Just wondering if any ladies were unsuccessful breast feeding their 1st lo but then were able to for their next? I had a csection plus ds was a lazy sucker so I never really produced much. Any advice?
Married Nov. 3rd, 2012
DS Born 12/20/13
#2 EDD 11/20/2016
Re: Successful Breastfeeding after failed attempt.
Read about what is "normal" for new babies nursing - kellymom is a great resource!
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I also had a c-section with both..
DD wasn't a very good latcher at all and I had several LC try to help me with different holds, nipple guards etx but nothing seemed to do the trick. Due to her poor latch she started loosing weight very rapidly and because of her inherent jaunidice it was critical that we got milk in her so she could recover as the light could only do but so much. So our Daughter had lost 20% of her birth weight in a matter of days and the need to supplement with formula was critical. We ended back in the hospital due to her jaundice not clearing just 1 day after being released. In the hospital, I cried and cried when I saw her drink the formula from the bottle because I then realized how hungry she was and what I wasn't providing her with. Thankfully my milk came in the night that we were back in the pediatric unit and so I was basically forced to pump because she wouldn't latch but we needed her to eat. So I attempted breastfeeding, then would pump, then would feed her my pumped milk. I was exhausted but determined to give her breast milk so I did it. We were released a couple of nights later and I had to keep the routine up and had to supplement with formula as needed...which unfortunately was more than I wanted because I wasn't producing much given that he pump was basically my intro to "breastfeeding". Anyway, The following week, at her pediatric check up, we found out she had an extended frenulum and so that's what was impeding her from latching well. We got it snipped and her latch was better but by that time she preferred the bottle. So I kept trying to BF and then I'd pump etc etc. I was miserable and frankly the entire BF experience made me depressed instead of being the wonderful bonding experience it's supposed to be. I eventually gave up trying to BF and went to exclusively pumping but then I got an infection...on top of really hurt nipples and I decided that what was best for all of us was for me to stop and just go to formula. This was after almost 3 months of trying to exclusively pump. I don't regret my decision and I was in a much better mood and therefore taking care of our Daughter much better as well. I found an Organic Formula and when it came time to feed her real food I started making all my baby food to try to compensate for not BF lol. She didn't have a single jar of baby food. That made me few better too...hey whatever t takes right.
Anyway, I know that story doesn't have to repeat itself and so I will be trying to BF again this time around. I will also have them check the baby's frenulum at the hospital just in case. I will give it my all, just like I did with my 1st, but I have promised myself that I will not allow it to consume me like I did the first time. I beat myself up over it at first and that wasn't healthy. BF should be a wonderful and bonding experience and if that's not what it is then it's time to re-evaluate. I hope I will be able to do it this time around, I really do but again won't let myself get depressed over it if it doesn't happen.
Sorry for the long story but like I said it's been on my mind lately as well. I hope that you will also be successful the second time around but don't forget to be kind to yourself if it doesn't happen.
Gavin - 8/27/10
*TW*
Gabriel - 2nd tri loss 5/17/16 Trisomy 18 & 21
Hope - 2nd tri loss 12/7/16 complications from pneumonia
Hoping for the best for all of us this time around! Can be insanely frustrating when you cant do "what our bodies are meant to."
DS Born 12/20/13
#2 EDD 11/20/2016
My first wouldn't latch so I pumped for 6 months then quit. My 2nd was a completely different experience and was EBF for 1 year. I'm now on #3 and still breastfeeding at 8 months. Good luck!
Gavin - 8/27/10
*TW*
Gabriel - 2nd tri loss 5/17/16 Trisomy 18 & 21
Hope - 2nd tri loss 12/7/16 complications from pneumonia
When I did begin to try and breastfeed him I was very unfortunate that I was not at Children's hospital and nurse who was so confident of how to help literally forced him to my breast until he couldn't breath and was almost convulsing trying to pull away. He had an aversion to the breast from that time on. After more than a week at Children's with some REALLY excellent lactation consultants despite all of our best efforts he absolutely refused and wanted NOTHING to do with the breast.
That story in mind, I feel that having a lactation consultant immediately no matter when the baby is born early or not is important. I feel as though earlier positive intervention could have brought me a different outcome.
I was able to pump and provide breastmilk for 8 months but I felt like we really missed out on the experience and it made it so much more difficult.
I can't speak enough though for the wonderful lactation consultants that I met and how patient and knowledgeable they were. I even contacted La Leche League after we left NICU and made it home but still ultimately wasn't successful.
@TrulyBlessed22
I saw you mentioning at the hospital you were so sad when she was given formula? Did they not have breastmilk available? There is an excellent group called Eats on Feets that really helped us. And when I was at the hospital before I could produce breastmilk they had offered me pasturized breastmilk as an option and I took it. I sincerely hope you don't have such difficulties this time but if you do maybe keep this in mind to ask for breastmilk and contact Eats on Feets immediately? I mention because I knew this helped me feel less devastated so hoping the same for you
BabyFlamingo due 11/30/16
I have a friend who had a similar issue and is still bfing her 2yo. So I have much hope for us