I cried last night because I love my son so much. I just watched him sleep and cries because he's so cute. He's the sweetest, smartest, funniest little boy and he makes my heart melt.
I cried because 5 people on my facebook had babies in the past 2 days. And I just couldn't wait to have mine and meet my little love, and it just wasn't fair that they get to meet theirs and I have to wait until August hahaha
I had my AS this week which made this pregnancy feel real and I ended up crying after because my DS (1) is still a baby but he's going to be a big brother. I honestly wasn't ready to be pregnant again, I was really just enjoying Keat still. My DH works out of town and I'm a SAHM so most of the time it's just me and him so thinking that's all going to changed breaks my heart. He's my little buddy and my everything. I'm not going to lie, I just cried as i wrote this.
I teared up reading a story about a cat giving birth and how the dad cat was there the whole time - comforting her, cleaning her afterwards, cuddling with her, watching the kittens so she could get some water.
Psh. Wtf doesn't these days. Today I was feeling shitty about DH being the only one who works and the only income and we adding our 3rd child. Cried all day cuz of bills. Got home late in the after noon. Dd2 wouldnt nap so that was a hell of a time. He never told me when he was leaving work so i never started dinner... Never told me he was stopping by his grandparents house.... So he lost his shit when he came home cuz I didn't have dinner ready and on the table. Made me feel even worse. Hes been drinking since he got to hos grandparents house and hasnt stopped yet. I asked him to get me a burrito from the convenience store since he was walking over (we live literally right next door) he couldn't even remember to do that. A neighbor heard us argueing earlier i guess cuz he came and knocked on the door with a cold beer cuz "it sounded like he needed one".... Ya know cuz I am just a pregnant hormonal bitch right now and have no legit feelings or anything. So he jist walked out the door a few minutes ago and who knows when he will come home... Close to 2 probably.... Oh and he has a dentist appointmentment at 11am tbat he prolly wont make now and that'll be my fault somehow too cuz I am the one who totally consumed all of this alcohol for him.. So here i am laying in bed blubbering like a fracking idiot because these hormones are out of control.
@mamamerc09 That sounds awful, and I'm sending lots of virtual hugs your way. Hold your babies tight, and I hope you have the support nearby to help you get through this. Sounds like your husband might need some help...
This hasn't happen in YEARS. we have been married 4 years and this is the first time it has happen since we have been married. It had only happen like 2x before we were married. Idk where it even came from. Just outta nowhere. Perfect timing right? He apologized this morning and has really been his normal usual helpful self... But damn that was not ok.
Re: Why My Pregnant Self is Crying 4/6
So here i am laying in bed blubbering like a fracking idiot because these hormones are out of control.
DD#1:4/19/09
DD#2:5/5/15
EDD:8/10/17
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5 angel babies, 4 MC, 3 singletons sex unknown & 1 set of twin boys. Expecting our 3rd rainbow baby
That sounds awful, and I'm sending lots of virtual hugs your way. Hold your babies tight, and I hope you have the support nearby to help you get through this. Sounds like your husband might need some help...
5.5.16 | 8.14.17 | 1.30.19
DD#1:4/19/09
DD#2:5/5/15
EDD:8/10/17
***TW***
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5 angel babies, 4 MC, 3 singletons sex unknown & 1 set of twin boys. Expecting our 3rd rainbow baby
5.5.16 | 8.14.17 | 1.30.19