Its been since april 12 and im still having a hard time. Seem like it wont get better. When in at 8 weeks no fetal pole. My hcg drop from 3000 to 1119. It was the worse feeling ever. Here for support.
I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. We all understand why you are having such a rough time. You deserve time to mourn. I hope you find the peace you are seeking. This is a great place to find support. My thoughts are with you.
I am I am so sorry for your loss. April 12 is not very long ago at all. And anyway there is not a timeline for this grief. Even when I feel like I am having a relatively good day, there are bad moments. Hugs. We are here for you.
About me: /loss mentioned/ TTC#1 July 2014 dx: MFI (morphology) IUI #1 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Sept. 2015 ~ BFN IUI #2 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Halloween 2015 ~ BFN IUI #3 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Thanksgiving 2015 ~ BFP!! hb 146 bpm at 7w5d 1/28/16 ~ began to say goodbye to our beautiful baby at 11w d&c, followed by cytotec TTCAL April 2016 IUI #4 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Apr. 2016 ~ BFN IUI #5 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ CP IUI#6 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ BFN
I'm sorry for your loss. I recently had my 2nd miscarriage in 6 months. It's still very raw, but the moments of darkness are more fleeting than the moments of happiness in my life. I just have to hold onto the good days.
Me: 29, DH: 31 Married: October 2014 Began TTC: April 2015 BFP #1: 9/18/15. EDD 5/18/16. MC 10/26/15. (9w) BFP #2: 2/27/16. EDD 11/7/16. MC/D&E 4/20/16 (11w) BFP #3: 9/22/16. EDD 5/29/17. DS born 4/24/17 BFP #4: 5/20/18. EDD 1/23/19.
I had a similar situation where I went in for my 8 week appointment and they saw a 5 week baby. I had to wait another week for them to confirm via second u/s. I took the misoprotosol pills which did not work at all for me so then I had a D&C (at 11 weeks). I had no bleeding until that point and it's been a week and a half of post surgical bleeding. It's very, very hard. The physical piece in itself is brutal not to mention the emotional piece. I have found it helpful to just break down fully when the grief passes over as it comes in waves.
Re: Miscarriage at 9 weeks (here for support)
/loss mentioned/
TTC#1 July 2014
dx: MFI (morphology)
IUI #1 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Sept. 2015 ~ BFN
IUI #2 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Halloween 2015 ~ BFN
IUI #3 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Thanksgiving 2015 ~ BFP!!
hb 146 bpm at 7w5d
1/28/16 ~ began to say goodbye to our beautiful baby at 11w
d&c, followed by cytotec
TTCAL April 2016
IUI #4 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Apr. 2016 ~ BFN
IUI #5 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ CP
IUI#6 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ BFN
Married: October 2014
Began TTC: April 2015
BFP #1: 9/18/15. EDD 5/18/16. MC 10/26/15. (9w)
BFP #2: 2/27/16. EDD 11/7/16. MC/D&E 4/20/16 (11w)
BFP #3: 9/22/16. EDD 5/29/17. DS born 4/24/17
BFP #4: 5/20/18. EDD 1/23/19.