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TW, I'm returning

prpl11butterflyprpl11butterfly member
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Well, looks like a CP. I tested again on Tue morning and it was getting lighter. OB ordered labs and at 16dpo my beta was 11. A whopping 11. I talked to them yesterday and I have to go in for repeat labs tonight. But I woke up bleeding so I guess those labs will simply confirm what I told them I suspected. She said if I am in fact having a CP, I will be scheduled to see OB and discuss next steps. I'm going to push to be tested for a clotting disorder. I was on baby aspirin for migraines when we conceived DS. I never went back on it but it's certainly seeming suspicious now. I'm devastated guys.
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  • char245char245 member
    @prpl11butterfly I’m so sad to see you back here :( It is so hard to keep going through this! I hope that your OB is able to get you some answers and a plan. 
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  • radiohd18radiohd18 member
    @prpl11butterfly I am sorry to see this news. I wish you the best on finding answers that help you. 
    Baby Birthday Ticker TickerMe: 40  H: 38

    ***TW***

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    1 LC, girl 5 years old

    TTC #2 Summer 2017

    BFP 1/5/2018, MC (D & E) 2/23/2018

    TTCAL May 2018

    BFP 9/20/2018, MC (D & E) 11/16/2018 :'(

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  • denma2015denma2015 member
    Oh no!  I am so sorry.  This is such a roller coaster 
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  • bakerstreetboysbakerstreetboys member
    I'm so sorry :(  I really didn't want to see you back here.  I hope your OB has some answers for you.  Push for the tests and don't let them tell you it was just "unlucky".  Hugs to you.
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  • 40momma40momma member
    I'm so sorry you are back here. I've just received my lab results and my cariolipins are positive for the second test in a row, which means blood clotting is definitely a risk for me as well. You really need to push for your own health sometimes. Hoping you can find some answers. 
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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    I’m so sorry you are back here.  I agree push for testing.  Take care of yourself.  It’s so hard to continue down this road.  Hugs to you
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  • ruby696ruby696 member
    This breaks my heart. I'm so sorry  <3
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  • MelissaMay82MelissaMay82 member
    I'm so sorry. I hope that you OB has some answers for you. Hugs to you.
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    Married: 8/10/13
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    BFP- 11/7/17, M/C- 11/18/17 @ 4w6d
    BFP- 8/25/18 ~ EDD- 5/9/19 ~ DD born 5/2/20 *Lillian Hazel*
    BFP- 10/9/20 ~ EDD- 6/21/21

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  • crookshanks10crookshanks10 member
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    @prpl11butterfly I was just following you to see your most recent post and I am so so sorry to see this. I hope you get some answers. Know that you're in my thoughts. Sending so many hugs your way.
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  • prpl11butterflyprpl11butterfly member
    Drs called back. OB doesnt see the point in repeat labs tonight but I said I want them because I need to know.  I mean, I know but I need to see it writing. This nurse said they will start doing testing after 3rd loss and I said not good enough. I flat out told her I was not spending another 5m trying only for another MC. So we are meeting with OB on the 18th to discuss. I had talked to DH this morning after he got up and we both agreed that I should go on the baby aspirin again. I'll be so angry if that's what it was the whole time. I honestly dont even know what to do with myself right now. I'm so broken down and defeated.
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  • char245char245 member
    @prpl11butterfly good for you for advocating for yourself! I also didn’t like the answers I was getting from my OB so I left and went and found a RE. It’s not for everyone but it made me feel better bc I started getting some labs done. I hope the baby aspirin does the trick for you! I completely understand how you’re feeling and our hormones are also all over the place so that doesn’t help at all! 
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  • crookshanks10crookshanks10 member
    @prpl11butterfly I'm glad you're advocating for yourself. Have you thought about switching to an RE? 
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  • prpl11butterflyprpl11butterfly member
    @crookshanks10 when I talked to the nurse yesterday she said the possibility of seeing a specialist is something we would discuss at the appt.
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  • crookshanks10crookshanks10 member
    @prpl11butterfly I think you'd feel a lot better working with an RE. Keep me updated on how your appointment goes <3
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  • Kath525Kath525 member
    @prpl11butterfly I'm so very sorry to see you back here. I'm glad you're pushing for testing. Hugs ❤️
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  • coco2787coco2787 member
    oh no, I'm so sorry this is happening again.  I'm glad you're advocating for yourself and I hope you can get some answers <3 
    Me: 35  H: 35
    Married: 4/5/13

    "You know that place between sleep and awake, 
    that place where you can still remember dreaming?
    That's where I will always love you.  
    That's where I'll be waiting."
    ~Peter Pan 

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    BFP #1: 11/12/12  EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13
    BFP #2: 10/29/17   MMC dx @ 9 weeks
    BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
    BFP #4: 3/2/18  MC 3/9/18
    RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
    BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl  :'(
    Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
    BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19  <3  Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 
    BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022 
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  • antera23antera23 member
    I’m so sorry to hear this. Good for you for sticking up for yourself. I’m glad your OB was receptive. 
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  • justariusjustarius member
    I’m so sorry. Devastated for you. Take care <3
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  • suzycupcakesuzycupcake member
    @prpl11butterfly ygpm
    People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.

    How I feel all of the time.
    My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
    IVF
    IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
    Back on Levothyroxine
    FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
    FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
    Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 
    1st Beta on 7dpt 93
    2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!

    TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
    Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
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    IUI
    IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
    IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
    BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine 
    IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
    Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
     
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  • mwmiller4mwmiller4 member
    @prpl11butterfly I’m heartbroken for you. I’m so sorry you’re going through this.  Great job   being assertive and getting the appointment scheduled—I really hope it leads to answers for you! 
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  • rowedking6rowedking6 member
    @prpl11butterfly Idk how I missed this, I'm so sorry. Thinking about you. 
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  • stillziggysmomstillziggysmom member
    So sorry for the situation. That's such an emotional rollercoaster to go on. Hoping you get your much deserved answers. 
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    Micah      <3 10/2015
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