- 11/7/17, M/C- 11/18/17 @ 4w6d
BFP- 8/25/18 ~ EDD- 5/9/19 ~ DD born 5/2/20 *Lillian Hazel*
BFP- 10/9/20 ~ EDD- 6/21/21
@prpl11butterfly I was just following you to see your most recent post and I am so so sorry to see this. I hope you get some answers. Know that you're in my thoughts. Sending so many hugs your way.
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
Back on Levothyroxine
FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt,
1st Beta on 7dpt 93
2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!
TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF
IUI
IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine
IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN