It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*
Me: 36 DH 35
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
Re: TWW Wednesday 11/9
CD/DPO: 26/11
Timing: -5, -3, -1, +1
Testing: another BFN
R/R: Daylight Savings Time continues to affect what has been poor sleep and make it worse. Thanks, FF, for telling me that 50.4% of BFPs have been recorded by 11dpo. Felt good to wake up to a bloody nose on the couch last night, see the election results, have a BFP dream, wake up again this morning way early to a BFN, and then see that.
CS/Q: Nope. Temp is slowly trending downward, but is still well above (.7)above the cover line. LP has ranged from 12-14 days, so it's still a waiting game.
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today?
I might go get a massage or something. I am going to buy DH a gift for our 4 year dating anniversary, which is at the end of the month. Would have liked to give him a BFP, but that's a no-go so far.
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
@NYTino24 So sorry for all that, especially the BFN
Married: May 2015
TTC since September 2015
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
Month/Cycle: 8/6
CD/DPO: 25/11
Timing: EOD
Testing: bfn yesterday. probably not again until Friday when AF is due if temps haven't dropped.
R/R: The elections. That's all.
CS/Q: why do we all have to wait so long?!
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? Does avoiding talking about politics count? Ugh. We were in such a lose-lose situation last night. Umm... I love this question actually though! I guess for myself I'll avoid social media. It will stress me out too much to look at it today.
Dating: 11/14/2010
Married: 10/18/2014
TTC April 2016
BFP: 5/12/2016 ~ MC: 5/25/2016
I got my CHs, so I go here now! It looks like my entire cycle may be shorter than my WTO was last cycle!
Month/Cycle: 3/2
CD/DPO: 22/3
Timing: O-5, O-4, O-1, O
Testing: No time soon
R/R: Horrible sleep last night. But it looks like my entire cycle may only be 2 days longer than my WTO was last cycle! Whoo hoo!
CS/Q: It looks like my entire cycle may be shorter than my WTO was last cycle! Or at least within a couple days!
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? We have our biggest project in the history of our department going on right now and we are all on 12's around the clock. A guy in my department's anniversary is tomorrow, as well as a dr. appt for his 2 year old who broke her leg (he was originally supposed to be off). So that he can be off, I volunteered to switch my shifts around because I know how important being off is to him.
Me: 33 DH: 33
Married: 6.9.12
DS born: 4.9.14
DD born 7.27.17
@KhRun17 I was shocked when DH and I woke up and he told me the results. We should all be scared to death of what's to come.
Month/Cycle: 5/7
CD/DPO: 14/7 (DPO buddies with @JuneRoseRuby and @adirat
Timing: -4, -2 , -1
Testing: waiting for AF
R/R: I made beer battered fish for dinner last night and it was sooooo good!!
CS/Q: nope
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? This is a good GTKY.....sadly, I may have to put some thought into it.
"It's time to try defying gravity."
Married 6/11/16
TTC Since 6/2016
12/2016 RE appt; 1/2017 SA & HSG results - all normal
3/2017 Dx Hyperprolactinemia; 5/2017 Prolactin levels normal; 8/2017 Low Ovarian Reserve
8/2017 TTA for personal reasons; 10/2017 NTNP; 12/2017 Re-start TTC
7/2018 Clomid+IUI
11/2018 Letrozole+TI
12/2018 Letrozole+IUI
2/2019 NTNP
5/2019 Stopping all TTC efforts; living Childfree
"It's time to try defying gravity."
Married 6/11/16
TTC Since 6/2016
12/2016 RE appt; 1/2017 SA & HSG results - all normal
3/2017 Dx Hyperprolactinemia; 5/2017 Prolactin levels normal; 8/2017 Low Ovarian Reserve
8/2017 TTA for personal reasons; 10/2017 NTNP; 12/2017 Re-start TTC
7/2018 Clomid+IUI
11/2018 Letrozole+TI
12/2018 Letrozole+IUI
2/2019 NTNP
5/2019 Stopping all TTC efforts; living Childfree
Month/Cycle: 6/6
CD/DPO: 27/13
Timing: -5, -3, -1
Testing: BFN yesterday, will not be testing again unless AF somehow doesn't show on Friday
R/R: Not even going to start on this one.
CS/Q: Nothing to see, but I did finally take the plunge and order a BBT thermometer for next cycle!!!
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? This is great, but I have nothing. However, now I feel compelled to really try to do something nice for someone today, so thanks for the motivation!
Married 9/2015
TTC #1 6/2016
Dx Unexplained IF 6/2017
Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI 7/2017 - Cancelled (overstimulated)
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #1 - BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #2 -BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI#3 - BFP! EDD July 15 2018
Baby Girl H - July 22 2018
"It's time to try defying gravity."
Married 6/11/16
TTC Since 6/2016
12/2016 RE appt; 1/2017 SA & HSG results - all normal
3/2017 Dx Hyperprolactinemia; 5/2017 Prolactin levels normal; 8/2017 Low Ovarian Reserve
8/2017 TTA for personal reasons; 10/2017 NTNP; 12/2017 Re-start TTC
7/2018 Clomid+IUI
11/2018 Letrozole+TI
12/2018 Letrozole+IUI
2/2019 NTNP
5/2019 Stopping all TTC efforts; living Childfree
@lulu1180 There really was no actual confirmation, everything is just a best estimate based off OPKs and secondary symptoms, which was driving me insane. DH has been reluctant about "trying too hard", but I cannot handle the uncertainty anymore.
Married 9/2015
TTC #1 6/2016
Dx Unexplained IF 6/2017
Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI 7/2017 - Cancelled (overstimulated)
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #1 - BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #2 -BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI#3 - BFP! EDD July 15 2018
Baby Girl H - July 22 2018
"It's time to try defying gravity."
Married 6/11/16
TTC Since 6/2016
12/2016 RE appt; 1/2017 SA & HSG results - all normal
3/2017 Dx Hyperprolactinemia; 5/2017 Prolactin levels normal; 8/2017 Low Ovarian Reserve
8/2017 TTA for personal reasons; 10/2017 NTNP; 12/2017 Re-start TTC
7/2018 Clomid+IUI
11/2018 Letrozole+TI
12/2018 Letrozole+IUI
2/2019 NTNP
5/2019 Stopping all TTC efforts; living Childfree
Month/Cycle: 6/6
CD/DPO: CD22/7dpo (with my ladies @lulu1180 and @Juneroseruby)
Timing: 0, -5
Testing: I was thinking tomorrow, but honestly I feel out now. I was so stressed and anxious last night I was shaking, and I still feel so depressed and anxious about what's to come now that we are into today -- there's no way a baby is implanting in my mess of a body.
R/R: I'm really nervous about what is coming after this election, especially for women. All the progress we've made in my adult life to be treated as equals and judged on our merits, to have sexual assault taken seriously, all these things that I think are so important, seem like they are truly at risk.
Also, there is a good chance the nonprofit I work for will downsize pretty substantially given the reduction in federal contracts in key cabinet departments we anticipate with this presidency, so I'm a little worried about losing my job in the next six months.
CS/Q: Didn't temp this morning.
GTKY: @NYTino24 This is a nice question for such a bad day for me, thank you. I think I'm going to go on a media diet -- no reading about the election or anything else. Maybe I'll try to find a Law and Order SVU marathon to feel like all hope isn't lost.
Hugs to everyone struggling today.
@Pinky917 I hope the BBT helps you!
@lulu1180 beer battered fish sounds delicious. I haven't made that in a long time. I should add that to my list of things to make.
@GeorgiaWife6912 yay for crosshairs!
@KhRun17 and @NYTino24 I am sorry for the BFNs.
Month/Cycle: 3/3
CD/DPO: 25/9
Timing: -2,-1, O
Testing: Maybe tomorrow or Friday. I am feeling out though.
R/R: I get to hang out with a friend that I haven't had a chance to hang out with in a while today! I am excited about that. I also made 3 apple pies, 1 apple tart, and took care of 4 pumpkins and made purée from them yesterday. I am glad those things are taken care of and that I have goodies in my freezer!
CS/Q: No questions
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today?
I am also going to avoid social media today and for the next couple of days. I am also going to let my kids have pie today since it was too warm before they went to bed last night.
DD 1 10/2012
CP 9/2013
DD 2 6/2014
CP 3/2016
BFP 12/8/2016
CD/DPO: 26/10 DPO
Timing: -3, -1, O, +1
Testing: Not until AF is late
R/R: Exhausted and mentally drained from watching the election coverage last night. I've been having a lot of cramping (not usual for me) and my CP has dropped to very low, so I'm guessing AF will be here today or tomorrow at the latest.
CS/Q: How problematic is a 10 day luteal phase and what qualifies as spotting? I think that's probably what will be happening to me this cycle and it seems to be my trend. (*TMI*) I had two instances yesterday where I found very, very, very tiny light brown booger-like CM (only saw because I checked internally, if I hadn't, I would never have known). Now I have nothing. Didn't show in panties from what I could tell. Does that even count as spotting?
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? I'm going to eat a giant bowl of ice cream! lol
Married: November 2015
CD/DPO: 20/6
Timing: EOD
Testing: I have a bunch of wondfos so Friday
R/R: Just one giant sigh about last night...
CS/Q: none
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today?
I love this! I'm not sure but now I will 100% do something nice for someone
EDD: March 24, 2018 - angel baby at 21 weeks
@adirat hugs for you too. I really hope that your job is not in jeopardy. We live in truly terrifying times.
Month/Cycle: 7/7
CD/DPO: 15/3 (shoutout to @GeorgiaWife6912! Heyyyy cycle buddy!)
Timing: -4,-2,-1,O
Testing: lolz
R/R: Today is just going to be a rough day.
CS/Q: Nah, I'm good
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today?
I really, really love this question. But now I need to think about this. Mostly I think I will just avoid engaging people in political discussions. This country needs one big collective hug.
Married: October 2014
TTC#1:May 2016
BFP: 11/16/16 EDD: 7/30/17
4 fur babies
CD/DPO: 23/7 (DPO buddies @lulu1180 @adirat )
Timing:-3, -2, -1, +1
Testing: Not until AF/14-15 DPO
R/R: Devastated today. So emotional.
CS/Q: Another high temp today.
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? I'm going out to dinner with girlfriends to commiserate together. Hopefully finding love in this hateful country today.
@NYTino24 @Khrun17 @pinky917 sorry for the BFNs, hopefully your bodies just need more time to create all the hormones!
@GeorgiaWife6912 Congrats on the CH! Welcome to TWW
@adirat I also work for a non-profit in the education system, I am also worried about our funding and my job. My whole office has been crying all morning.
@hupp0013 pie sounds delicious today
Dating 7/2008
Married 7/2014
H Type I Diabetic
TTC 1/2016
1/10/2017 initial appt with RE (all BW results WNL)
1/17/2017 SA DX Virtual Azoo (3 sperm 0%morph 0%motility)
1/18/2017 STP tubes clear
2/1/2017 initial appt with Urologist
2/15/2017 DX H Robertsonian Translocation
H is on clomid and Theralogix Supplements
6/26/17 repeat SA: 47 sperm 0% morph 13% motility
7/26/17 IVF Consult, repeat SA (4 sperm)
8/21/17 Starting IVF cycle with Donor Sperm backup
9/1/17 ER ICSI PGS: only 2 donor embryos made it to freeze
9/13/17 Started cycle for IUI with donor and clomid
9/27/17 IUI canceled for overstim
October Plan IUI with donor and low dose clomid
@GeorgiaWife6912 Welcome!
Month/Cycle: 7/7
CD/DPO: 22/8 DPO/ 9 DPIUI
Timing:-4, -3, -2, -1= IUI, O
Testing: 11/14
R/R: I had a call with my RE to check in on this cycle and discuss the plan for next cycle in case of a BFN. He was really pleased with how the cycle went including my follicle, the timing and my blood work on Saturday. I was happy to hear that but I think his positivity gave me some extra hope and I'm afraid it will lead to disappointment.
Walking my dog this morning I found out that they are opening a Ben and Jerry's down the street from me. Yes!
Also, for those who saw my TWW post yesterday about the restaurant that is counting down the day to their opening which is the same date as my beta - here is their sign. I walk by it at least 4 times a day.
CS/Q:
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? I have lunch plans with my friend and I'm going to treat.
2017 - egg retrieval #1 - 3 eggs, 0 embryos appropriate for transfer; ER #2 2 eggs, 0 embryos on day 3; ER #3 1 egg 0 embryos
moved to donor egg in summer 2017; 35 eggs retrieved; 19 fertilized; 9 total embryos
Fresh transfer Dec 2017= BFP! baby boy born 8/22/18
May 2019 - surprise natural pregnancy ended in MC
Nov 2019 FET; MC at 9 weeks
May 2020 FET; BFN
July 2020 FET; CP treated with methotrexate
Oct 2020 BFP!
Take a look at my blog
Also, my WTF goes out to the USA channel -- they are not even showing a Law & Order marathon today! Don't they know I need some Olivia Benson to make me feel better? I don't want to watch stupid NCIS!
Dating 7/2008
Married 7/2014
H Type I Diabetic
TTC 1/2016
1/10/2017 initial appt with RE (all BW results WNL)
1/17/2017 SA DX Virtual Azoo (3 sperm 0%morph 0%motility)
1/18/2017 STP tubes clear
2/1/2017 initial appt with Urologist
2/15/2017 DX H Robertsonian Translocation
H is on clomid and Theralogix Supplements
6/26/17 repeat SA: 47 sperm 0% morph 13% motility
7/26/17 IVF Consult, repeat SA (4 sperm)
8/21/17 Starting IVF cycle with Donor Sperm backup
9/1/17 ER ICSI PGS: only 2 donor embryos made it to freeze
9/13/17 Started cycle for IUI with donor and clomid
9/27/17 IUI canceled for overstim
October Plan IUI with donor and low dose clomid
@pinky917 and @lulu1180 and @adirat my husband woke me up to tell me what was going on and I laughed at him then he shook me again and I had to face the facts. wow.
Month/Cycle: 5/5
CD/DPO: 15/3
Timing: -1, +1
Testing: 11/18 for happy hour purposes, not optimistic
R/R: the election. But also this is the earliest I have O'd in 7 months of using the CBAD tests. We wound up with DH having his SA on -5 and then skipping what would have been -3 because DH had a long day at work and I got a ticket on my way home from tutoring and spent the night hysterically crying and needless to say sexy time was not in the cards. Then my body was a TW and got me all excited with the closest to EWCM I have ever seen on the morning of CD13 (but didnt have time to BD until night) to have my temps very clearly point to CD12. Here's hoping that -1, +1 is actually -2, O Rant over, sorry.
CS/Q: yes please. I am going to edit my post so that I can post it from mobile. The top is my current chart and the bottom is from september as these two are looking pretty similar. (october was a hot mess)
2 questions:
1. do you agree with a coverline that low? and if so can you give me a little bit more insight as to how it is calculated?
2. The first day of the CBAD peak on both of these charts is 1DPO. If this is my body's pattern that is awesome I can work with it...but also a bit confusing to me, The LH surge is happening after the release of the egg? Has anyone experienced this or can science me?
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today?
This is the perfect question for today, I really want to be a self invloved hermit today but that does the world no good. My goal is to show extra patience with the after school soccer program I coach, there are a lot of children all with special needs and it can be overwhelming but today I am going to try to have extra patience. Thank you for this!
Together: 11/2008, married: 3/2014
DH: Type 1 Diabetes, (dx 4/15) Celiac Disease (dx 11/14), Treatment induced Neuropathy of Diabetes (dx 7/15)
DH SA: 11/16: low count and low motility
DH SA: 12/16: borderline low, count and motility
1/20/17: BFP, 1/24/17: CP
5/17:low AMH (0.89)
6/17: first IUI cycle, 50 mg clomid + ovidrel + IUI: 2 follies, BFN (count 58 million, 97% motility)
7/17: second IUI, 2.5 letrozole, OPK, IUI: 1 follie, BFN (count 9.5 million swimming- dont know percentage)
8/17: third IUI, 5.0 letrozole,
CD/DPO: 26/12
Timing: not good enough
Testing: I ridiculously tested again today despite temp drop..no surprise BFN
R/R: I am disappointed that hatred and fear are more prevalent than tolerance. I will have to work extra hard to provide an example to the twins of how you should treat fellow human beings, that we must conserve our environment if there is to be something left for future generations.
CS/Q: nope
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? I took the day off work, and am avoiding media while I absorb the enormous events of last night. I am going to do some painting today and try to get a anniversary present for DH
y Internet is not working so I am mobile bumping...
sorry for the fellow BFN, welcome @georgiawife6912 sorry we won't be in the same thread for long
hugs @adirat and @juneroseruby and @nytino24
Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
TTC #3 5/2016
Restarted Fertility tx
IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
@adirat Do you have Netflix or Hulu? I'm pretty sure SVU is on both and you can binge commercial-free!
Together: 11/2008, married: 3/2014
DH: Type 1 Diabetes, (dx 4/15) Celiac Disease (dx 11/14), Treatment induced Neuropathy of Diabetes (dx 7/15)
DH SA: 11/16: low count and low motility
DH SA: 12/16: borderline low, count and motility
1/20/17: BFP, 1/24/17: CP
5/17:low AMH (0.89)
6/17: first IUI cycle, 50 mg clomid + ovidrel + IUI: 2 follies, BFN (count 58 million, 97% motility)
7/17: second IUI, 2.5 letrozole, OPK, IUI: 1 follie, BFN (count 9.5 million swimming- dont know percentage)
8/17: third IUI, 5.0 letrozole,
@KhRun17 yeah I'll be avoiding social media too. I just can't today.
@GeorgiaWife6912 great to see you here! So glad your cycle is shorter this go 'round!
@adirat yes. Just yes to everything you said. I'm about 1% glad I didn't get a BFP today because I wouldn't want to associate it with this election.
@hupp0013 sorry you're feeling out, at least you have delicious baked goods to enjoy!
@CallaLily25 sorry you're exhausted and sad. I'm right there with you. I typically have a 10-11 day LP, and FWIW my ob/gyn doesn't seem concerned by it. Not sure about the spotting, though.
@laurad75 hopefully the restaurant sign is a good omen
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Month/Cycle: 4/4
CD/DPO: 26/10 or 11
Timing: good but it doesn't matter
Testing: another BFN this morning. Not sure I'll test again. Although I may google the accuracy of my generic internet cheapies. Which I'm sure is stupid and irrational.
R/R: you guys, I'm utterly deflated and crushed today. Trump is president and I'm not KU. Feel free to skip if you'd like to avoid the negativity that's seething out of me today (is that even a thing? Can something "seethe" out of you?). After my bfn and seeing the election results I was in an immediate foul mood this morning. I told DH this, and he chose to focus on the election part.... yeah, I'm obviously upset about the election, but the BFN is the more soul-crushing part for me today. He's getting ready to go hunting today, so he's all happy and in a good mood. I did my best to bite my tongue and not lash out at him. We spoke briefly about the election and how voting against the conservatives in ND doesn't really do any good, and I said "well, sometimes it feels good to do it anyway because it feels like a secret middle finger to the rednecks around here" and he chuckled and replied "wow, you just don't like anyone, do you." NOT TODAY I DON'T (which is exactly what I said). I know that if I say anymore about being upset about not be KU, he'll say I should stop trying so hard, blah blah blah. Which will make me want to punch him.
CS/Q: Mostly another rant. Yes, I realize what I'm about to say is illogical - but I don't get it. Ever since coming off BC, I've been super crampy. Crampy when I O, crampy during PMS, crampy crampy crampy. This cycle I was crampy during and a little after O, but then nothing. Not crampy in the least. A few twinges the last couple days, but nothing like the last 3 cycles. Of course this got my hopes up. I'm honestly really starting to understand why women stop testing.
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? This is a fantastic question. I'll do my best to think of something to do for someone else. Once AF comes, I'm being super nice to myself and buying 6 bottles of wine.
Married: 2/1/2012
TTC #1 since August 2016
DH SA Dec 2016: Low count (11.7 mil total motile), 5% morphology, 73% motility
Blood work June 2017: AMH 1.1 (ugh), FSH 8.4, LH: 5.2, estradiol 28 pg/ML, progesterone 7.4
HSG July 2017: tubes clear
BFP 7/24/17 - EDD 4/5/2018
Month/Cycle: 8/8
CD/DPO: 19
Timing: O and O-1
Testing: I'm a crazy early tester. Probably Monday at 8 dpo (I'm getting my progesterone tested that morning so even though chances are so slim I'd love to know beforehand). I know I know, it's ridiculous, I can't help it.
R/R: Fair warning I am a crazy anxious TWWer even under normal circumstances.
CS/Q: I really think I ovulated on Monday and Daylight Savings is messing with me. My pos opk wasn't until late Sunday.
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? It's a self care day, I'm hanging on my couch being gloriously unproductive while my girls are at school. I just can't adult at the moment.
@GeorgiaWife6912 So happy to hear this cycle may be a shorter one!
@adirat Heck, babies implant in way worse environments than a lady who cares about the future of our world. Be kind to yourself.
@laurad75 I love your little countdown reminder!
@Sailing_Mama Sorry for CD1 - all the wine for you today!
Month/Cycle: 3/3 + 1 NTNP
CD/DPO: 21/6
Timing: -5, -3, -1, +1
Testing: 11/16 if AF doesn't show sooner. This is probably going to reveal how morbid I can be, but Nov. 16 will be the 20 year anniversary of my dad's death. I figure if I'm lucky enough to get a BPF, then it'll bring some light to a gloomy day. And if it's a BFN? Then I can drink all the wine, guilt free.
R/R: I too am so scared for our future and the progress we've made. As the wife of a journalist, I'm terrified of the hatred that has been turned on the media. I'm also running on three hours of sleep - we're both in media so DH worked until about 3 a.m. and our watch party guests didn't leave until just before then. I guess the silver lining is that 3 hours is the minimum amount of sleep for temping?
CS/Q: Nope. Temp is up again today so I'm pretty confident on O date.
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? I love this GTKY. I'm personally staying off Facebook - I just can't handle it right now. I want to think of something to do for DH - it may just be making a nice dinner and relaxing at home. He worked from 8 a.m. yesterday to 3 a.m. today covering a funeral for a police officer and then the elections - he deserves all the love today.
Dating: 12/21/2001
Married: 09/08/2012
BFP: 11/16/2016 EDD: 07/27/2017
Baby Fish born: 08/01/2017
@lund Sorry to hear you're a hunting widow this weekend and even sorrier about the bfn. Today is a tough day so enjoy ALL the wine. I feel you -- I live in a predominantly Italian-American area so my state representatives are both anti contraception Catholics and I do feel good voting against them even though I know they will win. (How are people still anti contraception????)
@nytino24 sorry for the bfn
Crap news all around this morning. I hope tomorrow is better.
@khrun17 so sorry for the BFN
@georgiawife6912 yay for crosshairs! It was my spot of good news this morning too
@adirat- I hear you on the anxiety. I had a full blown panic attack at 2 am. I tried everything to calm down, I feel calmer this morning and I’m hoping it doesn’t affect this cycle too badly. I’m so sorry for the extra job stress on top it all.
@shstephenson and @willrunforwine21 So nice to have a few people at the same cycle day in here!
@sailing_mama Sorry about AF
@wabash15- So sorry for the BFN on top of the anxiety a lot of us are feeling.
*TMI* @CallaLily25 I don't want to get your hopes up, but I did Google Image search for implantation bleeding - no one else do it - and what you are describing sounds like a mix of the creamy CM and that. So if you don't have a full flow, it could be LI. I had what looked like a very small amount of pieces of very light pink tissue come out and float yesterday. Didn't notice on TP, but when I was about to flush. I only looked since I though I felt some CM. I'm feeling a lot of pressure on the right side and I don't know it it's GI stuff of Gyn stuff. We will see. *end TMI*
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
Married: 2/1/2012
TTC #1 since August 2016
DH SA Dec 2016: Low count (11.7 mil total motile), 5% morphology, 73% motility
Blood work June 2017: AMH 1.1 (ugh), FSH 8.4, LH: 5.2, estradiol 28 pg/ML, progesterone 7.4
HSG July 2017: tubes clear
BFP 7/24/17 - EDD 4/5/2018
@GeorgiaWife6912 That is such a nice thing to do for your coworker!
@adirat Totally with you on the rant. Feels like we just went back 60 years. Hopefully your job is not in jeopardy.
@hupp0013 Can I get in on this dessert party?? Those sound amazing! Also yay DPO buddy! Hope you are not out this month.
@laurad75 I'm glad that your RE is so positive about your cycle! I'm rooting for you!
@WillRunForWine21 I'm no chart expert, but that coverline does seem awfully low. I'm not sure how FF calculates, but in TCOYF they said it should be 0.1° higher than the highest of your last 6 temps.
@wabash15 So sorry for the BFN
@LuND Sorry for the BFN. And sorry to your husband's insensitivity to TTC. I think it's impossible for them to know how emotionally hard this process is. Like mentally I know that it's not going to happen right away and that healthy couples can take up to a year to conceive, but I'll be damned if I don't get my hopes up every time.
@RunRestRepeat That's terrible about your father, but I totally get why that date would be so special to you. Have a good night with your H tonight!
Month/Cycle: 2/2
CD/DPO: 25/9
Timing: Good
Testing: BFN today. Don't know why I even tested. I guess I wanted something hopeful to hold on to?
R/R: Ugh. It's all I can do to keep from crying at my desk. I'm kind of glad to see so many similar feelings on this board today. Makes me feel like I'm not alone in this fight.
CS/Q: No thanks.
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? I'm going to make some cookies after work for H and I. Lord knows we need the distraction.
CP 3/2019
CD/DPO: doesn't matter
Timing:
Testing:
R/R: so I'm sure I'm not pregnant because the dr didn't tell me otherwise. H has his instructions for SA...tips for travel/timing with it. I have a laparoscopy scheduled to address endometriosis and they will also do a dye test on my tubes and fix any blockages at that time. Anyone with experience? Curious how long your body took to regulate, recovery etc...
CS/Q:
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today?
Help a high school student with her senior project
Married: October 2014
TTC#1:May 2016
BFP: 11/16/16 EDD: 7/30/17
4 fur babies
@SpongeWorthy have fun baking tonight! I baked some pies and cookies with my mom last night while the election results were coming in, and all I can say was it was very therapeutic!
Month/Cycle: 2/1
CD/DPO: 25/4 (Maybe? see CS/Q)
Timing:-3/+1 (assuming I actually O'd)
Testing: Not until Turkey day!
R/R: Well other than the election and all that drama... last Friday I was supposed to go see the new Doctor Marvel movie, but due to a hormonal break down, decided to pass on it. So today we are going to go see it!
CS/Q: My temp dropped significantly today (after 3 days of high temps) & I also got EWCM which is now making me rethink my O date. I'm starting to wonder if Day Light Savings fooled me into thinking I O'd. I'm gonna wait until tomorrow before adjusting my DPO or moving back to WTO. I'm hoping it is a fluke!
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? I absolutely love this question. Well like many others, I've decided to stay off Facebook. All the negativity is just too much. I may also have a glass of wine tonight. I really feel like I need it with all this tension and stress.
CD/DPO: CD 15
Timing: Crap! Only on the day I turned an OPK positive! So that's either O or -1?!
Testing: Yeah right.
R/R: After me being all, "yeah we will do it EOD from CD 8!" that clearly didn't happen?!
I really should have made us get our shit together. It's been a combo of DH being ill, him having a tooth out and just me being in a general funk. Oh and there was the 'COD' night last weekend...Oh well, can't go back in time. Just going to wait for AF to rock up next week.
CS/Q: Nope.
GTKY: What nice thing are you going to do for yourself or someone else today? Eat all the chocolate. All. Of. It.
CP 3/2019
My pee sticks told me it was coming, and I'm actually glad AF started this afternoon so that I can drink my feelings this evening. I won't have another free evening for 2-3 days.
Married: 2/1/2012
TTC #1 since August 2016
DH SA Dec 2016: Low count (11.7 mil total motile), 5% morphology, 73% motility
Blood work June 2017: AMH 1.1 (ugh), FSH 8.4, LH: 5.2, estradiol 28 pg/ML, progesterone 7.4
HSG July 2017: tubes clear
BFP 7/24/17 - EDD 4/5/2018