I thought I was doing good because I was keeping busy and keeping up with our 1 year old and keeping myself happy. Lately I have just been over taken by grief sometimes and get all mopey. It doesn't make it any better that we were due March 8th and literally everyone we know that is having a baby are due in March. One that is really close is my sister in law. She is due at the end of march but they won't let her go past 36 weeks due to health reasons and previous losses. I am excited for her to finally have a baby after 3 losses two of which were tramatic. I pray every day that it works out for her this time but at the same time I feel so much jealousy to everyone I know that is due in March. I hate feeling like that. I know God had a reason for taking my baby but it's so hard.