Now that May is 1/3 completed, and we have a lot of Moms who've given birth, I think it's time for a new thread.
What better time than now, when the mama bear might be coming out a bit, post partum hormones are a little off, and family members are relentless!?
Here's your safe place. Feel free to vent, ask for help or just sympathize with others who are going through the same thing as you.
Fire away.
Re: Problematic Parents/In-Laws: Post-partum Edition
i decide to comfort nurse him, which takes 30 minutes and hint again "maybe target would be better for later..."'but everyone just stands around and stairs at me while I nurse. We get him in he car seat and he's screaming while MIL and Aunt are commenting about him crying and how we should just keep going, it'll get easier. I finally put my foot down and told DH "this isn't working, we need to go home". I had to comfort nurse him for another 30 minutes when we got home because he was so upset (baby, not DH).
once everyone left DH and I talked about how that visit was A LOT, we didn't necessarily feel respected as parents, and if people want to visit us they need to come over to DO something for us and then leave, not come to look at the baby and then hang out. I don't have the energy.
it was sort of a bummer because before they came, the house was pretty clean and baby was happy and I was in a milk stained nightgown and content. Now my house is a mess, I'm wearing a bikini top to soak up some of the leakage, and I'm more exhausted than I was this morning.
Also adults who are just there to play pass the baby for hours and be critical of baby's mom after birth doesn't work for me either- baby's actual needs come first over adult feelings.
Let me count the ways:
1) She is trying to tell me that I have to give my newborn water because that is what she did with me. It's driving me nuts because she doesn't even understand that she could have killed me, giving me water at such a young age.
2) She had the audacity, while at the hospital, when the nurse was trying to help me latch LO. She was in the way and tried to show me herself. DH had to pull her away as to not disrupt the nurse and me. She wanted me to pinch my nipple with two fingers and put it in LO's mouth! Um hello bad latch and torn nipples!
3) She keeps telling me that I need to cover LO with clothes at all times: Hat, gloves, socks, blankets, the works etc.
4) She thinks that LO sleeping in his swing will mess up his spine development because it's curved... Also, pacifiers will give him a weird raised upper lip. Umm I can't even with that stupidity.
5) Apparently, immediately after birth, she had flowing white milk and had never even heard of colostrum. So therefore, I probably wasn't making the "right milk" and not enough milk after birth. She's a super woman, if that's the case. A scientific rarity. You can tell she's really encouraging towards a successful step for breastfeeding.
tl;dr version: She had me, her only child, 26 years ago and apparently remembers labor, delivery and baby care very vividly. Anything I'm experiencing, if she didn't experience it, is out of the ordinary. So therefore, anything and everything she says is valid. (Sarcasm)
I'm honestly glad she lives 15 mins away and I can kick her out of my house when I get tired of her mouth. (Love her with all my heart but UGH)
My MIL is DH's step mom and has never given birth before, so she has no advice to give. And knows to stay at bay and sends up things we need instead via Amazon. Thank you sweet baby Jesus.
She's been on my last nerve for a while though. She generally means well, but she sucks at respecting my decisions (or me generally), and constantly wants to take over my mothering duties. I would love to move, for it were even an actual option. Until then, nothing from our money to my mothering decisions is off limits to her meddling.
I'm honestly scared that she will do that to DS when I'm not there. She doesn't even respect our wishes when she babysits our dogs and gives them human food when I strictly say no human food.
She will feel she has the right to do whatever she feels is "best" for her grandchild. And I'm scared as hell.
DH has already warned her about giving DS water and disrespecting our wishes. He will make sure she doesn't see her only grandchild if she crosses us. She emotionally manipulates me so it's hard for me to put my foot down. Sigh.
Are you having her watch your baby? Or are you worried that when she's visiting and has a few moments alone with baby she'll do what she wants? Either way it's not good. I honestly wasn't scared of her watching our baby at first until I personally caught her messing up with DS1 and totally disrespecting our wishes and now she has no alone time with my kids. EVER. We had to move away and when/if she visits we have to watch her with them and it sucks. I used to be super sweet to her for years and now she thinks I'm a bitch. She crossed too many lines too many times.
understand that things have changed since the early 80's.
I am also in the camp with MIL over staying her welcome. She does live like 40 minutes away but she has come twice now and stayed for 8 hours each - it's just too much . The good thing is she doesn't irritate me like my own mom but her sitting on my couch holding my son all day long and is reluctant to hand him back over to me for feedings (because she wants to feed him) just cannot happen anymore. There is nothing wrong with visiting for a few hours but no more of this all day stuff . I only get 6 weeks off from work with my son and I want to maximize every minute I have with him.
Funny thing is, we had her watch/hold DS for a moment when I was in the hospital, while DH walked the halls with me (I had a CS). DS started spitting up and it freaked her out. She ran out in the halls and yelled DH's name holding the baby
@thismakes4
She isn't watching the baby. But I had hoped that she could come watch him while I got a nap in while I'm on ML. And now I'm hesitant, I don't want her watching him when I'm not awake and around. Who knows what kind of crap she will try to pull in his "best interest". We have a wedding to go to mid June. I thought about leaving him over at my parent's house for a few hours while we had a wedding "date night" but now, I'm contemplating not going or bringing him
@wsgjmw1
Omg! Do we have the same mom?! That's what my mom keeps telling me!! Our son also has jaundice and we are doing the same thing. He also has to wear a bilirubin lamp blanket (but will hopefully be off of it tomorrow, fingers crossed). I keep having to remind her that she had me in 1990!! Things have changed and anything she experienced is not the same as now. I mean, she baked me in the sun for a month when I had jaundice for heaven's sake!
5.5.16 | 8.14.17 | 1.30.19
My mom is actually great and I trust her completely, but she is admittedly more paranoid about this baby than I am, more than she was with her own kids, according to her! She's therefore making me question things I was previously totally confident about:
"Are you sure you should eat tomatoes? You had indigestion when I ate tomatoes!" (Actually the idea of that is largely a myth)
"It seems like you just fed him! Are you sure he's hungry? Are you feeding him too much?" (Nope, can't really feed a breastfed baby too much)
It was the same thing when I learned how to drive: She always makes me so nervous!
The problem is in the rest of the family. Because grandma is here, the whole family shows up EVERY NIGHT for family dinner. Ok, fine. But they show up at 2pm and stay until 8pm. I feel like I never get to hold my baby because someone else always is. I guess the positive side is that my house is clean because I have to do something to keep my sanity? That, and I actually enjoy the night time feedings, etc, because it's just ME and MY baby. Day time feedings aren't fun because I have to pry baby away from someone, explain WHY I want to feed (yes, I know he's not crying, no I don't want to wait until he's crying, no I don't think he needs yet another blanket) and then overhear them asking "Where's baby? Where's baby?"
I know they're all excited but I am losing my damn mind.
And I just want to hold my baby!
I also try and get my baby's needs met before he cries, which I think is a pretty new phenomenon since my MIL as well thinks the baby's "just having a fit". Remember you're the expert on your baby, play that card! Tell people "I can tell they're hungry because of that little I they're making with their mouth" then take your baby!
My LO doesn't fussy cry. She's either hungry or dirty. Those are the only times she fusses. My MIL always thinks she needs to take LO and walk with her to calm her down. All the while I'm asking her to just hand baby over so I can feed her. So baby screams in her arms as she tries to walk and shhh. That is until I turn into mama bear and rather sternly tell her to hand over the baby. As soon as I feed her she stops crying. MIL says, "I guess you know what your baby wants..." Guess what happened all over again like deja vu 3 hours later. Gaaaa!
DD: 05/14/16
If you need inspiration go here for awhile:
https://community.babycenter.com/post/a29842181/the_lemon_clot_essay-_if_you_are_planning_to_have_people_over_after_birth_you_need_to_read_this
https://community.babycenter.com/groups/a4725/dwil_nation
You don't need that sort of drama in you and your daughters life. Asking for her to stay at a hotel in June is more than generous for hows she's been and shows that you're being the bigger person. I hope your mother does comes around and apologizes for all her crap and starts acting like an adult.
ILs show no interest at all. My dad took a 3 month contract in Hawaii, flew out the day I gave birth. My mom is coming in early June, but only because my sister agreed to come too. I know my family would be driving me crazy if they were here, but now DH and I just wish we had some help.
Yesterday morning, after DH told me to take a nap and brought me a glass of water for the thousandth time, I said "You are taking great care of me. Thank you so much." He responded, "Well I'm glad to hear that because my mother sure doesn't think I am." Apparently, his mom fussed at him for a long list of things. She told him that he needed to get up in the MOTN if I'm up (I'm breast feeding, so unless he wants to sit and watch me nurse, I don't find this necessary). And that if I'm sleeping, he needs to be awake, even if the baby is sleeping. Also, DH is a very hard sleeper, and the baby's cries don't normally wake him up. MIL told him he needed to "tune his ears" so that he could hear the baby. Anyway, she just made him feel like he's being a crappy dad, when the opposite is true. He's been amazing. It made me really mad.
DS1: May 2016
DS2: Jan 2019
Baby #3 EDD: 6/18/24
1. We cloth diaper and I have a feeling I'm going to get some "ew that's gross" comments.
2. We co-sleep and I'm anxious about putting LO in a bed that isn't our flat bed (MIL has lots of puffy blankets on her beds) but he won't sleep in a rocker/not next to mom and dad.
3. I haven't totally mastered discrete feeding yet and I'm anxious about doing it around people.
4. We're attachment parenting, which means LO spends a very small part of his day not with me so that I can see his early cues and get his needs met quickly. With the pass the baby game in sure they'll play it'll be harder for me to make sure LO is getting his needs met.
5. I've never travelled for more than two hours with LO so I don't really know how much to pack or what to expect.
6. My SIL has a son who is almost three. I know online it says not to have your newborn near toddlers that aren't siblings because of germs.
7. They say they want to pamper us by taking us out to eat and getting us presents- we don't need presents and going out with my LO at three weeks seems like the exact opposite of pampering.
for sympathies sake, I know MIL and FIL are struggling with the distance (about three hours) with their new grandson. My SIL and BIL lived with and relied on them a lot when my nephew was born (they lived there for about two years) and MIL still takes care of my nephew one day a week. In addition, SIL was very comfortable leaving my nephew with other people for hours to do whatever when he was really little (she bottle fed/formula fed so eating wasn't an issue) where as I'm more inclined to have my kid with me at all times (for instance right now in writing this as he's asleep on me).
I'm just anxious. Three days and two nights is a lot even without a newborn.