*********************************** TW ***************************************** BFP #1 Dec 2015 - CP Dec 2015 BFP #2 Jan 2016 - MC March 2016 BFP #3 May 2017 - Down Syndrome dx @ 12 wks - MC August 2016
Hi all! So my bitch today is anxiety! Damn it, i had a full blown panic attack about a project i'm not managing but working on cause others are out sick. Did i send all the things? Did they get the right information? Couple that with normal pregnancy worries and hormones i'm a mess!
I'm currently finishing my internship and will write exams to be a licensed architect too so that's adding fuel to the fire. Ugh, anyone else deal with anxiety? I'm trying to get ahead of it but it sure is tough these past two weeks.
So just to add to the bitchfest. My husband wants to wait to tell our parents until after our first appointment which won't be for a few more weeks. But this will be my parent's first grandchild and I would LOVE to tell them on Mother's day...he totally doesn't get it!!!
I'm super tired and ridiculously cranky. Woke up early to watch a friends child for a few hours and my oldest thought he needed to show off all day and act out. This momma sucked at momming today and now I can't shut my mind off!
Okay I am back.. it was only lunchtime during my previous post and man has my meter for tolerance completely crumbled.
It started with me seeing myself in a full-length mirror. Then, my brother laughed at my baby names. And.. I noticed while out in the back yard that I am covered in bruises and which I don't remember doing. I think I could be anemic... but regardless it is not flattering.
And so, the day ended with me in tears while holding our deaf one-eyed chihuahua because how could the world be so cruel. (Yes that's right we have have a special needs dog as well.) I've officially lost it and have zero control over my emotions. This is the first day I am not a fan of being pregnant.
@PleaseSendPicklesNow I am an elementary library tech. I always say Librarian because no one ever seems to know what it is and I run the library on my own anyway. Just this year I had a parent complain about Big Nate...there is a part where he kind of objectifies women and her child was in grade three. I don't seem to get too many complaints.
Re: Monday Bitchfest 5/8
BFP #1 Dec 2015 - CP Dec 2015
BFP #2 Jan 2016 - MC March 2016
BFP #3 May 2017 - Down Syndrome dx @ 12 wks - MC August 2016
BFP #4 November 2017
I'm currently finishing my internship and will write exams to be a licensed architect too so that's adding fuel to the fire. Ugh, anyone else deal with anxiety? I'm trying to get ahead of it but it sure is tough these past two weeks.
It started with me seeing myself in a full-length mirror. Then, my brother laughed at my baby names. And.. I noticed while out in the back yard that I am covered in bruises and which I don't remember doing. I think I could be anemic... but regardless it is not flattering.
And so, the day ended with me in tears while holding our deaf one-eyed chihuahua because how could the world be so cruel. (Yes that's right we have have a special needs dog as well.) I've officially lost it and have zero control over my emotions. This is the first day I am not a fan of being pregnant.
- Concieved Through IVF and PGD to screen out genetic disorder (Neurofibromatosis 1)