TW I'm out

theglitteredpterodactyl · April 2018

it started a few days ago with a heavy cramping after I was cleaning house a bit and lasted a couple days. I didn't think much of it because it just felt like things stretching. Saturday i woke up with blood,we went to urgent care and everything still looked fine. Baby was moving and measuring perfectly. We got to hear the heartbeat for the first ( and last time). Went home and a few hours later the cramping got worse. There was a pop sensation and a gush of fluid. Nurse line said don't come in unless the pain gets worse or there's a lot more blood. An hour later the baby came out and it was all over.

Spoiler because I understand if you don't want to read the gory details.

It was horrible and traumatic. Both my partners were here for me and my best friend who was up for the weekend. And for anyone who remembers that i was having a hard time stopping smoking and feels like trolling, don't worry. I'm beating myself up enough.

Wishing success and happy fat babies to everyone here. You're a fun group.

sliztee · April 2018

Oh no, @theglitteredpterodactyl - I am so so so sorry to hear this. You will be very missed and please try to take care of yourself. This is just terrible news.

elothair · April 2018

@theglitteredpterodactyl I am so so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and be gentle with yourself.

kiwi2628 · April 2018

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your loved ones.

quiltandknit · April 2018

I’m so sorry for your loss. Be kind to yourself and take the time to heal.

purplegoldfish2 · April 2018

So sorry. Sending lots of healing thoughts.

cjx95 · April 2018

I know words aren't always enough but I am so so sorry for what you went through!! Please take care or yourself, and focus on healing. You're going to be missed!! We're all thinking of you and sensing you positive vibes!

nmadjeski · April 2018

So sorry for your loss! You and your loved ones will be in my thoughts, please take care of yourself. ❤

doula-mama · April 2018

I’m so very sorry for your loss. Don’t beat yourself up - you were doing the best you can and that’s all anyone can do

coffee-saur · April 2018

Nooo! I'm so so sorry. I'll pray for healing for you. We'll miss you!

jomama1618 · April 2018

I'm so sorry for your loss! I know there are no words to help you in this situation, but please be gentle with yourself and allow yourself to grieve however you need. You will be missed very much.

jwebbbber45678 · April 2018

I'm so sorry for your loss, don't blame yourself, these things are out of our control. Stay close to your baby and friends and loved ones and take the time to heal.

hellopartyof5 · April 2018

Shit man, I'm so so sorry. That sounds so traumatizing. Please take care of yourself. I'm glad you have your people there to help you.

chopchop25 · April 2018

I’m so so sorry for your loss. Please take care of and be kind to yourself. We will definitely miss you around here.

chyvie · April 2018

Oh I'm so sorry to hear this. Take care of yourself and remember that most women smoked and even drank during pregnacy years ago, so don't beat yourself up about that. You will be missed

momtobx2 · April 2018

I'm so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself!

cdepperschmidt · April 2018

I’m so sorry for your loss!

DunkinDecaf · April 2018

Fuck. I’m so, so sorry man. Prayers for healing. Glad you have support now.

sammierose464 · April 2018

I am so very sorry to hear. I can't even imagine how hard that must be, especially the way it happened. Hug your little one and lean on your partners. We will miss you.

SawyerRichardson · April 2018

I'm so sorry that it happened that way. Take care of yourself.

nasalot188 · April 2018

Oh I am so so sorry to hear this! Please take the time you need to heal. Prayers for you and your family. We will definitely miss you around here

spartan4life · April 2018

I am so so sorry to read this. Take care of yourself and left yourself grieve. Thinking of you and sending hugs your way.

lilyaster · April 2018

I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine what you had to go through. We’ve had several losses, different scenarios but always heartbreaking. Sending hugs.

mesamyt · April 2018

I’m glad you have support but my heart is breaking for you. Please know that you did NOTHING wrong. You did everything you could for you and your baby. I’m so sorry for your loss.

jennybean80 · April 2018

I’m so very sorry this happened to you and your partners. Please take time to heal, and definitely dont beat yourself up over it. This shit is beyond our control. Thinking of you.

ninji15 · April 2018

I am so so sorry. Please take care of yourself.

SweetSweetTooth · April 2018

I am so sorry you are going through this

please be kind to yourself and don't feel guilty grieving. Hugs and prayers

KFrob · April 2018

I’m so so sorry. No one should have to go through that.

missmaehurt · April 2018

I’m so sorry you had to go through that. Please take time to heal, I’m glad you have your partners support.

HoosOnFirst · April 2018

I’m incredibly sorry, please take care of yourself.

knottieamusements · April 2018

I am so sorry for your loss; you were doing the right things, but sometimes nature has different plans. You know how to find me if you need anything.

jengibre_zorro · April 2018

I am so, so sorry. And please remember that nothing you did caused this, and nothing you could have done would have prevented it. It’s just a tragedy, with no rhyme or reason. Please take care of yourself.

lovelycrookedfox · April 2018

My heart and thoughts are going out to you. I am so sorry this happened. I know it won't help or fix anything but we are all here for you. I wish you the best and more luck to you next time. Please take care of yourself. This too shall pass.

koala1107 · April 2018

Oh I’m so so sorry to hear that

its not your fault, shit happens unfortunately and I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Will miss seeing you around here. Take care of yourself.

vjmc421 · April 2018

I am so sorry for your loss. It’s not your fault, please don’t blame yourself, but I know from experience that’s easier said than done. Take care of yourself

momoflogan20 · April 2018

Sorry for your loss! Try and take care of yourself and its not your fault at all. You will be missed.

jynjer4 · April 2018

So sorry... hugs! I will miss having you around!

wolfpackgrl718 · April 2018

I am so sorry for your loss. big hugs!

drurose · April 2018

Oh no, I am so, so sorry! Hugs.

ladyofarlington · April 2018

Big hugs

princessandthegator · April 2018

OMG, I am so heartbroken to hear this. Don't let anyone make you feel bad about this. There are women around the world who do much worse things and give birth without even knowing they were pregnant. You had no hand in this and it isn't your fault. I'm so sorry you have to go through this, praying for your swift emotional and physical recovery.