TWW Crazies

ThePax89 · March 2016

8-9 dpo here. I've been peeing on OPKs every morning because they detect hcg so I'm hoping they get darker. Today is *******slightly***** maybe darker than yesterday. Maintaining hope.

ThePax89 · March 2016

@reneeannemm
I had a bfn at 10 dpo with my first pregnancy. I'm hoping and praying for ya.

cooaladoll · March 2016

Meh, I'm out. Tested yesterday at 12 DPO (couldn't make it to AF) but she should be here by Thursday. Strangely this cycle I've felt no symptoms of pregnancy or AF. Silly ambivalent uterus.

mylittleversailles · March 2016

@MooFish2364 and @ThePax89Thanks! I'm much better with a NO than this maybeeeee nonsense. TTC is all maybe, except CD 1.

I have mild OCD that manifest itself with obsessive thoughts stuck on a loop, rather than compulsions, so TTC is really hard on my brain, but usually only from about 10 DPO to AF.

@cooaladoll Sorry for the ambivalent uterus. FX for next cycle!

ThePax89 · March 2016

Welp, I've entered 2ww insanity. 9 dpo. Physically, I'm dying. Worst headache of my life. And exhausted. I peed on an opk, a wondfo, and a frer this am. Dark opk. Maybe a faint line of wondfo and a possible faint line on the frer.

MWoodside · March 2016

@ThePax89, fingers crossed for you!

mylittleversailles · March 2016

@ThePax89 Fx!!

I had a particularly crazy day today. Spent long time staring at my negative tests, both in the flesh and on my laptop. Even dug them out of the garbage, until I finally took some stuff meant for the compost and buried them but good under it. Spent hours browsing pictures of BFPs. SS worse than ever before. Googled things I already freaking know the answers to. I would have tested again today, but thankfully I drink too much water and my urine is always too dilute during the day. Feel like my mind is slipping away from me, but I know it'll go back to normal in a couple days at most, so I guess I'll just hold on.

ThePax89 · March 2016

I'm sorry @reneeannemm

catiecatp · March 2016

hugs @reneeannemm - I'm trying (and failing today) to be on the boards less - but if you want to scream or shout you know where to find me off the boards

mylittleversailles · March 2016

I'm out ! Spotting this afternoon at 12 DPO. I used to have a 13 LP with one moment of spotting the day before AF and I suppose it hasn't changed.

ThePax89 · March 2016

I was 100% sure I saw lines yesterday and woke up at 5:30 to test again. Negative. I'm an anxious mess this 2ww. I feel like I was pregnant and am miscarrying. It's awful. I'm only 10 dpo so the tests can be wrong. I just need certainty.

Im so sorry @reneeannemm

catiecatp · March 2016

hugs @reneeannemm - maybe next month will be our month =^. .^=

mylittleversailles · March 2016

@catiecatp Yesss, all toes and fingers crossed for April.

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BornReady · March 2016

So sorry @reneeannemm, such a roller coast this TTC business is.

MWoodside · March 2016

I'm on 9DPO and trying SO HARD to ignore/forget about the TWW. I am determined not to test before AF is due. I keep reminding myself I never have any symptoms in the TWW anyway so I am really trying to to SS. Keeping myself busy from wake to sleep is the only thing keeping my mind off it this month.

MWoodside · April 2016

So I am still going strong with no testing, but my dreams the last 2 nights have been WILD. And I woke up remembering them, which literally never happens... unless I am pregnant. So I guess we will see. Trying really hard not to get my hopes up at all.

ThePax89 · April 2016

@MWoodside fx for you!

mylittleversailles · April 2016

@MWoodside Good luck!

AshleySparkle720 · April 2016

I'm out too AF showed up this morning. Ugh

ThePax89 · April 2016

I'm 11 dpo. 7 negative hpts. I feel like crap, smells are bothering me, no idea what's happening.

MooFish2364 · April 2016

@ThePax89 It's not over yet!

I'm 5dpo and when I logged into my fertility app there was a huge notification saying something like "congratulations, it looks like you've ovulated! You can begin testing as early as 7dpo..." Thanks for feeding into my BSC.

silentP · April 2016

You're not out yet, @ThePax89! Hang in there.

@mwoodside, I have been having crazy vivid dreams the past few nights! But maybe it's all the Cap 'N Crunch I have been eating before bed...Good luck to you.

ThePax89 · April 2016

I'm out. My period came 3 days early. I felt implantation and was 95% sure I saw lines on two tests. On to the next month.

MooFish2364 · April 2016

@ThePax89 I'm sorry! That totally sucks.

MWoodside · April 2016

@ThePax89, I'm sorry.

I am pretty sure I am out, too. I was 99% sure I felt implantation cramping Friday at 9DPO so I began to get my hopes up. I caved and tested this morning and got a BFN at 12DPO. So I've lost hope for this cycle and am waiting for AF.

ThePax89 · April 2016

@MWoodside if you implanted at 9 dpo it would be too early to test unless your base hcg was on the higher end. It's not over!!!

MWoodside · April 2016

@ThePax89, I am totally going to keep testing for that exact reason. My HCG tends to run high in early pg though so I am expecting the worst, hoping for the best. Thanks for the positive energy though. I need it.

MooFish2364 · April 2016

I was super crabby last night and pretty much wanted to scream over nothing. Pretty sure this is a sign that AF is on her way. Ugh!

MWoodside · April 2016

I'm pretty sure AF is coming soon. I'm feeling really down today. A pregnancy announcement caught me really off guard today when I typically steel myself in advance to prevent myself from feeling badly. Ugh. This sucks.

mylittleversailles · April 2016

@MooFish2364 I get that exactly 7 days before my period, for about 6 hours. Murderous.

@MWoodside I'm sorry. I hope you feel better soon.

silentP · April 2016

Sorry, @MooFish2364 and @Mwoodside Feel better, guys.

I can tell AF is on her way for myself, too. Don't even need a test. This is making me realize how much I want to be pregnant this time, whereas before I was almost relieved not to be. Back to the drawing board...

SnobunnieMel · April 2016

So FF gave me O crosshairs and what does my crazy brain do? Instantly start calculating what my EDD would be. Way to not go all BSC and keep it mellow. Hoping I can keep myself talked off the ledge for the next 10ish days

MWoodside · April 2016

I'm expecting AF any minute. I think I finally realized why this cycle is hitting me so hard- it was my last chance for a 2016 EDD.

fivetimesnoluck · April 2016

@silentP I am sorry you're out. It's so frustrating.

@MWoodside BOOOO! I am sorry. I know that's disappointing.

@SnobunnieMel SAME! I had not even been given the green light to TTC, and I had already looked at the EDD for my next three cycles. Did you decide to DTD, or were you still waiting on HCG to fall? I can't remember.

Today, we were given the green light to use my trigger shot tomorrow evening and "relations" were recommended tonight, Saturday and Sunday. What a great weekend we are going to have! There has not been much sexy time in our house for a long while....

I'm scheduled to have a beta test on April 22. I currently do not possess any HPTs. I am not sure if I can wait it out or not. I am typically full of BSC during the TWW, but the last pregnancy I had I did not test until AF was late.

We will see!! With the drugs, it was suggested to "test out my shot" so that I can feel comfortable later knowing if when I test it's a true positive. But, I have been working hard on trying to stay present and grounded.... and testing early and often seems contrary to that. So, I am saying "out loud" (for my own accountability) that I will try not to test until 4/22.

Thanks for reading my novel.

SnobunnieMel · April 2016

@fivetimesnoluck were given the green light at my two week visit so we did a solid 3 weeks of EOD fun time. Only missed 1 or 2. I tested out my hcg and started getting a negative Friday, looks like i ovulated Saturday according the FF. We only hit -4,-1,+1 since my OPK never turned, i think i missed the surge.

Good luck with he trigger. Not having any tests at home should help you keep away the crazies.

MWoodside · April 2016

@fivetimesnoluck, all my crossables are crossed for you!

ThePax89 · April 2016

@MWoodside I think this month was hardest because I so badly wanted a 2016 baby.

MWoodside · April 2016

@ThePax89, me too. So badly. Hugs.

ThePax89 · April 2016

@MWoodside have we had our daily fuck-miscarriage yet?

mylittleversailles · April 2016

I'd hoped for a Christmas baby as soon as we started TTC. Might still happen, but that would such a long time from now it doesn't seem too appealing anymore. Alas.

@ThePax89 fuck miscarriage indeed

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