Low hCG, helllllllllllp!

ahyl86 · July 2018

Hello mamas!

10 days ago, I had IB (a little) and believe I actually felt implantation with one big cramp (no cramping since). I tested faintly positive a week ago today. Yesterday I tested just to be sure that line was darkening up. But it wasn't a whole lot darker than a week prior? Darker but not a lot. My OB had me come in for a beta. They called today and said it was "only" 24 and come back for another draw Monday morning for doubled or even tripled numbers. My heart sunk. I took another hpt and it looks about like yesterday's. I'm in complete freak out mode! My breasts are sore, I'm snappy and weepy... no cramping or spotting... I FEEL pregnant. But now I've practically convinced myself I'm going to lose my baby. And have cried and cried. This is going to be a long, miserable weekend of waiting. Does anyone have any experience with this? Or any references? If I had enough hCG last week to trigger a faint positive... shouldn't it be higher than 24 if doubling correctly a whole 6 days later? And i'm quite certain I implanted 10 days ago. Is 24 ok 10 days after implantation? I'm going to try to post a picture of my tests... the bottom test was last Friday night, second up is last Saturday morning, next one up is yesterday around noon (a couple of hours before my beta, and top is today around noon. I was to be positive but I'm just so scared now that I'm going to lose it.

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JLaVO888 · July 2018

A. Posting pictured of your tests is against the rules here. You will be asked to delete them.
B. I am truly sorry you are going through this. But there are so many variables when it comes to the lines on your test-what time of day you took it, how much or little water you drank, the tests themselves etc.
C. Low levels are not specifically a cause for alarm, just when they do not continue to rise.
D. Introduce yourself and jump in on some of the other convos to help the time pass. Plus you will see there have been a few others asking similar questions here.

JLaVO888 · July 2018

https://forums.thebump.com/discussion/12731331/odds-of-not-having-a-miscarriage#latest

Check out this thread as well.

ahyl86 · July 2018

Thank you! I'm so sorry... I didn't know about that rule. I just hopped on here in a panic in hopes of some insight. I'll delete it.

ahyl86 · July 2018

Hmmm... now how do I delete it?

JLaVO888 · July 2018

Press the gear looking icon and edit your post. You will not be able to delete the post itself (nor should you) but you may be able to delete the images.

ahyl86 · July 2018

I couldn't remove the picture but I'll delete the post and repost it without the picture. Thank you

JLaVO888 · July 2018

ehh just leave it at this point. The admins will take care of it.

ahyl86 · July 2018

I'm so sorry. I didn't read anything before posting, I'm completely at fault. I just posted in a rush in the midst of my panicking, in hopes of insight. I did, however just finish reading the rules now. I'm sorry!

JLaVO888 · July 2018

No worries! You are stressed. Hugs. Really, jump into some of the other threads. Its a very supportive group. You will enjoy being here.

ahyl86 · July 2018

I appreciate it, so much. Thank you! This has been the worst Friday the 13th ever, lol. Definitely needing support this long, agonizing weekend.

JLaVO888 · July 2018

So sorry its been a hard day We will be here

I really do hope that you get some good news after the weekend.

maggiemadeit · July 2018

My tests were pretty variable over the first week. I think it has a lot to do with your hydration level and the time of day. I hope your next beta will ease your worry!

meggyme · July 2018

I gave up on taking tests because it was only causing me stress. Good luck on your next beta.

meggyme · July 2018

I gave up on taking tests because it was only causing me stress. Good luck on your next beta.

ahyl86 · July 2018

Thank you all soooo much! I almost wish I didn't know my numbers from yesterday. I'm an absolute mess. All the places my mind wonders and the worrying. I wouldn't wish this upon anyone. I'm just praying hard and crossing all my fingers and toes fo high numbers on Monday and deal with a loss if it comes to that. Whew.... I'm just so emotional and start crying just thinking about it.

char245 · July 2018

I went for betas 11 DPO and my number was 20, it also happened to be a Friday which sucks bc then you have to wait till Monday. I was also nervous but knew that I just needed them to double by Monday. At that point my number went to 123 and has continued to rise. So try not to stress too much, your first number is just a baseline. FX that you have good numbers on Monday!

ahyl86 · July 2018

That makes me feel SO much better. Thank you!

ahyl86 · July 2018

Well... I took another test today after holding my pee for a long time. It was barely positive this time. I broke down into hysterical tears. I'm at the ER because I literally cannot handle waiting any longer to know for sure. I told the ER doc my beta on Thursday was 24. She said "twenty four.... thousand?" I said "no. Just 24". She said "That's REAAALLLYYYYY low". Uh yes... I'm aware. They sent off urine and blood. If it isn't at least in the 50s this time.... I'm going to have to come to terms with the inevitable. My heart hurts just thinking of it. As faint as the test was today... I'm convinced it'll be less than 24. I just have all my symptoms and SO STRONG. Without the tests and betas I'd never guess this wasn't a healthy, thriving pregnancy. We've been trying for 2 years. I already love this baby so much. I feel like I'm in a nightmare I can't wake up from. I'm waiting for all my results still... but I'm pretty sure it won't be good.

JLaVO888 · July 2018

Keep us updated. Fingers and toes crossed for high numbers.

kerco925 · July 2018

I am so sorry you're going through this. Please keep us updated.

ahyl86 · July 2018

Thank you all so much. My beta was 10. And my heart is shattered. I don't think I've ever cried so hard in my life. I'm not cramping or bleeding. I'm supposed to call my OB Monday morning. I'm not sure if I'll need a dnc or not. It has meant a lot to have all of your support and kindness. I hope you all have very healthy and happy pregnancies and sweet, healthy babies in the end. Maybe one day I'll get to try this again.

kerco925 · July 2018

I am so very sorry @ahyl86 When I had a CP two months ago, I started cramping and bleeding a few days after my hcg fell. Take care of yourself.

JLaVO888 · July 2018

Lots of heartfelt hugs. Sorry you are having to go through this.

JLaVO888 · July 2018

Also when you are ready, there is a wonderful Trying to Get Pregnant Board on The Bump. They are a great support group and wonderful ladies. Make sure you lurk and make an intro and they will help you through your next steps.

nerdtastic · July 2018

I’m so sorry! It’s a terrible feeling. Hugs to you. It might not make it feel better, but you’re not alone. A lot of women experience this. I had two in the last 3 months.

ahyl86 · July 2018

Thank you all so much for your comforting and kindness! We women are strong warriors. Our bodies go through so much. It is a powerful and beautiful thing when women support and lift each other up when we are at our most vulnerable and feel our weakest. @becky5858 I'm so sorry you've had to endure this twice and in such a short time frame. Sending love to each of you. And gratitude for your kindness.

ashley14598 · July 2018

I’m so sorry you are dealing with this! Hugs to you, be gentle on yourself, and let us know anyway we can support you.

meggyme · July 2018

@ahyl86 I’m sorry you’re going through this. Take care of yourself.

maggiemadeit · July 2018

I’m so sorry. Wishing you the time and space to heal and find peace.

char245 · July 2018

So sorry for your loss!

swanbrooner · July 2018

So sorry for your loss and the heartbreak you are experiencing. Be kind to yourself.

aclements143 · July 2018

I went through this exact same thing with the exact same numbers almost. My first beta was 25 after I had some bleeding. After 24 hours I had dropped to 10. I was absolutely devastated but we conceived our little (now 2.5 years old) girl only 3 months later. Try and keep your head up.