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May 2017 Moms
hartmich
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*TW* I don't know where else to post...
hartmich
member
Since this is technically still my home for now and you ladies are so wonderful, and I need someone to talk to... I hope you all don't mind.
I'm quite sure I'm on the verge of a loss. The brown spotting began Tuesday night and has gotten a bit heavier today (although not nearly enough to fill a liner YET). The cramping started today and it's pretty intense - I used to get cramps like this a few years back and sit with the heating pad on for days.
My doctor ordered a blood draw this afternoon but I don't have results or anything to compare it to. But I realize the signs aren't good and I just want it to be over with. I've been an anxious mess since Tuesday now and I can't take anymore. Just get on with it, body. This limbo is hell.
I am so sorry to post this and be such a downer. I thought by now I could simply post my goodbye but I don't really have anywhere to go yet.
I'm quite sure I'm on the verge of a loss. The brown spotting began Tuesday night and has gotten a bit heavier today (although not nearly enough to fill a liner YET). The cramping started today and it's pretty intense - I used to get cramps like this a few years back and sit with the heating pad on for days.
My doctor ordered a blood draw this afternoon but I don't have results or anything to compare it to. But I realize the signs aren't good and I just want it to be over with. I've been an anxious mess since Tuesday now and I can't take anymore. Just get on with it, body. This limbo is hell.
I am so sorry to post this and be such a downer. I thought by now I could simply post my goodbye but I don't really have anywhere to go yet.
Re: *TW* I don't know where else to post...
May17 Siggy Challenge
Labor
BFP #2 12/17/16, EDD 8/26/17
L born at 35+6 on 7/28/17
Married 2010
TTC since Nov. 2015
BFP#1: 2/8/16
MC: 3/19/16
BFP#2: 9/3/16 EDD: 5/17/17
mommy to the cutest rescue mutt ever.
my chart
I appreciate the thoughts and prayers so much, ladies. It is comforting knowing there are so many kind people out there thinking of us.
Married 2010
TTC since Nov. 2015
BFP#1: 2/8/16
MC: 3/19/16
BFP#2: 9/3/16 EDD: 5/17/17
mommy to the cutest rescue mutt ever.
my chart
Married 2010
TTC since Nov. 2015
BFP#1: 2/8/16
MC: 3/19/16
BFP#2: 9/3/16 EDD: 5/17/17
mommy to the cutest rescue mutt ever.
my chart
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
11.2011 - DS1
02.2013 - loss at 6 wks
06.2014 - DS2
10.2015 - loss at 12 wks
03.2017 - DD
Married 2010
TTC since Nov. 2015
BFP#1: 2/8/16
MC: 3/19/16
BFP#2: 9/3/16 EDD: 5/17/17
mommy to the cutest rescue mutt ever.
my chart
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DS born 8.11.14
BFP #2: 9.14.16, EDD: 5.24.17
BFP: 12/16/16 => DD born 08/27/2017
@Hartmich I am so incredibly sad to see this. Hopefully you will get some answers soon because I know limbo is a horrible place to be. You are in my thoughts. BIG HUGS from your biggest TTGP cheerleader!!
Married: 5/30/2013
DSS #1: 5/25/2007
DSS #2: 1/22/2011
DS #3: 7/8/2012
BFP: 3/14/2016 ~ MC: 3/19/2016
DS #4: 4/21/17
I only have one set of labs so nothing to compare my HCG to, but progesterone was 4.6. Apparently with anything less than 5, 98.8% of pregnancies won't make it. I'm still cramping, but no real bleeding yet. So if I can, just please pray that it's over soon.
BFP #1 10/8/13, EDD 6/4/14, DS #1 6/9/14
BFP #2 5/1/16, EDD 12/16/16, MMC 5/27/16
BFP #3 8/29/16, EDD 5/5/17, DS #2 5/11/17
BFP #4 2/28/21, EDD 11/9/21
DD: 6
DS: 2
DS2 5/17
#3 Due 9/20
Truly a heart wrenching experience.
Big Hugs.