Well I am at the ER right now, I have had spotting for two days now and they couldn't find a heartbeat and baby hasn't grown for two weeks. I am 8 weeks 4 days today and no where close to that. We decided to try the pill that is supposed to move things along, I really hope it works and we can try again soon.
My fiancée and I are absolutely crushed, I have never lost a baby before and it is a horrible experience. I honestly don't know how to function, I feel like I don't know what to say to my fiancée. I want to comfort her but I am so sad myself. This is such a confusing situation and heartbreaking.
Thanks for the laughs and having somewhere to vent. I wish you all a happy and healthy nine months and hopefully I will be checking in from another BMB soon.
Re: *TW* I'm out
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Started TTC #1 November 2015
BFP 6/10/2016 - EDD 2/22/2017
Ben and Maggie - 4/10/09
Mia - 6/16/11
Surprise! due 2/23/17
Married: October, 19, 2015
EDD 2/22/17
EDD 3/8/20
EDD 11/24/23
(Formerly Marriedhamstermom Feb ‘17)
TTC since January 2016
BFP - 3/12/16 - MC 4/5/16
BFP - 6/11/16
First BFP: 12/16/13
EDD: 08/23/14
Baby BOY born: 08/29/14
Big Bro 7/14/13
Little Bro 2/6/17
BFP #1 8/4/2015, MMC 9/24/2015
BFP #3 8/24/2017, MC 9/20/2017
BFP #4 11/14/2017, CP
BFP #5 1/5/2018, MC/BO 2/17/2018
BFP #6 7/15/2018, CP
BFP #7 12/15/2018, EDD 8/28/2019
TTC#1: October 2015
dx: PCOS & MFI
IUI #1 w/Femara + Ovidrel June 2016 ~ BFP
July 2016: Blighted Ovum
IUI #2 w/Femara + Ovidrel September 2016 ~BFN
IUI #3 w/Femara + Ovidrel October 2016 ~BFN
IUI #4 w/Femara + Ovidrel November 2016 ~BFN
IVF with ICSI January 2017 ~BFN
FET February 2017 ~BFN
IVF with ICSI March 2017 ~BFP--Twins Due 12/8/17
Team Blue X 2!