This is a weekly thread for those of us who are pregnant after experiencing loss at any stage (chemical, miscarriage, stillbirth, neonatal) to support one another.
Please introduce your self if this is your first time participating.
1. Tell us about yourself (if your first time participating)
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
4. When is your first or next appointment?
5. Rants/raves/whatever
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
*this is copied from Jan17, if anyone has any other questions to add that would be helpful please let me know. We're just getting the hang of this!
Me: 24 DH: 28
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17

Re: Weekly PGAL Check-in 6/6
1. Tell us about yourself (if your first time participating):
I'm 29, DH is 30 and we live in Vermont. I'm a photographer and nonprofit marketing/development professional.
We've been trying for our first for over a year at this point. This is my third pregnancy, I had a CP last summer, D&C in January, and a natural miscarriage in April. We're really hoping this one sticks and will be our rainbow baby.
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
Sore chest/nipples, mild cramping on and off (which makes me nervous), fatigue (I could sleep 12 hours if someone let me) and a touch of nausea yesterday and today.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
Okay, surprisingly. I'm still POAS which I know is crazy, but seeing the dark lines in the morning makes me feel better. I started therapy to deal with our losses a few weeks ago which is helping. I'm also on week 3 of a brand new job, so feeling anxious about how that will work, but taking it one day at a time for now!
4. When is your first or next appointment?
Viability scan on June 14, 9 week ultrasound July 6.
All good today!
6. GTKY: I feel like this changes all the time, but I just finished How to Get Away with Murder season 2. So trashy, but I love it! I also LOVE Friends.
BFP #1 8/4/2015, MMC 9/24/2015
BFP #3 8/24/2017, MC 9/20/2017
BFP #4 11/14/2017, CP
BFP #5 1/5/2018, MC/BO 2/17/2018
BFP #6 7/15/2018, CP
BFP #7 12/15/2018, EDD 8/28/2019
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
4. When is your first or next appointment?
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix? I'm binging Pretty Little Liars now that Netflix finally got season 6!
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms) I am feeling tired all the time. Slight nauseous feeling all the time but when I eat or suck on hard candy it goes away. Boobs hurt on and off and pimples.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise) Worried, trying to not to focus on it.
4. When is your first or next appointment? June 27th, they will not see me in sooner even though, I had a MC.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix? I was going to say DR who but that is gone, I am not sure now.
Married to my Soul Mate since 09/06/09
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
1. Tell us about yourself (if your first time participating)
I'm 26, DH is 27. We have been TTC for 12 months. We got our first bfp in March but had a natural miscarriage at the end of March. We were given a 1-3% chance of conceiving again due to MFI and we were going to start IVF in June. Imagine our surprise when I got that bfp!
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
Not bad at all, sore boobs and fatigue is really all I've been feeling. No nausea yet so I'm hoping I'm one of the lucky ones who doesn't get it too bad!
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
Im actually feeling pretty good. This pregnancy just feels so different than the last and I hope that's a good sign.
4. When is your first or next appointment?
I had my 5th beta draw today, everything is doing exactly what it's supposed to which didn't happen last time. And I have an US on Wednesday!
I hate taking the progesterone and estrogen pills my RE has me on. Ugh. Can't wait until 10 weeks when I can stop them.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
I can't wait for the new season of Orange is the New Black to be released! Currently I'm binging Call the Midwife.
BFP #1- March 4 (MC March 24)
BFP #2- May 26
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms): Holy boobs. They are huge and soooo tender. I also could sleep for 20 hours straight. Some light cramping, but not enough to make me concerned. Waves of nausea, but it comes and goes pretty quickly, so can't complain about that yet
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise): Ummm, ok I guess. I act like a 14 year old boy feeling my boobs all the time to make sure they still hurt! I'm 5 weeks today, so I will feel a lot better when I hit 6 weeks since we didn't make it that far last time. I'm really trying to just enjoy being pregnant (easier said than done!)
4. When is your first or next appointment? First appointment is June 29th at 8 weeks. I'm pretty anxious about the 8 week mark because I have a blood clotting gene mutation (Factor 5) that I will need to start daily injections of blood thinners at that time. I've had them before and it's not pleasant.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix? Right now it's Bloodline. SO GOOD!
Hello! I am 26 and so is DH. I have been on the TTGP board since July 2015 but after my latest miscarriage in March I never returned. This is my third pregnancy after 2 miscarriages. The first in November was a blighted ovum and the second was in March at 12 weeks (baby stopped growing at 9weeks 4days). I will be 6 weeks on Wednesday. I am a pastry chef and have my own home business in Houston and DH is a band teacher.
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
Very very tired and sore boobs the last few days. On and off nausea.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
Very anxious. I've actually been avoiding the bump the last few weeks because it's easier for me to just not think about being pregnant again. I don't think it will feel real until I have an ultrasound.
4. When is your first or next appointment?
I honestly haven't set up an appointment yet. I have been to scared. But I tried to call on Friday but turns out they close very early. And then when I called today they were closed for lunch so I have tried and will call again today.
I am feeling optimistic lately. My this time in both my other pregnancies I was already spotting and I haven't had any during this one so I am feeling better.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
i am with @Steelerfan78 DH and I love to watch stand up comedians!
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
That's awesome!! I play French Horn, piano, and voice.
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
Eta: I just want to clarify that this is not a picture of my DH. Lol
HAHAHAHA!!!!! That's funny! Yeah, you kind of have to when you're a band teacher. I play a few others but not seriously.
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms): I have very few symptoms at this point.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise): I am most anxious for my first ultrasound (which I'll probably have in about 2.5 weeks). I'm hoping there's only one baby in there this time (twins were a welcome surprise the last time but ended so tragically).
4. When is your first or next appointment? My first serum beta-HCG is in 2 days!
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix? I just finished re-watching The Gilmore Girls in anticipation of the Netflix revival!
Hi, I'm Isis, 28, DH is 34. I am a preschool teacher, DH is a computer technician. We have a beautiful 3 year old daughter. We've experienced two miscarriages (March 2015 & Feb 2016) but we are happy to have another chance at Baby #2.
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
I'm feeling okay, back is a little achy, breast are full and hurt, and for some reason I have heartburn.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
I am trying to be positive this time around, but I am cautiously optimistic. I can't wait for an ultrasound already.
4. When is your first or next appointment?
First appointment is June 23rd
I'm feeling slightly relieved, with this pregnancy I've felt a lot more symptoms than my other two. Hopefully this is a good sign. OH and also, I'm ready for school to be over
6. GTKY: What is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
I have a thing for documentaries. Also, shows that everyone raves about and I am always late to get into them (i.e. Orange is the New Black, Breaking Bad, House of Cards)
DH: 35 | Me: 29
BFP #1- 07.25.12, EDD: 03.24.13, DD born 03.26.13
Surprised BFP #2- 02.25.15, EDD: 10/29/15 |*m/c 7w4d, D&C 04.02.2015
BFP #3- 01.21.16, EDD: 09.29.26 |*m/c-blighted ovum 2.19.16 8w1d, D&C 03.04.16
BFP #4- 05.24.16, EDD: 02.04.17 |*natural m/c- 07.08.16, 9w1d
BFP #5- 09/25/16, EDD: 06.07.17 GROW, BABY, GROW!
I am 33 and DH is 46. We have been TTC since Dec 2010, I have PCOS, and we had an early mc last August after getting our first ever BFP. I am a middle school math teacher and DH is a teamster.
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
I've been very tired, to the point of taking naps, which is odd for me. Some nausea and quick to emotions - but nothing way over the top. I was constipated for a few day, but that seems to be better (which actually makes me worry more because a symptom has disappeared). Some mild cramping - which I know is normal but it FREAKS ME OUT!
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
I am super anxious. I want to be more positive, but it's hard. I worry that every time I pee, I'll see spotting or something.
4. When is your first or next appointment?
I had my first appointment and blood work 2 weeks ago, the day after my BFP, and I have an ultrasound scheduled for next Wednesday (7w0d)
I wish it wasn't so taboo to talk about early pregnancies. I mean, if you lose a baby you need all the support you can get, no matter the stage. Instead we are told it's a good idea to wait "just in case."
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
I'm 25, DH is 26. We had a miscarriage at 10 weeks back in February, been trying since Sept. 2015. I have an office job and DH is assistant manager at a movie theater, so we get free movies whenever we want! Yay!
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
I'm feeling OK right now, but that's kinda freaking me out. I had really sore boobs for about a week, and then yesterday they just kinda stopped being sore. Hope that's not a bad sign
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
I wasn't anxious until boobs stopped hurting, but now I am SUPER anxious.
4. When is your first or next appointment?
My first appointment will be on June 27th @ 8 weeks
Yesterday, I was telling DH about how much I love $10 Tuesday's at Papa Murphy's and I started crying, like a lot....it was really weird lol. So, I guess I'm a little emotional.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
ME: 25, DH: 27
TTC #1 since 09/2015
Miscarriage @ 10 wks 02/28/2016
BFP 05/28/2016!
BFP #1 8/4/2015, MMC 9/24/2015
BFP #3 8/24/2017, MC 9/20/2017
BFP #4 11/14/2017, CP
BFP #5 1/5/2018, MC/BO 2/17/2018
BFP #6 7/15/2018, CP
BFP #7 12/15/2018, EDD 8/28/2019
Married: 9/2013
Love my LEO!!
TTC #1: 9/2015
BFP: 2/1/16 MC 2/8/16 @ 5wks
BFP: 5/22/16 RAINBOW BABY
EDD: 1/30/2017 *IT'S A GIRL!!!!*
Kirsten Grace 1/20/17
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms) I can't decide if any of the things I'm feeling are just in my head or actual symptoms. I'm not feeling much though. I didn't really have any symptoms with my DD so hopefully everything's going well in there.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise) I'm feeling really excited but also in my head I phrase everything with an "if". Cannot wait to be further along.
4. When is your first or next appointment? My first appointment is June 20 but I dont think its an actual appointment.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
I'm 39 (fella is 38), and this is my third pregnancy. I work for a martial arts school (back office, not instructor!) and my husband does capacity planning for a tech company. I have a 12 year old daughter. I got medical clearance to start trying last December, had a CP in Feb/Mar and I'm finding it pretty difficult this time around to think of myself as pregnant - even though the tests are positive.
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
Queasy. Tired, although some of that may be from the unisom to help the queasy. I'm peeing all the time, which I wasn't in March, and outgrowing my bras this time. I've also had cramps every day since 7dpo.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
Very uncertain. It's really early. My period isn't even due until tomorrow. Yesterday's test was a weak positive and I'm having miscarriage dreams.
4. When is your first or next appointment?
June 27th. I have another 2.5 weeks. I started bleeding the day before my 6 week appointment last time, so I'm hoping to make it that far.
I hate waiting and not knowing. More pregnancy tests aren't going to tell me anything, but OMG I just want to test my pee all day every day!
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
I've been watching The Tudors. It's my guilty pleasure. The fella doesn't like it and it's so inappropriate for a 12 year old - but it feeds my need for drama and takes my mind off things.
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)I haven't felt any symptoms really other than being tired and very emotional. Mostly freaking out because I have no symptoms even though it's still very early.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)? I am trying to stay calm but failing miserably. I am praying many times throughout the day for my baby!! I'm very glad my sister and mom are being very supportive of my anxious feelings. My husband is trying to keep me calm!!
4. When is your first or next appointment? My first appointment is Tuesday! I'm very excited/nervous. I'll only be seeing the nurse practitioner though. My first appointment with the OB Doc will be two weeks from that date.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix? Gilmore girls, friends, OITNB, gossip girl, the following, I just love binge watching anything !!
I am a HR professional , married 12 years in July, turning 35 this year. I have an almost 3 year old son who I adore. he is a ball of energy.
not too too many. pretty bloated, sleep is off and a teeny bit of nasea.
very hard. I was pregnant just recently and miscarried in may between 6 and 7 weeks. my husband and I are both having a lot of anxiety. hoping for a healthy baby.
end of the month between week 7 and 8 with my OB is the first appt.
happy to be pg, sorry to be pgal.
sooooooo many! excited about OITNB season coming out soon.
When you've been married this long, you need a ticker to remind you.
Baby Boy M - 08/01/2013
Expecting Baby Bean February 2017
I was talking in a FB group and had several women practically order me to get my progesterone checked and that it's the only thing that kept them from miscarriage. I have PCOS, which can do weird things to your hormones, but my dr doesn't consider my high risk or anything like that. Now, I'm freaking out because I didn't ask to have it checked...
Did your doctor just automatically check your levels? Or did you have to ask? Mine didn't mention anything about progesterone and didn't check it in my initial lab work.
Im doing my best to roll with it, but there's just so many things to fret about, and I worry that there may be something I could/should be doing that I'm not or haven't done...
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms) holy boobs and the nausea is way worse than ever
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise) surprisingly calm given everything. I know I'm on all the meds I need for my MTHFR and we have done literally everything we can this cycle to ensure a healthy baby
4. When is your first or next appointment?
Second beta is tomorrow and then first appt will be around when hcg is 3000
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix? I am finishing up Gilmore girls. My guilty pleasure is binge watching gossip girl.
Married: 11.12.11
TTC: Nov 2015
BFP #1: 1.22.16 MMC: 2.29.16 ( tetrasomy 11, partial deletion 1, XXX)
D&C: 3.2.16
BFP #2: 4.14.16 CP: 4.17.16
BFP #3: 6.10.2016 CP: 6.17.2016
RE appt: 6.27.2016- saline sono all clear
Chromosome karyotype- Normal both me and DH
Progenity: + carrier Tay-Sachs, Gaucher's, hemachromatosis. DH: carrier Alpha 1 anti-trypsin
Clomid + TI Cycle #1: pending 8.15.16
Fur mom to 2 sled masters: an Alaskan malamute and a malamute wolf hybrid
half marathon running, surgery loving trauma hand and reconstructive plastic surgery PA-C
PCOS, hypothyroid, MTHFR, hx of LEEP in 2006
jen, 36 from Dallas. IVF pregnancy, 3 boys from previous marriage
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms)
boobs are so sore. My butt is sore from PIO shots daily, heartburn is kicking my rear and exhaustion.
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise)
very nervous. First sono is June 22nd and I'm praying to see a heartbeat. All Betas have been normal this pregnancy so that is a plus from my last IVF pregnancy
4. When is your first or next appointment?
June 22nd with my RE for an OB sono!
this is such an emotional journey. As much as I try not to let fear consume me, it does linger in the back of my mind a lot.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix?
patiently....or not so patiently wait for Orange Is The New Black to come back on. Friends is a fave go to.
2. How are you feeling - I'm having a decent amount of mild cramping every day that is worrying me because I don't remember having it with my first pregnancy. But then, that pregnancy didn't end well... I'm also pretty dizzy even when just standing from sitting.
3. How are you feeling anxiety wise - I'm ok-ish - the anxiety is part of the reason why I waited until 17DPO to test. The cramps I mentioned above are also giving me fits at times.
4. When is your first appointment - well I had an appointment with my GP already set for a different reason - but I'll call in Monday to update the clinic. I want to get a plan set up to get as much tested and done while we're still in Canada because of health care coverage.
5. Rant/Rave - nothing yet
6. GTKY - binge watching? Well since we're moving I have a number of shows on the DVR to power through - Once Upon a Time is first up
Me: 33 & DH: 33
Married: 07/2006
TTC: 10/2015
BFP #1: 11/2015, MC 12/2015 (7 weeks)
BFP #2: 06/2016, EDD 2/15/2017
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms) In terms of symptoms, I only have a few: Sore breasts, bloating, CONSTANT weird dreams, and my appetite has finally returned, as well my tiredness...with a vengeance!
3. How are you feeling (anxiety wise) I literally can't think of this pregnancy. I feel terrible, because I want to be happy and not emotionally detached. But I'm so scared of losing another child. I feel like if I convince myself it's not real, maybe it won't hurt as much. Hubby and I both were sort of withdrawn until last visit when we got to see our little gummy bear move. Now we're both head over heels, and that's absolutely terrifying.
4. When is your first or next appointment? July 5th (UGHH). OB spoiled me by having me come in every two weeks from 5 weeks to 9 weeks. Thankfully everything looks okay, so now we're back to monthly visits...but SHEESH do those two extra weeks feel like an eternity! We'll be having our NT scan when we go back, and I'm dying for July to get here.
6. GTKY: what is your favorite thing to binge watch on Netflix? Orange is the new black!