@justsuzie I'm so sorry. I've been following this pgal post for a while but have been not comfortable posting with my history being not very bad but I am definitely going to miss your presence on our board.
Beautiful Baby Girl Amelia Marie Born May 25, 2016 Angel Baby January 20th, 2017 Baby #2 Due December 6th 2017
Fine for the most part. Not feeling up to eating in the morning and I'm experiencing some aversions to food normally love. This week it's iced coffee and chicken. Other than that just gagging when I brush my teeth in the morning and getting super tired in the afternoon usually after lunch.
3. EDD? How far along are you? 7 weeks 1 day, 12/13
4. How are you feeling (anxiety wise):
Next appt isn't until May 10th so I'm feeling very panicky wanting to know that everything is ok. Trying to stay positive but it's hard when you know first hand how quickly it can go wrong.
5. When is your next appointment? May 10th, I'll be 9 weeks
6. Rants/raves/whatever:
I'm on progesterone supplements until week 10 and I can't wait to be done with it!
7. GTKY: Favorite TV show As of right now, impractical jokers because it takes my mind off everything I could possibly be worrying about!
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms): Not much besides SO fatigued all. the. time.
3. EDD? How far along are you? 5 weeks, 5 days
4. How are you feeling (anxiety wise): I am not super anxious, but it's hard for me to be really excited yet because I am afraid to get attached.
5. When is your next appointment? My first ultrasound/actual appointment is May 10th. I've had beta testing already though.
6. Rants/raves/whatever: I'm so freaking tired!! I'm visiting my sister out of town and it's just me and my 21 month old LO (DH had to stay home) and my daughter didn't sleep last night. She was up all night and ended up in bed with me.
7. GTKY: Favorite TV show Man in the High Castle Parenthood The Office I have so many more
1. Tell us about yourself (if you're first participating): I also like to introduce myself each time. I don't know about you, but I have trouble keeping everyone straight, plus there are newbies! My name is Amanda. I have one DS, two years old, and I've had two recent losses, one at 6+2 and one at 5+4.
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms): F**k morning sickness. I never had this s**t with DS. I'm sitting here pounding sour Skittles. Haven't thrown up yet, but it's been close.
3. EDD? How far along are you? 12/18, 6+3, but unconfirmed. Past both of my loss milestones!
4. How are you feeling (anxiety wise): I was feeling absolutely awful the past couple of days because my resting heart rate (which follows the same basic pattern as BBT) has been plummeting. I just realized today that it's probably because I'm no longer dehydrated! No signs of impending doom otherwise. I re-bloated after eating cookies the other day and have been happily waddling around since.
5. When is your next appointment? I'm STILL waiting for my first appointment. It's STILL a week away. AND, I won't be getting an ultrasound then because the OB was completely booked, so I have to see the NP.
6. Rants/raves/whatever: DS is adamant that I'm having three babies.
7. GTKY: Favorite TV show Right now, SVU and The Handmaid's Tale.
Yay! If I go by LMP, it's 12/7, but everything else (OPKs, O symptoms, timing of BFP, implantation cramping, etc.) points to 12/18. My birthday is 12/13!
I've been sorta avoiding. I feel like reading PGAL threads makes me feel more worried/anxious. Like sometimes it helps and other times I end up crying. Anyone else?
It makes me think about my prior loss and I think lately I am just super emo.
31 years young from Seattle(ish) 5 years married FTM and PGAL EDD is 12/23/17 -- It's a BOY! ---
I'm starting to have an "ehh, eff it" attitude. I didn't do anything to cause my last miscarriages, I'm not going to do anything to cause it this time around. It's out of my hands, and worrying every day isn't going to change the outcome. In fact, worrying when I still have so much time before my next appointment is so counter-productive. So I'm trying to relax, take it one day at a time, and I'll just bottle up my emotions and be a nervous wreck over two days next week (opposed to a little bit every day).
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32 TTC Since 11/2015 #1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
I'm the same way. Some of it is triggering even though we've all been through it. Sometimes it doesn't bother me and other times it kind of makes me spiral.
I had my first US today and I was a wreck. I hadn't seen my ob since I delivered my son last year and being there just brought up so much. But baby looked good and I heard the heartbeat so for tonight I can rest easy.
I just realized my last loss milestone is Sunday at 7w5d and for some reason that's having the opposite effect than what I thought and I am kind of freaking out.
@flowerpower5838 hugs girl. My loss milestone is coming up too. Just remember, stress is going to do you no good. Try to keep in mind it is more likely that things will be ok
Me 29 I Him 26 Married 4/22/16
TTC 9/2015 **TW** BFP 2/1/16 I MC 3/21/16 (11w) TTCAL 6/15/16 BFP 3/23/2017 Team pink! Quinn Leigh EDD December 1, 2017
Re: PGAL check in 4/26
*TW*
30 January 2017: Loss at 6+2
8 March 2017: Loss at 5+4
Born May 25, 2016
Angel Baby January 20th, 2017
Baby #2 Due December 6th 2017
7 weeks 1 day, 12/13
May 10th, I'll be 9 weeks
As of right now, impractical jokers because it takes my mind off everything I could possibly be worrying about!
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
TTC #3 5/2016
Restarted Fertility tx
IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
Not much besides SO fatigued all. the. time.
Man in the High Castle
Parenthood
The Office
I have so many more
*TW*
30 January 2017: Loss at 6+2
8 March 2017: Loss at 5+4
@pandawares we have the same due date!!
*TW*
30 January 2017: Loss at 6+2
8 March 2017: Loss at 5+4
Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL
IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
Married 5/08
BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
TTCAL 3/16
BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
DS #2 born 12/11/17
Married 5/08
BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
TTCAL 3/16
BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
DS #2 born 12/11/17
*TW*
30 January 2017: Loss at 6+2
8 March 2017: Loss at 5+4
It makes me think about my prior loss and I think lately I am just super emo.
from Seattle(ish)
5 years married
FTM and PGAL
EDD is 12/23/17
-- It's a BOY! ---
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
I had my first US today and I was a wreck. I hadn't seen my ob since I delivered my son last year and being there just brought up so much. But baby looked good and I heard the heartbeat so for tonight I can rest easy.
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
Married 4/22/16
**TW**
BFP 2/1/16 I MC 3/21/16 (11w)
TTCAL 6/15/16
BFP 3/23/2017 Team pink! Quinn Leigh EDD December 1, 2017